Quiso ser cornudo y no soporto

Hello my name is Mirna I'm 23 years old and I'm Mexican at the beginning of last year my husband started insisting on me being a cuck he would say it literally day and night every day he would get in my head he was away in another city working as a military man when in the first months I started talking to other men by idea and permission from him at first I confess I didn't like the idea much but wanted to give him minimal pleasure of that he liked me disrespecting him and I responding to them acceding to what they said well I met through Facebook a different boy who coincidentally was also military we would talk often and it started to catch my attention for this my husband had less time for me every day when he did have time it was only to fight with the other boy it was different and over time I started liking him our conversations were very strong one occasion of the few times I spoke well with my husband he asked if I was still talking to men and I said yes he said he wanted me to sleep with someone already he knew I would deny it and that the conversations were only to please him more than for pleasure but this time I responded with a truth I was very sure about Him: Well I hope you do it then I'll see how you fuck Ya want me to come and take you Yo: Yes the net yes I dream about that He: You're crazy Yo: Siiiiii He: Already wants your cock inside Yo: Siiiiii And kiss him He: You'll be his slut Yo: Whatever he wants He: You're a slut That's what I like It doesn't cost you anything Obvious he never thought it was true in my head I was sure of doing it he just thought I said it to please him but anyway in little time I met that boy in person and in my head the words of my husband were clear I wanted to be a cuck and desired another man to make me his that and the great attraction I felt towards him led us straight to a hotel we kissed each other caressed me made me his again and again came inside me in great amount, during our vacations we made love over and over again, yes, we made love because I decided to make myself his girlfriend, I didn't handle the situation like my husband said, I started falling in love and that boy enjoyed my body more than my husband, his big member enjoyed the heat and humidity it caused just by touching me, he would put his tongue in my pussy and suck it deliciously, that's something my husband never did, he would make me come hard for a long time, making me ride his big cock, he would come inside, he loved taking me hard in all possible positions, I gave him my ass more than once and although my husband told me he wanted to see me suck another cock and I said I'd never do it and it would gross me out, I did it, I spent a lot of time sucking the other boy's cock, with him I learned to make deep throat, finally my husband found out and got very angry for being cuck, (he never knew we had a relationship and less that he was making me come daily, less he knew he was sucking me and giving me ass) I told him half of it, forbade myself from doing it again, seeing him again, and wanted to close the topic, I don't blame him entirely, but his lack of time didn't help much, he realized it wasn't for him to be cuck, but good, after that at the end of the year I ran into that boy again, and although my husband was on vacation I escaped with the other one at least 5 more times where he would take me three times as much as my husband in a day.