Simplemente mi esencial (porn poem)

I have left my feelings to rest,
extinguishing my desires a bit...
silencing my moans, which once were a mix of pain and passion!

Today I walked the streets with light and sensual clothes
in search of your soul, the one I desire to wrap my body around and
envelop my thoughts with its essence;
moistening between kisses and caresses my desires;
I want to lose myself in your lips,
to test again your venom which you used to call possession.
The one you said was made of beauty and hatred,
but this time the memories settled on my mind,
I let myself be hypnotized by your gaze like diamonds bewitching me
from the sky and the silver moon reflected my soul and
gave it a frosty, shiny color like your smile.

Today I don't desire your kisses or caresses,less your desires tracing my skin,don't claw it with your fiery claws. Today I only want to remind you of that true love that makes you suffer and enjoy more than even your sheets and mind. Today like a rose that bleeds for my chest, on my dark and red rose bed I'll remember you... Come and undress my thoughts, just those, because today the erotic writer will be me. My skin will be my page where my passion and desire will flow. My ink will be my blood and whoever stirs up my senses to write with more fire and desire will be you. Always you, my ghost who with desires and morbid words and sharply stirring makes my five lovers come alive but... today it's not enough!! I need a murmur of your voice again to make it more intense... Come and undress me, do it with desperate touches. Tear off my bra, devour my breasts and move that skirt over me that I want to feel your hard member on my sex, the mere thought of all this will take me to the abysses that confuse between heaven and hell...
...and your soul will be transferred there.