Before anything, I have to warn you that I'm extremely hungover right now while writing this, so please excuse any grammatical or coherence errors.
Since I've had memory, I've fantasized about having sex with a man. It developed almost at the same time as heterosexuality, so I suppose I was always bisexual in reality, although to be honest, I never found an attractive man, but I dreamed of eating cock.
Well, I got off topic, the thing is that since I had this fantasy, recently in my life (I'm 20-something, not too far from 30) when I'm getting brave enough to explore it, and thus began my first excursions on Grindr.
I'll start by saying I already had a homosexual experience before, but it will be for another story. However, that first time didn't go as well, so I wanted to give it another chance. I got off Grindr. At first, it was like a joke, just to satisfy my curiosity. I enjoyed thinking if I'd find some acquaintance who wouldn't know I'm gay (and surprise, I did!!!). Of course, since I'm extremely hungover, I didn't put up any photos of myself, not even of my body. This made it hard for me to match with others, because many want to see a photo of the face and it's understandable, but I was too shy to pass, so every time someone asked for a photo of my face, I'd cut off the conversation. And yes, I know I'm the stereotype of a man who hates gays, because it seemed like all I did was waste their time, but I'm extremely shy about it.
Another thing I have to clarify is that my biography only said blow job if you're in your car. The car seemed like an easy and relatively subtle place to do something quick like a blow job. Of course, the encounters had to be at night. The thing was: come over, park, get into the backseat, tell me, I'll get in, suck, swallow, and leave.
One night someone talked to me. At first, he asks for a photo, so... I answered. Later he asked if I wanted to blow him and sent a cock pic. I asked if he had a car and he said yes, so we arranged to meet on a dark street. He didn't ask for another pic.
So I went through with it. The experience? Regular, leaning towards bad. I didn't like how it turned out as I imagined it would. He had a pickup truck and we did it in the back, I ate his cock, at first I had to make it grow with my hand and tongue passes. After that it looked like a banana, hard and curved, and although I wasn't enjoying its taste, I was getting turned on by what I was doing. While eating his cock, I started feeling something hot in my mouth. cum yet? YES, and I had it in my mouth, so I started swallowing, and choked. I couldn't swallow the second half of his orgasm, but it's something. Before leaving he told me that next time he'd make me do Booty, but since then I haven't found him on Grindr again.
The second experience is summarized because it's the boring part. Same procedure as with the previous one, only this time it was a car. I had smoked pot and think I got pretty weird, because in the middle of the blow job I started thinking about HIV and how I was exposing myself. I had to stop, offered to suck him off but he didn't want to. I apologized and left.
Do I regret it? Honestly, yes. Now I think that if I were in that moment, I would have eaten that cock like a delicious plate, but at the time I don't know what happened.
And well folks, that's all. I could have told you that the second time they made me do Booty, or that I ate cocks like a pro, but no, I decided to keep the story 100% true. Hope you liked it.
Since I've had memory, I've fantasized about having sex with a man. It developed almost at the same time as heterosexuality, so I suppose I was always bisexual in reality, although to be honest, I never found an attractive man, but I dreamed of eating cock.
Well, I got off topic, the thing is that since I had this fantasy, recently in my life (I'm 20-something, not too far from 30) when I'm getting brave enough to explore it, and thus began my first excursions on Grindr.
I'll start by saying I already had a homosexual experience before, but it will be for another story. However, that first time didn't go as well, so I wanted to give it another chance. I got off Grindr. At first, it was like a joke, just to satisfy my curiosity. I enjoyed thinking if I'd find some acquaintance who wouldn't know I'm gay (and surprise, I did!!!). Of course, since I'm extremely hungover, I didn't put up any photos of myself, not even of my body. This made it hard for me to match with others, because many want to see a photo of the face and it's understandable, but I was too shy to pass, so every time someone asked for a photo of my face, I'd cut off the conversation. And yes, I know I'm the stereotype of a man who hates gays, because it seemed like all I did was waste their time, but I'm extremely shy about it.
Another thing I have to clarify is that my biography only said blow job if you're in your car. The car seemed like an easy and relatively subtle place to do something quick like a blow job. Of course, the encounters had to be at night. The thing was: come over, park, get into the backseat, tell me, I'll get in, suck, swallow, and leave.
One night someone talked to me. At first, he asks for a photo, so... I answered. Later he asked if I wanted to blow him and sent a cock pic. I asked if he had a car and he said yes, so we arranged to meet on a dark street. He didn't ask for another pic.
So I went through with it. The experience? Regular, leaning towards bad. I didn't like how it turned out as I imagined it would. He had a pickup truck and we did it in the back, I ate his cock, at first I had to make it grow with my hand and tongue passes. After that it looked like a banana, hard and curved, and although I wasn't enjoying its taste, I was getting turned on by what I was doing. While eating his cock, I started feeling something hot in my mouth. cum yet? YES, and I had it in my mouth, so I started swallowing, and choked. I couldn't swallow the second half of his orgasm, but it's something. Before leaving he told me that next time he'd make me do Booty, but since then I haven't found him on Grindr again.
The second experience is summarized because it's the boring part. Same procedure as with the previous one, only this time it was a car. I had smoked pot and think I got pretty weird, because in the middle of the blow job I started thinking about HIV and how I was exposing myself. I had to stop, offered to suck him off but he didn't want to. I apologized and left.
Do I regret it? Honestly, yes. Now I think that if I were in that moment, I would have eaten that cock like a delicious plate, but at the time I don't know what happened.
And well folks, that's all. I could have told you that the second time they made me do Booty, or that I ate cocks like a pro, but no, I decided to keep the story 100% true. Hope you liked it.
1 comentários - Relato gay: mis primeras incursiones y aventuras en Grindr
ahora busco un amigo para petearlo en confianza, seguido y que pueda estar seguro que no haya ets asi puedo disfrutarlo como debe ser y tomarme toda su leche.
buen relato el tuyo, saludos