Council

What I did with friends... I found out my wife was cheating on me, first I found condoms in one of her bags, they were under the powder puff under the mirror (by chance if it hadn't fallen I wouldn't have found it) then I discovered she shaves her pussy very often (she didn't used to do that), later I found deleted photos in her inbox, they were sexy but showed nothing except marked up poses and provocative ones (4 of them showing her ass) until one day by coincidence I saw her at a hotel near a bar where my friends had invited me for drinks but we snuck away to avoid getting caught and went to that bar far from home and to my surprise she was there, leaving an hotel very sexy, although she wasn't accompanied... then I dedicated myself to spying on her to see if my suspicions were true or better the proofs all indicated yes... until one day when she left the gym I saw her get on a motorcycle and followed them, they stopped at a motel and that's where I really caught her cheating since they didn't close the curtains and I could see a bit of everything, I remember being between the bushes, shocked by this act, never having seen my wife behave like this before, she was another person, I couldn't understand why I should be upset but my penis was erect and firmer than ever so I was already there, a little morbid, watching my wife fail me, I masturbated in the street, at first I was annoyed by the cars passing on the street but then forgot about them completely until I came, then I ran to the car and went back home, I couldn't believe it, my wife... but what I couldn't believe was that I got excited just thinking about it, I came several times before she arrived, when she arrived she said I'm here, love, let me take a shower and then we'll eat dinner together, she looked at my dick between her legs and saw it was hard and said now's the time for the little friend he only showered and went to the bathroom, not knowing she didn't know I was alone with those words of already arrived love and made my mind fly out of control because I knew where it came from so I approached the bathroom and took all her wet pants and got off still have them stored as a memory and sometimes grab them to get off when she came out of the shower, I was already asleep and everything was limp from all those runs now I don't know what to do she told me and I became a cuckolding consented one just like she cheats on me now it would be nice with permission only to imagine the possibilities it excites me but how would I be in front of society and family so I stop myself because I know she's cheating but I haven't said ... what do I do??