Boy vs man

The topic I'd like to talk about today is about sissies and their difference from real men. This topic came up because I was browsing the internet and suddenly saw a good black male destroying a small sissy. Then I started imagining 'what would happen if I were a small sissy?', after asking myself that question, clearly seeing such a piece of flesh I told myself 'I'd be scared, I had never put something so big in my ass before'. After thinking that, for some reason my penis was still moist even though it wasn't erect, and clearly my underwear got a bit wet too. It's then that I started looking into the topic more because it gave me a lot of curiosity. This is what I found out.



These images seemed exciting to me but even when imagining myself with a real man, it gave me something of fear. I affirm that I really like the cock but always told myself not too big because I'm not a nymphomaniac, I prefer normal sizes although girls also enjoy them. Basically, this is what I thought because I don't have much training and neither do I have anything to train with. If only a good black cock from one had entered me without prior training, it would have clearly destroyed me.



Clearly to eat a whole good cock of man, first I have to train my small and tight ass that hasn't had action for almost 1 year.
But clearly if I were to have training, I'm sure my anus could receive that good cock from a man and I think by the sole effect, my cock (which is now of normal size) would shrink down to just an ornament. What do you think about this topic? Would you like a good black one to make you feel like a whole woman? I'm not yet prepared for this, I don't think I'm even prepared for many types of things, I don't even have a dildo so my first step would be more or less that, get a dildo to practice. What do you think about my reasoning? ♡