My half-brother and I

Hello I'm new, I'm passive and eager to become a sissy in the future This would be my first post of a few more that tells how I started to get interested in gay sex and how I started to become a slut with the other protagonists my half-brother I'll start from the beginning I was 15, I was a boy strongly attracted to sex and pornography like many young people during puberty, yet I had no slightest interest in gay sex or gay porn only girls interested me more I had repulsion towards everything gay almost could say I was homophobic But that changed I have an older half-brother with whom I used to play almost all the time we were very united without a doubt One day we went up a mountain just to play, but between games and laughter we stayed observing the beautiful view and as young and horny boys we were we brought up the topic of sex -can you imagine how it would be in real life? It must feel great because girls moan so tasty he said I'm sure they love it when we have a girlfriend then we can have sex and there we'll know how tasty it feels- he replied We stayed silent for a few minutes until something uneasy looked at me and asked -but we don't know anything about that besides videos and things what if we do it wrong? I thought a bit had some reason -what if we practice?- I said almost on impulse without thinking that would be the start of much pleasure although I didn't really mean it -how?- I don't know maybe we could try something to prepare ourselves for our future girlfriends- I said Another silence fell no idea why but talking about having sex got me hot and I started thinking about some way to practice... maybe it was because of the moment of horniness but look at my half-brother, he was a boy that went through my mind was Practice?...I could try it with him At that time what I thought made me sick but the idea wouldn't leave my mind discreetly I looked at my half-brother's ass My half-brother started to convince me that it wasn't a good idea...but neither was it bad -What if we practice between the two of us?-I said -How would this work?- -Look, we want to be good at sex, so we could practice with each other, we wouldn't do it but we'd have an idea of how to do it-I said trying to be convincing -Don't mess around, that's gay- -Maybe but I already told you, we won't really do it! Already! Let's do it with all our clothes on and closing our eyes so we can imagine being with a girl and it would be less uncomfortable-that was my plan which was really naive The other accepted without being very convinced and we went down the mountain, two days passed and we were alone at home ready to start our training We closed the doors and curtains and were both locked in my room -Let's get started-I said -Okay, shall we?-I asked confused -Yes, if we're lying down it will be better-I said in a slightly excited but also nervous tone Both of us lay on the bed without doing anything for a while which bored me and I thought about taking the first step -Start, come here?-I said that really jajaja My idea was that he would get on top of me, I could rub my penis (through my pants and boxers) and I could have fun with my half-brother But as they say, out came the bullet He got on top of me but lifted my legs a bit leaving me in the missionary position so to speak This annoyed me because it wasn't the plan I had and I was the passive one which made me dislike the idea even more but I would let it pass since if he likes it we'll do it again and next time it will be my turn to have control He started moving his hips, not feeling much with our clothes on which I was grateful for in a way, but at the same time being in that position made me feel strange He clung tightly to my backside and started moving more strongly which made me start to feel something hard rubbing against my ass even with our clothes on I started to feel like My brother-in-law was breathing heavily and agitated at the same time, and I felt he was hot. It didn't take long until he came, thanks to what he had on and I didn't, I didn't feel his semen in my ass. That's how it ended the first of many others, every time we were alone we got to work and did it again, without me ever changing positions as the passive one, even when I tried to take control many times. But something in me was awakening, I went from having disgust, shame, and repulsion to feeling a little comfortable and excited each time we did it. However, I don't remember exactly how but one of us proposed trying it with all our clothes on except for the shirt. When we did it like that, I felt very nervous at feeling my brother-in-law's bare skin even though he was only without his shirt, but for some reason and for the first time my penis stopped a bit and I felt more emotion than before. Things didn't end there, we tried it with everything on except our pants and just in boxers. Here was a huge change, when I opened my legs so my brother-in-law could settle between my ass and saw his hard cock making a lump in his boxer with a slight pre-seminal liquid stain My nervousness increased and almost told him it wasn't a good idea but it was too late he settled well and supported his lump on my ass. My boxers, which were thin fabric, joined and it was the first time I felt his cock touching my ass (clearly through thin fabric but I still felt it) I started off nervous and uncomfortable but after a little time I started to feel hot, excited, and a slight sense of pleasure. I felt like his cock was pushing my boxer until it touched my virgin anus and each time he pushed with force and speed. He started moving his hips in ecstasy and I started feeling a bit more pleasure until he gave a strong push and released his semen. This time, without anything but thin fabrics separating us, I felt his semen, his warm and viscous cum, passing through the fabrics and reaching the entrance of My ass My body trembled from feeling a hot liquid making contact with my ass but I ignored it for the moment and he got up tired and said he felt much better than the other times He went to change and I took advantage of looking at my stained underwear with my half-brother's semen out of curiosity, touched it a little and smelled it slightly, it was very viscous and had an unusual smell, I would have to wash it before someone found out but in some way I was excited from feeling those rubs, that penis rubbing and trying to penetrate our inner clothes to get into my I started getting anxious because there was no one at home and my half-brother and I could have our training Each time we did it felt like pleasure a pleasure that little by little destroyed that rejection towards gay sex and everything related to it Instead, I started getting excited every time I remembered one of our encounters and I would masturbate remembering how my half-brother was between my legs Every new encounter seemed better than the previous one and of course those who paid for our training were our inner clothes In one of those I couldn't resist and touched my half-brother's semen out of curiosity and heat, I put it in my mouth...I ended up spitting it out, it tasted salty and I didn't like it...for now Even with its taste I kept tasting it a few more times always spitting it out but getting used to it a little bit (it still seemed an unpleasant taste but not as much as before) I remember one time when instead of putting it in my mouth I felt more curiosity knowing what it would feel like being in contact with my bum I grabbed it and started rubbing it against my ass making it feel strange but at the same time similar to what my half-brother used to do Slowly, the sensation of having my half-brother's cum in direct contact with my ass became a way for me to get excited and then masturbate Then, I heard some words that would be responsible for giving My anal virginity to my half-brother 'We're going on a trip' A trip in which, if I hadn't lost my virginity like that, it was as if the impulse to lose it and have more desire to do so with ideas to change (although effective and tasty missionary) to others that were more perverted and more delicious But hey, that would be another story for another tale

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