As I started anal masturbation (Sissy)

Less than a month ago, I started anal masturbation, it all started out of curiosity because I knew that if you stimulate the G point of a man and you orgasm, it would be more pleasurable so I tried it while taking a bath and I orgasmed like never before, it was incredible, so I kept playing with my prostate by inserting one finger then two and so on until I didn't feel satisfied anymore, so I ordered some anal plugs from the internet because they seemed sexy. First, I inserted a small one but it went in easily, so I moved to the medium-sized one and it went in easily too, after a few minutes, the first one came out on its own, so I inserted the third and largest one of 4cm diameter and it hurt a bit, but it went in, so I started inserting and removing it slowly for a while, and after an hour of having it inside, my anus dilated and it came out, so I kept inserting and removing it, but it didn't feel the same anymore, so I inserted four fingers and kept inserting and removing them while masturbating and I orgasmed again like a hose without control, as I wanted more, I ordered bigger plugs and started dilating my anus with the small ones and then moved to the first of the new ones of 4.5cm diameter, which went in easily after the 4cm one because it was well-lubricated with semen-like lubricant that excites me a lot, but when I tried to insert the second plug of 6cm diameter, despite being very well-lubricated, I couldn't get it in, only the tip would go in, but when I got to the bigger part, it wouldn't. I still can't make it go in, so I ordered some 5cm diameter dildos like a dragon's penis and some Chinese balls to dilate my anus until they arrive, I'll keep masturbating to open up my anus more, I don't care if it doesn't close anymore, as long as something is inside, whether it's a plug, a dildo or a penis when the new toys arrive and I put them in my chastity belt. PS. The 6cm plug isn't the biggest one I ordered, but it's the one I'm stuck with, if everything goes well in a month, I'll be able to insert my fist completely or maybe both hands or yours. Anal progress. What I've been carrying is just that in two weeks I turned into an addict