Incestuous letter from a mother to her son

CDMX. November 25th, 2022 my love. I hope you miss me as much as I miss you when you receive this. The days pass slowly for me only thinking about your kisses and caresses that I so desperately need. The only thing that consoles me is the being that I carry inside of me and it's the product of our love. These two months without you seem like years of loneliness and desperation, but I hope they end soon as you've told me. My greatest comfort is remembering our love and how we achieved it. My mind goes back to your childhood when, day after day, you would show me your love by telling me what you wanted from me, when already a teenager you would defend me from the injustices of your father until he abandoned us for our own good. Then I saw you develop into a beautiful and athletic young man, healthy and sporty, one that all girls sought after while you resisted; until you met her at 17 years old, yes Sandra, the girl who sucked out your brains and fell in love with what you were, still just a boy. The first time I looked at you as a man was on your 18th birthday party. Seeing you with your 1.86 height and 76 kilos of weight, I imagined that the woman who would have you would be very happy. You had just entered university and, as always, you were successful among your classmates and I hoped you would find something better than Sandra because I thought she would eventually hurt you; and so it passed another year, you more in love and me more despising her. I thought it was because of the damage she could cause you but in reality my reasons were other. Without realizing it, I desired you more and more and had a need for you, your kisses, your caresses, your love. I tried, oh how I tried. I dressed more boldly, took an interest in your things and even exhibited myself to you wearing negligees and transparent nightdresses but you didn't react and I didn't dare to bring up the situation. At 37 years old, I consider myself an attractive woman, men's eyes tell me so when I cross their path. In the street or the envy of women with whom I treat, but you only had eyes for her. And then it happened…………… God came to my aid. That afternoon when she left you, I saw you defeated, crying, desperate. I knew it was my moment and first approached you like your mother, brought comfort and hope and you collapsed in front of me, I couldn't bear seeing you cry and in surprise I drank your tears. I still remember your face of shock when I kissed you on the mouth and introduced my tongue into yours. -Mom, what's this? -you said. -Love, just love, my son -I replied. At the next kiss, you reacted and returned it to me with so much passion that I felt happy, then I caressed your body and whispered in your ear. -Love, forget Sandra, forget everything and make me yours tonight. You answered by putting your tongue in my mouth and caressing my breasts which were about to burst and then you said. -Mom, I've always desired you, I've always dreamed of this moment. Bliss invaded me and didn't let you think anymore, I took you to my bedroom and you undressed me slowly with your tongue tracing my skin making me feel the greatest sensations until that moment, suddenly you undressed in front of me! God almighty! The only cock I knew was your father's which we'll say was normal but seeing your beautiful penis brought a thousand sensations, recognizing its size and thickness gave me fear for a moment but seeing its red head and semenal fluids made me feel immense excitement then I decided to do what I had done with your father and bent down to put it in my mouth, feeling that it was an obligation but with you I felt it was immensely pleasurable. Barely could I fit my head and a few centimeters more but still I could manipulate my tongue, a couple of minutes later you lowered your hands and intertwined your fingers with my hair and while you were moving your hips I could hear your voice. -uggg……..mom……..this is delicious……..I'm going to come- You said. You took my hand to your balls and I caressed them, immediately feeling in my mouth that you were about to ejaculate and I prepared to drink your semen, it was the first time I would do so and I didn't imagine how much I would enjoy it from then on, suddenly felt the pressure inside your cock and your sperm burst forth like a fountain filling my mouth, most of it I swallowed by force of the pressure and some part I savored in my mouth, but the best came later, when you lifted me up and kissed me on the mouth entwining our tongues. You knew that I still had part of your semen in my mouth but you didn't have disgust and neither did I, it's more, I've never had disgust for any of your fluids. You sucked my breasts, licked my neck and face and kissed me a thousand times more until I whispered in your ear. -Give it to me, my love, I desire it very much. I reclined on the bed and you knelt before me, then you brought me to glory with your tongue when you licked my clitoris and vaginal lips, introduced your tongue and I bathed it with my juices so that our mouths could once again be united, tasting our flavors and then you did it, softly, tenderly and delicately introducing your cock into my vagina and receiving it there again, where you had come out, for me it was the most wonderful thing that could happen to me in this life. You were once again my baby, my child, my beloved son. I still don't understand how everything fit on that first time, I don't understand how I overcame my fears and relaxed so much that I felt like I was hitting the bottom of my vagina, but it happened and thanks to your tenderness and delicacy the rest was wonderful. You started a slow in-and-out motion that soon elevated me to infinity! Ugggh! The pleasure was enormous and I myself took rhythm and lubricated your beautiful cock as it entered and left like I had always done it, with delight listening to your voice. -Mama...I love you, mom...I'll be yours alone, my love......Ufff!.......it's glory. And then I cried. Yes, I cried from joy, from love, from happiness. Making love with you makes me feel so good that sometimes I forget the world and just let go, and in those moments I am completely free. Waking up the greatest sensations of pleasure, both in my body and soul, and I understood that I could no longer live without it. I surrendered to your caresses, your kisses...... your cock. Only the feeling of your penis swelling inside me announcing the climax returned me to reality. From the beginning, I thought about not using a condom or anything that would prevent our pleasure and feeling your wise flood my entrails almost caused me to faint; we achieved what in 15 years of marriage I had never achieved with your father - simultaneous orgasm. I left exhausted, pressed, but above all happy and satisfied as never before. I doubted my mental sanity and feared going crazy. Crazy from love and joy. Seeing you disheveled after two orgasms, I thought we would sleep for a bit, but you filled me with kisses and caresses, all new to me who had only experienced aggression from your father, so we lasted 15 or 20 minutes and without realizing it our ardors were renewed. Then came the moment to take the next step: the truth was that I was scared and couldn't bear the thickness and length of your penis, but I didn't want you to leave wanting anything and not dare ask me for something that might cause me a lot of pain, so I decided to ask you. Even now it seems like I'm hearing myself when I whispered in your ear - Do you want to put it in my ass? You had a surprised and happy face, but also a loving gesture - Won't it hurt too much? I don't want to hurt you. - We can try- you replied. For me, this was the ultimate test of my love for you, what I always denied your father I offered it to you with all my love. I was willing to suffer if that gave you pleasure. But you were marvelous, tender, loving, to the point where you erased my fears and taught me a new way to enjoy myself, which I immediately fell in love with. You stretched out and opened the drawer of my desk, pulling out a bottle of hand cream while I got into position on all fours, then you said - Oh God! What a beautiful ass! You have mom. Your buttocks are white and soft and the entrance to your anus is pink. After this you bent down and kissed my buttocks, then with the tip of your tongue you caressed my anus which almost drove me crazy with pleasure, you inserted a finger smeared with cream and slowly relaxed me, after that I heard your wonderful confession. -Mom... -If my life, tell me... -It's going to be... it's going to be the first time I'll screw someone. I was glad of my decision and was ready for anything, I didn't care if you hurt me, that night my ass would be yours. You smeared well the entrance of my ass and positioned yourself behind me, pointing your powerful cock at the entrance and pushing it gently. -Ugggh! Slowly, my love. You controlled yourself immediately and stopped pushing, waited a good while until I felt relaxed, then you said to me. -You're alone mature enough to take as much as you can stand. And I did. Little by little I raised my buttocks allowing your cock to enter. My ass was burning and feeling very stretched but your cock kept entering. I gripped the headboard with my hands and gave one last push back with my ass, leaving all your enormous cock inside my entrails, the pain was much and the heat more but suddenly a brilliant idea occurred to you that changed everything. Having lifted my ass left a space under my stomach and through it you passed your hand and started caressing my clitoris; the pleasure was enormous and my body responded to your caresses moving my ass up and down. You initiated a rhythm and my body followed, my relaxation was such that your cock entered and exited my anus with no difficulty and incredibly I felt an enormous pleasure. Never thought that a sexual practice which always considered an aberration could unite us so much, elevate us to spiritual and sexual levels that I had never imagined. From then on we were one body, one soul, one heart. Suddenly and against my will, wanting to prolong the moment, I started To feel the spasms of orgasm and without realizing it, they moved to my ass and from there to your cock, which caused an enormous ejaculation. You poured a torrent of semen into my anus and I no longer knew what was happening until the morning after, when you woke me up with your kisses. From then on life was paradise. Having sex with you every day, knowing that we're waiting at home to kiss, hug, or tenderly caress each other fills my soul. Being able to film ourselves and later watch our videos making love, being naked all weekend. Every day I get used to the size of your cock and I enjoy it more. For the first time in my life I'm happy. You don't know how sorry I am for having trusted my sister Alicia. I thought she had already overcome her complexes with me and would understand me, but unfortunately that wasn't the case. She managed to separate us these months with her blackmail, but as you were saying earlier, I hope it doesn't last long. You should know that I don't mind if you have sex with her and if according to your calculations she's already pregnant, you can come back to my side for the next few months before the birth of our baby. I'd like you to tell me what you're doing with her so I can get excited thinking about it being done with me. Goodbye, I'll be dreaming of you and wanting to have more of your children while I'm still young enough to form our family. Like every night I'll dream of you, being beside you loving me like I love you - your mother