I think something's wrong in my head.

A while back I started fantasizing about the idea of a threesome with my wife. I told her and she got mad at me. But with time and patience, I kept talking to her about my fantasies and gradually made her participate in my desires too. Until one day it finally happened and it was fantastic.

After that, I started fantasizing about the idea of cuckolding. Seeing her with someone else without participating. And it was the same story, but not as hard. The concept of monogamy had already been broken.

Then I had a fantasy about having sex with the bull without latex. She didn't want to at first... but again, with time and patience, talking about my desires that made them hers and especially with the right person. It happened too.

That's how my desire one day seduced me with the idea of coming inside her. And it was a difficult battle. Very difficult. But I won again.

I got really into it between her legs and cleaned her whole vulva with my tongue cum. Now my mind is flying off to another place. And when I think about it coldly, I don't like anything. It doesn't seem right.

But my dirty mind makes me think that and gets me hard like a garrote.

Now I desire to have sex with her while she's pregnant with someone else.
Shit! That's a lot! This is wrong. I don't want to raise someone else's child. But I can't get this idea out of my head. And I'm scared it might happen... it's an idea I both enjoy and hate.

I think there's something wrong in my head.
What do you guys think? Let me know in the comments.