First experience with a man

I remember this and I get hot all over because I met my first guy with the rise of the internet and chat rooms, I remember in my city there were phone booths and there was a room with people from my city, and it sparked my curiosity when someone said bisexual mature men. I would have been around 17... (I got excited because I had seen my mother being unfaithful to my father a few times in the kitchen of our house, and they were big men with good cocks, I managed to get my mom VHS movies about theme corny, and that memory of those movies, and licking the semen from my mother's panty, of those mature lovers, excited me a lot, and I decided to look for a guy, since one had caught my attention who was her friend who visited her sometimes at home, I wanted him to screw me like that) I remember in the chat there was one from 55. Married, active, well-endowed, hairy, dark-skinned, it almost killed me with desire to see a good cock, I remember it was a Thursday night, I was at my girlfriend's house, he messaged me the next day, Friday... I told my girlfriend that I would have a lot of work... (I had the whole day free). I remember buying condoms and lubricant, and I went to the bus stop, I remember telling Sr. Humberto that I had classes, (At that moment I was about to enter university, and my girlfriend too, we were in introductory courses) He wrote me back saying he would be looking for me. I waited, I was very nervous, if my mother, my girlfriend, or my friends found out that I was waiting for an older man to ask him for cock... But the heat got the better of me... I didn't know what Sr. looked like, so he called me and said I'm at the gray truck on the corner, my legs were shaking and I walked and entered... When I got into the car it was a fat, hairy, half-bald man, he greeted me and gave me a kiss on the mouth, he smelled of cigarette smoke, it excited me a lot that smell of male, perfume, I felt sorry but I was already there and I had decided to give myself completely.... It turned out that... I was a substitute physics teacher at the high school... I was already there, given in. He corresponded to my kiss with tongue, had a beard, mustache, we kissed tasty... I remember a car horn went off behind and as if I returned to my present, it gave me regret, although I had dark glasses with paper on them, it gave me paranoia that someone might see us. He told me to get out of there and he said if I wanted to take something, he stopped at a liquor store and bought some sodas, in that moment I saw him greet some friends of my dad's and it gave me a lot of fear. I was trying to cover my face so no one would know I was there... Then he got on top of me and told me how handsome I was, that I kissed tasty., he had control and I was all submissive . I loved feeling like that,.I felt like a little girl looking for her first guy.... That sensation of being possessed, dominated by a guy, made me feel very feminine, very submissive, and that's what I still love to this day... to feel at the mercy of that man who wants to satisfy his desires with a blow job. Good memory that after the kiss he asked where I wanted to go, I told him I had classes later (lie), it was an excuse for me to leave if I felt uncomfortable, but what really happened is that we went to the exit of the town, by the river, and he parked in a dark spot and without telling me anything, got on top of me and started kissing me like a slut in heat, I started undressing and the whole back seat of the driver's side was open, he took off his shirt and opened his zipper,.when I looked at that hairy belly,.the whole thing was hairy, that big cock, uff I threw myself to suck it, I was drooling, slobbering, swallowing his saliva... I felt like a woman attending to her man, in that moment he told me to put on the condoms, opened the glove compartment and there was lubricant... He put it on and I greased up my ass... He told me to get down on all fours, I reclined on the passenger seat and he started putting his fingers in my ass, they hurt but I liked it. He kept saying you're very tasty young man, that ass is for breaking in, then he pulled me and sent me off. mounting it from the front, as I could go in and out of me and asked me to move and moved up and down like a slut. That's when he squeezed and yelled and moaned and told me I was coming, I started masturbating and finished first and seeing him with his eyes closed, sweating with his cock inside my ass, while my girlfriend was in class (and I was cheating on her, but that's another story), had an incredible explosion of pleasure, my cum reached his chest, and we left exhausted... He threw me towards the other seat and I went to the back seat, I reclined naked with my ass open, . He stayed there for a while talking to himself about how divine he was, murmuring things, then started touching himself and told me to put his bum up again and finished in my butt.... We spent some time there, got dressed, and he took me to the university... I supposedly had classes but what I did was wait for him to leave and went back home... When I arrived at my house, I got into the shower and couldn't believe what had just happened. But I liked it, . Then his phone rang and it was him who said you're so promiscuous, I love you, rest well, if you remember from high school, you were a good student, how tasty that now you're my promiscuous... Ufff I masturbated again with a cucumber I had in the fridge and went to sleep, .... And with a desire to keep being a faggot...... The second time, (I lived with my mother and she had left the whole Saturday to another city to walk, my girlfriend was at home with her family, and I invited him,) he came over and stayed from 9 am to 1 pm, giving me cock, it didn't bother him that I got a little dirty., I wasn't an expert on washing, I knew and told him it didn't matter, this time seemed super morbid because he asked where my mother's room was, and went in there undressed himself and lay down on her bed, when I entered I told him we should leave because he could notice if he messed something up (actually it's the bedroom) I used to wear her clothes to dress up as hers, but it felt weird that she was there), but I didn't think much and went back to the edge of the bed, I undressed and knelt down, he sat on the edge of the bed with his right hand holding my hair and putting me to suck, I obeyed and kissed him from the testicles, I sucked them with great pleasure and his trunk licked with great morbidness and desire, I got excited being there in my mother's room where I used her clothes alone to masturbate with her dildos, and having that older man submitting me... What a delight feeling that... I kept sucking until he warned me he was going to come in my mouth, I opened it and let him give it all to me, took a little out of my mouth and greased myself on the bum with my left hand while masturbating with my right, kneeling down. It was the first time I got cummed in the face with a cock, and I say that from then on it marked me, opening up to enjoy women and men, but especially older men who could take me... I didn't know I was attractive to an older man and that pleased me... We stayed lying down on the bed for a while and he asked me to describe how my mother was, if she was a slut or not, I described her and he liked it, he asked me to show him his underwear, which I obediently started showing him, He put them on the bed, grabbed a red panty and put it on his cock, wrapping his trunk, lamela, you're as slutty as your mother, I couldn't say anything, I liked that he spoke to me like that, I obeyed and started sucking again, later he asked me to put it in, I stopped sucking and stayed looking at him, he said, I know you like it, I did it again, he asked me to turn around so he could see my ass, you have a very feminine body, you look nice in that panty, no one had ever told me that before and I didn't know what to say, he got up and hugged me from behind, turned me around by the back of my neck, turned me around and we kissed, while we were kissing he with his right hand He was masturbating, then he grabbed me and put me against the edge of the bed I had my underwear on and he finished on my ass, 'You look really good in lingerie if there's no problem I'd like to see you wear it more often', (the truth is that wearing my mother's clothes was something I only did alone and made me feel bad sharing it with someone else), I told him yes so he would calm down.. He got dressed and left, I stayed filled with cum, rubbing it on my bum, I masturbated with his cum-filled fingers, I ended up divine, my mother had a mirror in front of the bed and seeing myself there naked underpants and masturbating with someone else's cum, I loved it... The most tasty part was that I kept using chat rooms and met other guys who screwed me whenever they felt like it. I even lent myself to other guys.........