Sentidos

In pure state... with all that I brought me here. We believe we are capable of repressing, hiding, disguising our desires until we understand that the body screams for it... let yourself be carried away. We weren't raised to be so open. Why do we understand love as false monogamy, hidden by millions of sensations of desire.

I feel like what I lived was good and what's coming is much better. He looked at me and I understand that maybe today, more measured, more conscious, happier with myself, I'm capable of feeling things I never could express in freedom.In the continuous search for approval, to feel desired I didn't notice my peers, I believed they were them who always managed to make me smile and who saw in me the woman I became. Never thought it was them who from another place would tell me... you're beautiful, girl you're a minon, you have a big butt etc They are that part of yours that only you can see when sharing the same pleasure. And they make encounters unique. Almost forgotten, I think about how everything that started as a perverse game to control Julito with photos, erotic stories, fantasies... eventually changed direction and got me wrapped up in this web of sex and madness. There's still a long way to go, much to experience, knowing that you're with me makes me want you more each day.. Maybe my stories no longer have the same erotic charge, and maybe more than one will wonder what happened to that Liza and this one today? I'm the same with many desires to keep Listening to My Body Going through everything it had to go through and more....I was missing this I hope you like...