Juana continued her feminization journey I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled inwardly: Well, Juana, there's no turning back now. I cleaned up my makeup and then stumbled back to my bedroom towards my computer. I left my vibrator where it was and sat down. Now that I had come and my excitement had decreased a bit, I winced when the plug hit the chair, but I adjusted and turned on my browser. I closed things and got into bed. I grabbed my wireless earbuds from the nightstand, turned them on, and put them in, soft foam expanding to fill my ears. I opened my nighttime playlist on the player I bought just for bed and started it. A subtle white noise filled my ears, mixing with binaural messages and subliminals. It was designed to be quiet enough and have enough white noise so I could sleep, but still reinforced other hypnotic files I had listened to. I put on my sleep mask, reclined, and fell asleep with hypnosis tracks playing in my ears. Despite everything, I slept better than last year. Two weeks later My days passed quite similarly to that first day, only with a bit more time dedicated to training and less leisure time. I woke up, took my hormones, showered, practiced makeup, listened to and observed my hypnos, got dressed, exercised, learned to walk and talk like a girl, and continued exploring being a girl. The only important differences during the next two weeks were that I had earbuds in almost all the time and started working on that. The earbuds played an active hypnosis file or subliminal audio as my nighttime tracks while I did my other training. Waxing began with my face, then I moved down to my body, leaving a small patch on my pubic area but removing everything else below the neck. Luckily To start I had pretty dark hair Maybe it was the hormones maybe it was the hypnosis maybe it was both but definitely I started feeling more feminine every day My nighttime sessions with the vibrator and bigger plugs were certainly making me feel less masculine and of course not having access to my clitoris definitely helped I was coming but still felt hot and couldn't help but want to be fucked Finally a Saturday my machine arrived a few days earlier I had been tracking it pretty relentlessly after its shipment but the messenger system was less than reliable so it arrived unexpectedly Luckily the messenger had called in advance according to my instructions and I had time to change before they rang Me took off my makeup and put on my boy clothes which felt incredibly strange after weeks of only wearing girl clothes but I had to match for identification I made the messenger put the big box in the living room and gave him a tip He looked at me a bit weird when I handed over the money but thanked me and left Little did I know the cute (when did I start thinking of guys as cute?) The delivery driver who was locked in plugged in and wearing a thong under my loose and monotonous clothes That and I was about to get screwed for what I had just left Sonried as soon as the door closed and practically ripped open the box with my own hands It was then that I realized I still had long acrylic nails painted pink stuck to my fingers I guess I knew why that delivery guy got it wrong but I laughed to myself and continued Opened the packaging left it on the living room floor and sorted out the parts The machine came in pieces and I took them up to my girl's bedroom and set them up on the floor opposite the bed from The door. First was the frame, which had rotational blocking wheels to facilitate movement and integrated straps and ankles. Then came the cushioned bank and armrests and legs; the bank was placed under the stomach for a person in all fours position with pillowcases for knees and elbows. Next was the motor/eject set and an articulated arm designed to hold a rigid wand vibrator firmly in place. The last piece was the control system along with associated cables. It wasn't exactly like being a magician with tools, but the machine and frame were designed to slide together largely, with only a few bolts to prevent easy movement with the included key. It was like IKEA making furniture for fuck. A bit more complex was the control box, but fortunately I was quite good with electronics. There were two cable bunches going to the motor assembly, one for power and another for controls. I grabbed the wand that I had bought specifically for this equipment and put it in its support, then connected it to the motor assembly. I closed the plug door and sealed the elements, preventing them from coming loose. The motor set had a power source that could control the motor speed on the vibrator. They thought of EVERYTHING. The other control box cables were a cable going to a dial box to vary the motor speeds and vibrate manually along with buttons to vary the depth, and a USB cable going to my portable computer. The manual didn't go into many details, but basically the control box could interact with a computer using some basic inputs that varied speed and depth of the thrust, motor speed, and even automatic lubrication system in the motor set. The computer could also control the fist lockers. Incorporated, which was very important for personal use. I grabbed one of the consoles I had ordered for the machine, one on the thinner side since I didn't have much experience with it, and installed it. I filled the lubricant reservoir with an entire bottle of lubricant as indicated, and then plugged it in. I turned it on, waited a moment for the ready light to come on, and then slowly raised the damn dial. The motor came to life with a hum and the console began moving smoothly forward and backward. I increased the speed to its highest point, which was an incredibly vigorous speed, and tried out the depth controls. I tried out the vibration control, holding my hand over the head as it ran through the speeds. I was impressed by how smooth both controls were, and hadn't even reached the elegant part yet! I grabbed my laptop and plugged in the USB cable, waiting for it to detect the controller and then initiated the software they provided. The software had some basic routines built-in, varying speed, depth, and vibration. It also came with a programming function that allows the user to program their own routines and synchronize with other software. I'd had time to play around with the software, so I'd learned a bit about how to integrate with other programs and come up with some routines. I turned on one of the programmed routines to try things out and observed with delight as it ran through the steps. Then I tried out the locking mechanism, manually blocking and unblocking, then tried a short time lock. Everything worked as expected and I was thrilled to be able to try it out. I took off the unpleasant clothes I'd been wearing just in case I got dirty and headed back to the bathroom, then back to my bedroom, getting rid of my old clothes. I opened my laptop again and made sure it was... Connected to the charger before switching to my new toy. I used the manual button on the lubricant dispenser and applied a healthy amount all over the console and in my hole. I cleaned my hands, then mounted the machine and slid back until I was in place and the console was at the entrance of my hole. I moved forward a bit and adjusted the motor forward, then backed up, with the console starting to push into my hole now. I moved a bit and the console entered me easily, pushing into my hole slowly. Then I executed the calibration routine on the toy's control program on my portable computer. The console pushed slowly until it reached its maximum depth, making me moan. When it reached its maximum, I adjusted the motor assembly position again, moving it inward until it was as far in as I felt comfortable. Now the machine had a minimum and maximum depth and knew exactly how far to go to screw me. Really impressive things. I started a damn constant routine while getting used to how the machine moved. Every time I felt like I was having trouble pushing myself, the control box detected the change and applied more lubricant, making it move smoother again. It had an integrated safety system that activated if it detected too much resistance, which was good. I let it run for about 10 minutes, slowly, not enough to do much, then accelerated a bit. That felt great, and I hadn't even reached the maximum yet. I stopped the movement and got off the machine. I grabbed a bottle of water, took a few sips, then took a ball gag from my toy box and tied it around my head. I gathered my hair and stretched it out a bit before remounting the machine. I knew I probably should wait, but couldn't help myself, so I put the console back in my hole and Later I searched for the computer. Configured the time block in 40 minutes and used a basic pre-programmed routine called teasing. Adjusted the vibration support to press against my cage a little more, then pressed the start button on the computer. Now I had 3 minutes to get into position and close my fists. I closed both ankles and made sure they were comfortable, then put my wrists in their fists. The right hand bracelet was set to close only when I pressed hard enough, so once my arm was inside, it closed. The start timer expired and I heard the click of the 4 locks and the controls indicated in green. The sound of the locks made me moan, and I could feel my clitoris trembling and dripping. The first moan was followed quickly by a larger one when the machine started to screw me. It started slowly at first, just softly probing, but then accelerated slowly. The machine initiated a constant rhythm and then the vibration activated, making me tremble. The console and vibration worked in sync, starting to drive me crazy almost immediately, but not achieving an orgasm. I suppose now I knew what teasing meant. I closed my eyes after a few moments and let the feelings happen. I didn't have any hypnosis files playing back, but I still felt like I was in some kind of trance while I was screwing, not completely out of control, but still entering the zone. I kept getting closer to coming, but never did, causing more frustrated moans from me. This state lasted approximately 20 minutes of my 40-minute session, the machine gave me occasional lubricant, but otherwise advanced constantly. However, it was at that 20-minute mark when an unexpected noise woke me up from my trance. The first time it really happened I didn't hear it, but it was enough to waking up. The second time, however, I didn't have any problems identifying what it was: the doorbell. I was in the middle of a 40-minute closed session and now the doorbell was ringing. I listened and it rang again, then stopped. Maybe there had been another delivery that I had forgotten and they had given up. Probably that was all. Then my heart stopped when I heard the unmistakable voice of my best friend Nati, Hello? Hello? Juli, are you here? As soon as I heard Nati's voice, I came out completely from the submissive space where I was and was completely awake. I tensed up immediately, which isn't the best idea when a machine is fucking your ass without stopping. I let out an involuntary scream of pain, which had the unfortunate secondary effect of attracting Nati's attention to the floor above. Nati shouted again: Juli, are you there? Are you okay? I heard footsteps pounding on the stairs as Nati rushed up, presumably to find the source of my cry of pain. By what I was hearing, Nati ran directly into my room, then began checking all the rooms except for one she knew I never entered. I panicked, trying to find a way to stop the machine before time, but in my horny anxiety I couldn't help myself. The machine could be stopped from the laptop, but there was no way I could reach it. Finally, after verifying everywhere else, Nati stopped in front of the door to my small sanctuary. At this point, there was no way I couldn't hear the machine fucking my hole carelessly, so I had to enter to find out what the noise was. I heard the door open, followed by a startled What the hell? I realized that Nati still couldn't see me yet, as I was still hiding behind the high bed, so her confusion came from the room itself. She always knew the space as the art studio From my mother, and now it was the room of a young woman filled with some perverted things, including a restraint chair, multiple vibrators, and most importantly, a perveted trans girl who was currently filling up. Nati quickly left aside the initial shock and turned around the corner of the bed to investigate the sound. She was looking up at me and immediately made eye contact with me, then saw the rest of my tied-up form. She stayed quiet in confusion for a moment before finally speaking, Friend, what the hell? I looked at Nati and tried to make a pleading face and murmured over and over again beyond my gag: I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Nati walked away gratefully, so I didn't have to look at her eyes anymore, saying God, friend, this is messed up. Turn that thing off and get down. I have... MANY questions. Nati started walking back out of the room and I shouted as loud as I could with my gag, I'm not going to miss it! Nati paused and turned around, Oh God, did someone do this to you? How do I turn it off? I gestured frantically towards the laptop with my head, the screen showing an obvious big red stop button along with the remaining timer. Nati tried not to look at me while turning the laptop to see the screen. Wait, this is your laptop. There's a timer. You did this to yourself! Nati shook her head, then pressed the stop button on the laptop and stood up. The machine stopped and retreated immediately, and the restraints unlocked. Despite the tension of the situation, the removal of the consoler left me feeling empty and I found myself a little sad about it. I got down on my knees to use both hands to remove my gag, and Nati looked at me, glimpsing my hairless body and then the cage between my legs. She really looked while I undid the gag, saying What in the hell is eso? I pulled the gag out of my mouth and tried to speak, croaking another apology and then grabbing the water bottle to moisten my throat. Nati took this pause to turn around and leave the room, saying Clean up and meet me downstairs, we have to talk. That was a euphemism for saying the least, but I was glad she wanted to talk instead of just leaving and never speaking to me again. I got up and stretched a bit, then headed to the bathroom. I wiped the slobber off my face and smoothed out my hair a bit, which had become a little wild while I was going crazy. I decided that if Nati was going to learn the truth, she would learn all the truth, so I started getting ready a bit. I kept things pretty natural, or at least as natural as my still somewhat amateur skills could manage, a fairly neutral eye tone and a bare lip. I was about to go back to the bedroom to look for some clothes when I saw the plug that had been there before. As soon as I saw it, I realized I still felt empty after leaving the machine and felt an irresistible need to have it inside me again. But I didn't have to be calm to talk to Nati. I grabbed some cotton briefs, casual joggers, and a sleeveless cotton top. I wanted to be feminine but not overdo it on the first try. I composed myself, took a sip from my vaporizer to help calm my nerves, and headed downstairs to accept my fate. When I got down, I found Nati looking at the packages I had scattered around the floor and holding the instruction manual in paper in her hand. Nati was facing away from me and still hadn't noticed me, so I stood there looking at her for a moment. Nati opened the manual and flipped through it, shaking her head. She murmured: This must have cost a fortune. I suppose you can afford it, but even so... I decided it would be better to face the music, so I took one last... stairs a little stronger than necessary to let Nati know I was there. She turned around and looked at me, still holding the manual, Juli, what the hell have you been doing? I mean, I know a boy who stays alone can do all sorts of weird things, but not me. I don't expect..., she pointed around the room, THIS! I blushed and tried to speak, letting out a small grunt before clearing my throat, It's Juana. What? It's Juana now. I'm transgender. Nati was taken aback for a moment before dropping the manual and walking towards me. She looked at me with her eyes burning in my soul. Despite wearing clothes, I felt more naked than when she really found me naked being caught by a machine. After what seemed like an eternity, Nati just nodded and then hugged me. She held me for quite some time, making me shiver, and I let out some small sobs. I was so scared of how she would react when she found out, she was the only real connection to my old life before the accident. She broke the hug and extended her arms, Juli, forgive Juana, I'll get used to it, give me time, you're my best friend/mate and I love you. Your name and gender don't change that. Nati paused and looked at me a little stronger, her voice a little firmer, But that doesn't explain all this. Nati took my hand, led me to the sofa, and pointed, Sit down. Tell me everything. I told Nati everything: how I felt, how I made my decisions, what I had done so far and what I planned to do. Nati was mostly silent, only interrupting to clarify. It was hard to read her expression, her face varied from amused to worried, but any anger she might have had seemed to have disappeared. When I finished, I nodded, then Nati nodded and stood up. She looked at me, Get up, I want to see that thing in your... how do I call it? The cock seems inappropriate. I looked at her, embarrassed, but responding I've been calling my clitoris mine since I started. Nice. Well, get up and show me. I sat down on the sofa, dazed. Nati hadn't shown any interest in him when he was my cock, not that she showed much interest in any cock. Nati rolled her eyes and made a gesture for me to stand up. Come on, it's not like you haven't seen everything before. I've seen you naked several times while you were growing up, and literally just saw you get screwed by a machine, I think we've passed the point of modesty. I blushed brightly, but nodded and stood up. Something about the way Nati spoke to me made my clitoris jump a little in its cage. I was getting excited at being bossed around by my best friend and yet didn't know how to handle that. I got up silently, took off my leggings and underwear, and lifted my sleeveless top so it wouldn't fall over the cage. Mandi smiled slightly, looking down, Nice underwear. Thought you'd go for something a bit more exotic. I blushed again and nodded with my head I have others, just thought, don't go too far considering what just happened. Nati nodded again, but her eyes were stuck on the cage around my clitoris, So you have a key to this if it's the key that's hanging like a necklace, and another in a bank safety deposit box for 'emergencies', right? I nodded with my head, That's correct, just in case. Nati laughed, Ju... Jenny, you're my best friend, and I love you, but sometimes you do really stupid things. I stuttered and tried to respond: W ... Well, I thought I'd stay focused, that's all. Nati laughed again, Not so sure about the reason, but that's not what I mean, silly. What's the point of being hours away at a key moment in an emergency? What if you fall and get hurt and a doctor needs to... As for how that thing looks, it might be cut off trying to cut it? a second. In all my planning, I hadn't even considered that possibility. Simply shook my head, 'I don't know. I didn't think about that. I was so determined to keep going at full speed that I didn't even think about any of those things'. Nati laughed and seemed genuine: 'You can be transsexual, but you were still thinking with that thing between your legs, which means you weren't thinking at all. Are you really decided to do this? Don't play with yourself?' I also laughed, 'I found myself playing with myself. But no, I haven't missed it much. I found other ways out. Like a girl'. Nati looked at me again, then at my eyes. I realized she was thinking and didn't want to interrupt; despite having been smiling, I was terrified of what she might say. I twisted a bit, standing there with my underwear down, my cage on display for my best friend. I was horrified when I realized that a little pre-seminal liquid had started dripping from the tip of my cage and I was visibly excited by it. After what seemed like an eternity, Nati finally spoke. 'Okay, you're serious about this, and I know it's better not to try to convince you once you've made up your mind. Also, I know your little plan is ridiculously stupid, so we'll modify that plan. It's Saturday and it's too late to go to the bank today, so we'll go on Monday and you'll look for your key'. I started to interrupt and Nati raised her finger, 'You're going to get it, me and I'll stay. It's safe for you in case of an emergency. I have no interest in your clitoris, so unless there's an emergency, it will stay away from you until the other timer goes off. Deal?' I was left stunned! Of all the things I thought could happen when Nati found me up there, this wasn't one of them! This actually took more control away from me, which made my clitoris swell A little in her cage. I nodded quickly, It's fine, totally... Can I put on my stockings now, please? Nati laughed and nodded her head. Yes, cover yourself and sit down. There's more to this deal, so you can relax. Once we're done at the bank, we'll find a clinic that will give your consent and get a doctor to examine you. You know I'm intelligent, but taking hormones randomly found on the internet is not the brightest idea you've had. I had gone back up my underwear and stockings and sat down, looking embarrassed. Nati was right, of course, once again letting my clitoris think for me in my excitement. I didn't want my aunt to find out, she still has something to say about how I get money in the next few years. Nati nodded, Juana, you're an adult and your aunt is not your tutor. The clinic, doctors, pharmacy, can't reveal any information unless YOU approve it. I reclined and laughed a little, Well, maybe I didn't want to deal with bureaucracy either, but you're right. It's fine, we'll go to the clinic. Nati leaned forward again and smiled, with a slightly more intense look in her eyes. The last one. That machine of yours up there? Good idea, but stupidly dangerous again. What if something went wrong with the machine while you were locked up? There was no panic button, I had to turn it off for you. I shook my head, I know, it's dangerous, I just received it, however, look at the boxes. I wanted to try it and I love not having control. Nati smiled a little more and leaned forward a bit more, Since you like things being out of your control, I'll help you there. Look, I'm also perverted. You're clearly submissive, and I... definitely dominant, and the idea of having someone else under my control really excites me. I knew you were submissive for a long time, but do you know that I don't like boys? Erin is... at some intermediate point, she doesn't like Give up this type of control. So I'll take control of you. This is not a sexual relationship, we're not dating, but I'll control your keys and machine...
I was, once again, dazed. I couldn't believe what Nati was saying and stayed with my mouth open for a long time before she left. I nodded obediently and shouted It's fine. What do you agree to? It's fine, you can control my keys and machine. And are you agreeing to follow my instructions? Yes. No, when you talk about things like this, it's 'Yes, ma'am'. Yes, ma'am. Nati smiled and we both laughed. Those words made me shiver. No one had referred to me as a girl before, and not only that, but she was giving me the control I so desperately longed for. I smiled Thank you, ma'am. Nati smiled more widely, You're understanding now. Your first instruction is to use that brain of yours to find a panic button. Add that and a camera to your machine's configuration. Do it like this: if you press the button, it will call me with the camera and then determine whether you should let go. You'll have a bit more security, but you can still give up control. Can you do that? I nodded quickly, my clitoris pulsating as I thought: Yes, ma'am. The program is designed for remote control, so all I'd have to do is install the app on her phone. Making a button that marks a quick video call is easy. Nati smiled and stood up. Excellent! Now let's go see your new wardrobe. Originally, I came because we were supposed to go to the game store in the shopping mall today. I still want to do that, and you'll need something nice to wear The expression on my face must have said it all, because Nati quickly added: Come on, chicken! You've taken so much trouble to start living like a girl, you're going to have to go out sometime! Nati put her hands on her slender hips, This isn't the big city, but this city is still quite something Strange and friendly, besides,nati punched me in the nose as a joke, you look very pretty now I blushed when nati called me pretty, and really wanted to go out into the world like a girl, simply hadn't planned it for quite some time. Like, months at least. However, that was nati, always had a way of overcoming my limits and pushing me to try new things. However, one thing I knew with certainty was that she always had my best interest in her heart and most of the time I liked what she wanted me to try. I nodded my head and got up. Okay, can I, um, clean the area a bit first She laughed, shaking her head Come on, just saw you get caught and penetrated by a machine and exposed all your story. You have nothing to hide and I want to see better your playing chair Opened my mouth to object, then realized how silly it was all and just nodded my head and headed upstairs. I opened the door to my sanctuary now not so secret and ran to the bathroom at first hour Look at the chair, if you want, I'm still going to clean the machine before we leave, otherwise it will be a disaster. Oh yes, that's a good idea. This is... intense. I left the bathroom to see nati bent over the chair, looking at all the restraints and my time safe. I blushed, but ran towards the damn machine and cleaned it with a couple of clean rags, then threw them in the basket Okay, so the closet is where everything is Nati stopped with the chair and moved towards the wardrobe, looking around, Damn it, girl, I wish you had your wardrobe! She grabbed some things from the rack and left them aside, This is all a bit feminine for me, but still good taste in clothes, dear. Nati grabbed some more things before reaching the fetish section of the closet, Oooh, perverted. These are very nice, but probably not for your first outing. Nati looked over her shoulder and smiled with malice, Although one day won't be bad Nati's words and the gaze in her eyes made me blush even more. It seemed like she was doing that a lot today. I tried to return a smile, Yes, maybe someday, but can we settle for something a bit less flashy today? Nati laughed and rolled her eyes, I already said that, silly. She grabbed the art booties she had collected and threw them onto the bed, then searched through my underwear drawers for more things. Pulling out some of my pants, she threw them onto the bed too, followed by a pair of sneakers, I bet you've been practicing with heels, but I think we'll stick to something a bit more comfortable and less obvious for your first trip. I smiled at that, letting out a small sigh of relief. I was afraid Nati would choose some of the ridiculously high heels she had managed to get her hands on and couldn't even walk in them. I was convinced I was a girl, but my ankles were a bit more doubtful about the heels. Nati made me try on some outfit combinations, but they all based on high-neck blouses and knee-length skirts. Regardless of what I might say about Nati, she was doing everything possible to dress me in something that wasn't flashy, but still attractive. Finally, she decided on a white blouse with a high collar and short sleeves, horizontal black stripes, a short and lightweight denim jacket, a dark blue circular skirt to the knee, charcoal-colored stockings, and my basic low-rise white Chucks. Nati made me put on a nude lace bralette and matching underwear so that the bralette wouldn't be visible through the top part. Although Nati didn't like very feminine fashion, she knew what she was doing. Definitely not going to be on the cover of Vogue, but it was nice that she was helping me. I finished getting dressed and ended with a girl's skirt twirl. In fact, I felt incredibly comfortable in the clothes and less Exposed to what I thought. Nati had chosen well, and I smiled, Thank you, I still have fear, but this is perfect Nati smiled warmly, any malice she had seen before was gone, and she gave me a hug. She hugged me tightly for longer than our usual hugs, You're my best friend, Juana. I've known you almost since we were babies. I loved you like Julio and will love you like Juana. Nothing is going to happen. to change that. Nati stepped back a little and gave me a kiss on the cheek, And that's the last time I'll use your old name. That name has gone, long live Juana, my compilationompi and best friend I listened to Nati, but couldn't respond. The wave of emotions I was feeling took over me and I started crying. I'm not entirely sure how long I cried, but Nati hugged me the whole time, slowly stroking my hair. All the tension, all the nerves, all the anxiety about how Nati would react, all my other fears simply disappeared. Don't misunderstand, I was still scared of many things that could happen in the future, but at that moment I knew I had a anchor to hold onto. Eventually, I slowed down and sobbed. I hugged Nati a little harder before stepping back a bit. I hadn't been using much makeup, but what was left was almost all stained on Nati's shirt, which was also soaked with my tears. Oh God, I'm so sorry Mandi looked at her shirt and then back at me, Don't worry about that, dear, it's worth it. Besides, you're already loaded, you can replace it if I can't clean it. At least it didn't leave with that outfit that forced me to do it for you, and now we share clothes I laughed and nodded, still crying a little and wiping away some tears from my face, It's true, in both cases Nati grabbed me by the shoulders and gently turned me around, pushing me towards the bathroom. She playfully slapped my backside and laughed, Go clean up and redo yourself Makeup. A little less around the eyes this time, I can say you were going casually, but it was still a bit heavy. I'll take care of my shirt. I laughed a little when she hit me, but nodded and continued towards the bathroom, 'Yes, ma'am' 'Good girl', Nati said as she left the room, both of us laughing at the same time. Nati's words got me out of my daydream and made me shake a bit. Immediately I remembered how hot it had been and that I hadn't actually gotten off the damn machine. I thought briefly about using my vibe to get out quickly, but realized Nati probably wouldn't find it very funny if she came back to me masturbating again. I splashed some cold water on my face from the bathroom sink to try to calm down a bit, and it worked a bit. At least enough to be able to focus on what I was doing. I used a makeup remover to get rid of the remnants of my ruined face, then washed, moisturized, and reapplied. Clearer eye makeup this time. I styled my hair and put it in a simple ponytail with a decorative clip. My hair wasn't strong yet, so I had to be simple. When I finished, I took a step back, looked at myself in the full-length mirror, and let out a stifled cry of joy. I looked good! I twirled my dress around a bit and loved the feeling of my legs rubbing against the mesh. I looked at myself in the mirror from all angles and was so pleased. I seemed like a 19-year-old girl! A little tight in the hips, and nothing up top, but I seemed like a kid. I thought I might cry again, but I heard the howl of a wolf behind me. 'You look good, Juany', Nati said as she crossed the door. She was wearing one of my old band t-shirts that It was too big for neither of us and it fell off one shoulder, showing the black bra strap. With the choker and ripped jeans I already had on, it worked perfectly. I made a gesture towards the shirt, Do you like it? My shirt wasn't going to clean without at least a pass through the washing machine, so I took this from your room. Maybe your old room, should say. Nati smiled and nodded her head, You look great! Take it, I was going to have some for sleeping, but I quickly discovered that I liked women's nightdresses more. Great, thanks. Are you ready to go? I started nodding, then stopped. Actually, let me run to the bathroom really fast, I need to pee. Okay, find me downstairs when you're done. I returned to the bathroom and took care of my business. While looking at myself in the mirror. Here I was, dressed, made up, and leaning, and suddenly I wished someone were behind me, filling me. I imagined it was Nati fucking me with a strap-on, and my clitoris jumped and babbled a bit. I shuddered, then cleaned up the small thread of pre-seminal liquid before putting on my underwear and tights. I grabbed a light brown bag from the hook and found my wallet and keys. I had a wallet that came with the purse, so I quickly transferred everything from my childhood wallet. I started walking towards the door, then realized I might need to retouch my makeup, so I grabbed the small kit and threw it in too. And some tissues. And makeup remover wipes. I started realizing why other women complained about their purses now, mine was starting to fill up a bit. I ran downstairs and found Nati on the sofa, writing on her phone, seemed to be having an intense conversation back and forth. Okay, ready! You have to drive, in case of a problem, I don't have identification that matches my appearance. recovered quickly and nodded, 'Yes, no problem'. She smiled, 'Besides, you're a crappy driver'. Get used to being able to because you're a woman I pulled out my tongue, 'I'm not, I just don't have much experience! Who were you talking to?' Nati put her phone away in her pocket and took the keys from the other side; she traveled much lighter than me that day, 'Just sending text messages with Erin, letting her know we're running late to get to the mall, that's all'. I wasn't entirely sure I believed her, but considering how understanding she had been about everything, I decided to let it slide. We got into Nati's car and listened to some old gothic music she likes on the quick drive to the mall. I'd been pretty relaxed with everything while driving, but when we arrived at the mall parking lot, I started getting a lot tenser. Nati seemed to notice and put her hand on my thigh, not sexual, just reassuring. She turned around and looked me in the eye. 'You look great. Super pretty, even. This will be fine, and you can do this. You have to do this eventually, and I'm here to protect you'. You'll be fine '. I let out a shiver and a long sigh and nodded. I was still nervous as hell, but Nati's confidence really boosted mine. I looked her in the eye, 'Yes'. Without another word, I unbuckled my seatbelt, opened the door, and entered the world like a girl. It was actually more confusing, cars were parked very close together, but it was a great moment for me. I heard an encouraging 'good girl' from inside the car before Nati closed the door and got out on the other side. She winked at me and opened the way to the mall. Nati walked with purpose, and I had to control my nerves to keep up with her pace. We passed by some people walking towards the main entrance, and I was still waiting for someone to looking at myself. I felt like a phenomenon, but nobody seemed to notice me. A guy looked at me more closely, but I realized he was actually looking at me. He didn't linger much on me, but still, someone was looking at me! I didn't generate much more attention and started feeling like I'd gotten away with it. Just until I heard a familiar voice. Babe, over here! I turned around and looked, and there was Natii's girlfriend Erin running towards us. She grabbed me and gave me a hug. You look beautiful, Juana! I'm glad you could join us today
I was, once again, dazed. I couldn't believe what Nati was saying and stayed with my mouth open for a long time before she left. I nodded obediently and shouted It's fine. What do you agree to? It's fine, you can control my keys and machine. And are you agreeing to follow my instructions? Yes. No, when you talk about things like this, it's 'Yes, ma'am'. Yes, ma'am. Nati smiled and we both laughed. Those words made me shiver. No one had referred to me as a girl before, and not only that, but she was giving me the control I so desperately longed for. I smiled Thank you, ma'am. Nati smiled more widely, You're understanding now. Your first instruction is to use that brain of yours to find a panic button. Add that and a camera to your machine's configuration. Do it like this: if you press the button, it will call me with the camera and then determine whether you should let go. You'll have a bit more security, but you can still give up control. Can you do that? I nodded quickly, my clitoris pulsating as I thought: Yes, ma'am. The program is designed for remote control, so all I'd have to do is install the app on her phone. Making a button that marks a quick video call is easy. Nati smiled and stood up. Excellent! Now let's go see your new wardrobe. Originally, I came because we were supposed to go to the game store in the shopping mall today. I still want to do that, and you'll need something nice to wear The expression on my face must have said it all, because Nati quickly added: Come on, chicken! You've taken so much trouble to start living like a girl, you're going to have to go out sometime! Nati put her hands on her slender hips, This isn't the big city, but this city is still quite something Strange and friendly, besides,nati punched me in the nose as a joke, you look very pretty now I blushed when nati called me pretty, and really wanted to go out into the world like a girl, simply hadn't planned it for quite some time. Like, months at least. However, that was nati, always had a way of overcoming my limits and pushing me to try new things. However, one thing I knew with certainty was that she always had my best interest in her heart and most of the time I liked what she wanted me to try. I nodded my head and got up. Okay, can I, um, clean the area a bit first She laughed, shaking her head Come on, just saw you get caught and penetrated by a machine and exposed all your story. You have nothing to hide and I want to see better your playing chair Opened my mouth to object, then realized how silly it was all and just nodded my head and headed upstairs. I opened the door to my sanctuary now not so secret and ran to the bathroom at first hour Look at the chair, if you want, I'm still going to clean the machine before we leave, otherwise it will be a disaster. Oh yes, that's a good idea. This is... intense. I left the bathroom to see nati bent over the chair, looking at all the restraints and my time safe. I blushed, but ran towards the damn machine and cleaned it with a couple of clean rags, then threw them in the basket Okay, so the closet is where everything is Nati stopped with the chair and moved towards the wardrobe, looking around, Damn it, girl, I wish you had your wardrobe! She grabbed some things from the rack and left them aside, This is all a bit feminine for me, but still good taste in clothes, dear. Nati grabbed some more things before reaching the fetish section of the closet, Oooh, perverted. These are very nice, but probably not for your first outing. Nati looked over her shoulder and smiled with malice, Although one day won't be bad Nati's words and the gaze in her eyes made me blush even more. It seemed like she was doing that a lot today. I tried to return a smile, Yes, maybe someday, but can we settle for something a bit less flashy today? Nati laughed and rolled her eyes, I already said that, silly. She grabbed the art booties she had collected and threw them onto the bed, then searched through my underwear drawers for more things. Pulling out some of my pants, she threw them onto the bed too, followed by a pair of sneakers, I bet you've been practicing with heels, but I think we'll stick to something a bit more comfortable and less obvious for your first trip. I smiled at that, letting out a small sigh of relief. I was afraid Nati would choose some of the ridiculously high heels she had managed to get her hands on and couldn't even walk in them. I was convinced I was a girl, but my ankles were a bit more doubtful about the heels. Nati made me try on some outfit combinations, but they all based on high-neck blouses and knee-length skirts. Regardless of what I might say about Nati, she was doing everything possible to dress me in something that wasn't flashy, but still attractive. Finally, she decided on a white blouse with a high collar and short sleeves, horizontal black stripes, a short and lightweight denim jacket, a dark blue circular skirt to the knee, charcoal-colored stockings, and my basic low-rise white Chucks. Nati made me put on a nude lace bralette and matching underwear so that the bralette wouldn't be visible through the top part. Although Nati didn't like very feminine fashion, she knew what she was doing. Definitely not going to be on the cover of Vogue, but it was nice that she was helping me. I finished getting dressed and ended with a girl's skirt twirl. In fact, I felt incredibly comfortable in the clothes and less Exposed to what I thought. Nati had chosen well, and I smiled, Thank you, I still have fear, but this is perfect Nati smiled warmly, any malice she had seen before was gone, and she gave me a hug. She hugged me tightly for longer than our usual hugs, You're my best friend, Juana. I've known you almost since we were babies. I loved you like Julio and will love you like Juana. Nothing is going to happen. to change that. Nati stepped back a little and gave me a kiss on the cheek, And that's the last time I'll use your old name. That name has gone, long live Juana, my compilationompi and best friend I listened to Nati, but couldn't respond. The wave of emotions I was feeling took over me and I started crying. I'm not entirely sure how long I cried, but Nati hugged me the whole time, slowly stroking my hair. All the tension, all the nerves, all the anxiety about how Nati would react, all my other fears simply disappeared. Don't misunderstand, I was still scared of many things that could happen in the future, but at that moment I knew I had a anchor to hold onto. Eventually, I slowed down and sobbed. I hugged Nati a little harder before stepping back a bit. I hadn't been using much makeup, but what was left was almost all stained on Nati's shirt, which was also soaked with my tears. Oh God, I'm so sorry Mandi looked at her shirt and then back at me, Don't worry about that, dear, it's worth it. Besides, you're already loaded, you can replace it if I can't clean it. At least it didn't leave with that outfit that forced me to do it for you, and now we share clothes I laughed and nodded, still crying a little and wiping away some tears from my face, It's true, in both cases Nati grabbed me by the shoulders and gently turned me around, pushing me towards the bathroom. She playfully slapped my backside and laughed, Go clean up and redo yourself Makeup. A little less around the eyes this time, I can say you were going casually, but it was still a bit heavy. I'll take care of my shirt. I laughed a little when she hit me, but nodded and continued towards the bathroom, 'Yes, ma'am' 'Good girl', Nati said as she left the room, both of us laughing at the same time. Nati's words got me out of my daydream and made me shake a bit. Immediately I remembered how hot it had been and that I hadn't actually gotten off the damn machine. I thought briefly about using my vibe to get out quickly, but realized Nati probably wouldn't find it very funny if she came back to me masturbating again. I splashed some cold water on my face from the bathroom sink to try to calm down a bit, and it worked a bit. At least enough to be able to focus on what I was doing. I used a makeup remover to get rid of the remnants of my ruined face, then washed, moisturized, and reapplied. Clearer eye makeup this time. I styled my hair and put it in a simple ponytail with a decorative clip. My hair wasn't strong yet, so I had to be simple. When I finished, I took a step back, looked at myself in the full-length mirror, and let out a stifled cry of joy. I looked good! I twirled my dress around a bit and loved the feeling of my legs rubbing against the mesh. I looked at myself in the mirror from all angles and was so pleased. I seemed like a 19-year-old girl! A little tight in the hips, and nothing up top, but I seemed like a kid. I thought I might cry again, but I heard the howl of a wolf behind me. 'You look good, Juany', Nati said as she crossed the door. She was wearing one of my old band t-shirts that It was too big for neither of us and it fell off one shoulder, showing the black bra strap. With the choker and ripped jeans I already had on, it worked perfectly. I made a gesture towards the shirt, Do you like it? My shirt wasn't going to clean without at least a pass through the washing machine, so I took this from your room. Maybe your old room, should say. Nati smiled and nodded her head, You look great! Take it, I was going to have some for sleeping, but I quickly discovered that I liked women's nightdresses more. Great, thanks. Are you ready to go? I started nodding, then stopped. Actually, let me run to the bathroom really fast, I need to pee. Okay, find me downstairs when you're done. I returned to the bathroom and took care of my business. While looking at myself in the mirror. Here I was, dressed, made up, and leaning, and suddenly I wished someone were behind me, filling me. I imagined it was Nati fucking me with a strap-on, and my clitoris jumped and babbled a bit. I shuddered, then cleaned up the small thread of pre-seminal liquid before putting on my underwear and tights. I grabbed a light brown bag from the hook and found my wallet and keys. I had a wallet that came with the purse, so I quickly transferred everything from my childhood wallet. I started walking towards the door, then realized I might need to retouch my makeup, so I grabbed the small kit and threw it in too. And some tissues. And makeup remover wipes. I started realizing why other women complained about their purses now, mine was starting to fill up a bit. I ran downstairs and found Nati on the sofa, writing on her phone, seemed to be having an intense conversation back and forth. Okay, ready! You have to drive, in case of a problem, I don't have identification that matches my appearance. recovered quickly and nodded, 'Yes, no problem'. She smiled, 'Besides, you're a crappy driver'. Get used to being able to because you're a woman I pulled out my tongue, 'I'm not, I just don't have much experience! Who were you talking to?' Nati put her phone away in her pocket and took the keys from the other side; she traveled much lighter than me that day, 'Just sending text messages with Erin, letting her know we're running late to get to the mall, that's all'. I wasn't entirely sure I believed her, but considering how understanding she had been about everything, I decided to let it slide. We got into Nati's car and listened to some old gothic music she likes on the quick drive to the mall. I'd been pretty relaxed with everything while driving, but when we arrived at the mall parking lot, I started getting a lot tenser. Nati seemed to notice and put her hand on my thigh, not sexual, just reassuring. She turned around and looked me in the eye. 'You look great. Super pretty, even. This will be fine, and you can do this. You have to do this eventually, and I'm here to protect you'. You'll be fine '. I let out a shiver and a long sigh and nodded. I was still nervous as hell, but Nati's confidence really boosted mine. I looked her in the eye, 'Yes'. Without another word, I unbuckled my seatbelt, opened the door, and entered the world like a girl. It was actually more confusing, cars were parked very close together, but it was a great moment for me. I heard an encouraging 'good girl' from inside the car before Nati closed the door and got out on the other side. She winked at me and opened the way to the mall. Nati walked with purpose, and I had to control my nerves to keep up with her pace. We passed by some people walking towards the main entrance, and I was still waiting for someone to looking at myself. I felt like a phenomenon, but nobody seemed to notice me. A guy looked at me more closely, but I realized he was actually looking at me. He didn't linger much on me, but still, someone was looking at me! I didn't generate much more attention and started feeling like I'd gotten away with it. Just until I heard a familiar voice. Babe, over here! I turned around and looked, and there was Natii's girlfriend Erin running towards us. She grabbed me and gave me a hug. You look beautiful, Juana! I'm glad you could join us today
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