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Chapter 16.
Pilar's Fantasy
I walked alongside Pilar trying to hide the erection I had inside my pants. Luckily, she didn't ask what I was doing with my cock standing up in my room if supposedly Aunt Cristela was sleeping there. I wouldn't have known how to respond to that. However, my sister seemed worried about something else. I still couldn't let my guard down. Probably I would receive a stern lecture for the last time I ended up in her face (unintentionally).
We entered her room, which was more disordered than usual, even next to the computer there was a dirty plate. Then I realized that since the incident, Pilar left her room less often than before, sometimes not even sitting down to eat with the rest of the family; she spent practically the entire day inside her room.
Come, sit on the bed --said Pilar, that caught my attention because she herself directed towards the bed. I thought since she was angry with me she wouldn't want to be near me. Anyway, I did what she asked, sat down beside her and looked at her with all the world's discomfort. Apparently this was noticed a lot--. Don't be afraid, Nahuel, I didn't bring you here to fight.
―Oh, no?
No, I asked you to come so that I could ask for your forgiveness.
If he had told me that he won a million dollars playing the lottery, I wouldn't have been so surprised.
What? And why do you have to apologize to me?
It appears my question caught her off guard, opened her eyes wide and she stepped back.
Isn't it obvious? By how I treated you during these days.
I thought you were angry with me because of what happened last time.
No... just because of that I wanted to talk. A while ago, when we crossed paths at the bathroom exit, you told me it was an accident... obvious it was an accident, I already knew that. I never had doubts. But if you clarified it for me, it's because you felt guilty. I don't want you to feel that way, especially not because of my fault.
Pilar, you didn't do anything wrong.
Yes, I did it... treated you like trash as if you were garbage―I noticed your eyes were tearing up―. At least I want to explain why.
That would serve me well; but honestly I don't feel like you treated me badly... you were just a bit... distant.
Yes, silence is my way of putting up a wall to separate myself from people. But I didn't do it because I was angry with you. On the contrary, I'm very grateful for what you did for me. Macarena's idea was crazy, but I have to admit that it worked, at least now I know how it feels to really touch a cock. For me, that was very important. ―Her cheeks turned red―. Now, when I read one of those erotic novels I love so much, I know what the girl feels like when she says she touched a big and hard cock, that helps a lot with... stimulation.
I hate that word.
―Why?
It sounds too cold and distant.
―You're right ―she smiled, I was glad she did―. By stimulation I mean it helped me a lot when I was making myself masturbate. I'm a crazy one, telling you that makes me feel so much shame... even after you saw my cock and you saw me with all of my pussy.
To many people shame them to talk about masturbation.
―Don't you?
I don't know, I think I'm already getting used to it.
―Did you have many chats with Macarena?
Too many.
She let out a laugh.
Yes, I also talked to her several times, and it's incredible how she tells me about her orgasms without even getting disheveled... she even sent her fingers in front of me! She's really crazy. But it does me good to talk to her about these topics, to lose a little shame. Although yes, it gives me a little pity, when I see her naked I discovered that she has a precious pussy, and I know she doesn't mind being naked in front of you.
What's that got to do with anything?
What I'd say is that Macarena's pussy is a thousand times more beautiful than mine. I'm sure if you had to choose between taking one like Maca's or one like mine, you'd choose one like hers without hesitation.
I don't want to have to choose between my sisters again.
Okay, you're right, we've put you in a tough situation with the bootie tournament, I don't mean to make you choose...
―But if you think I'd use the word 'pussy' and it's not pretty, it's because you know very little about men... and shells. Yours is precious, any straight man would take you without thinking twice.
You're a retard, he said, smiling and with red cheeks, you tell me that because I'm your sister.
I'm telling you because it's the truth, Pilar. You're really good. Why do you think I ended up at that moment? For me it was very strong to have that pussy so close to my face... I know you're my sister; but it seems like my cock doesn't know it. ―Pilar laughed again out loud―. My poor cock reacted only by instinct, there was a pussy so beautiful... and so close... that... it was dying to get inside her.
―Did you really want to stick it in me? ―He asked looking at me with his big clear eyes.
Uh... no, because you're my sister...
Forget about that, I want you to answer me sincerely. If we weren't siblings, would you have screwed me?
If... we weren't siblings, I probably would have been scared. I would have run away. I think if I lasted that long near your pussy without running away like a coward, it's precisely because you're my sister... and you inspire confidence in me.
That's very nice, Nahuel...
Thanks.
But don't be a jerk, that doesn't answer my question. --He got very close to me, his eyes remained fixed on mine, his mouth was so close to mine that I could feel its warm breath, and his left hand closed tightly around my cock, grasping it above my pants--. If we weren't siblings, would you have put your cock in me?
Eh... I wouldn't have dared... but I would have had a desire to do it. You have very beautiful pussy, Pilar.
―It would have happened to me too ―he said, not letting go of my cock―. No matter how beautiful and big your cock is; if we weren't siblings I wouldn't have had the courage to touch you... or undress myself. Do you realize how pathetic we are?
Yes, it's clear now after our last conversation.
―It costs me horrors to undress in front of people, I still don't know how I managed to do it with you. I think you're right when you say that it becomes easier just because we are siblings, we inspire mutual trust. Macarena told me: If you want to grab a cock, take advantage that you have Nahuel's, he won't bother him.
If you do it, I won't bother me, not a little bit.
I'm glad to know that. He also told me that if I grabbed you a little cock, it would serve for you to get rid of your fear of women... and for me to get rid of my fear of sex in general. Everything was going perfectly that day, until...
Until I ruined everything, when I ended up in your face.
―No, the one who ruined it was me, because of my stupid reaction. That's what I wanted to talk about. When I felt the semen against my face, I got scared… you have to understand that it had never happened to me before on my face... but, being sincere... it's something I always fantasized about. ―He put his hand in my pants, my cock began to throb at feeling direct contact with his soft skin―. And do you know why I got angry? Another thing that shows how pathetic I am. What bothered me wasn't that you filled my face with cum, it was because I'm a romantic piece of crap. I always imagined that the first time a man would come on my face would be after a lovely romantic evening, a dinner... with very intimate sex, full of affectionate gestures. But no, if I ever have a good friend and we start talking about sex, what am I going to tell her? That the first guy who came on my face was my own brother? It sounds ridiculous, and pathetic. But don't misunderstand me, Nahuel, my anger isn't with you, it's with myself, for being so idealistic. When I told this to Macarena, she said: “Honey, the first times are overrated, the ones that are truly enjoyed are the ones that come after”.
I stood there staring at her in silence, I didn't know what to say, her hand was moving against my cock as if she were masturbating me, it was already completely hard and my heart was racing like crazy, as if it were warning me of what could happen if I didn't calm down.
Relax, Nahuel ―I told myself―. If you stop now, this time Pilar will really take it as an offense. She's talking to you about something personal and very important... and you're only thinking about the chick who's giving you head from your balls.
I don't know if Macarena is right or not - I said -, because I never had my first time.
In that instant I thought about how my cock had entered Tefi's pussy, even got inside her. Does that count as a first time? I don't know... I don't think so... Tefi wasn't really getting along with me, she was just trying to get her photos to look their best.
I didn't have my first time... at least not with a real cock.
―What does that mean? ―A second later I felt like an idiot for asking that question. Pilar turned red.
―Emm... it's that... when reading so many erotic novels there are moments when my temperature rises ―she was explaining it to me as if she were giving me a sex education class―. And well, one night wasn't enough for just using my hands... I ended up using a small deodorant, don't think I'm putting big things in there. And well, technically I lost my virginity... but I still feel like a virgin. Yes, I know, I'm pathetic... since I didn't find any cock, I ended up sending myself a deodorant. It's embarrassing, don't tell anyone.
I don't think it's something so rare, Pilar. I'm not an expert in sex but... Have you seen the collection of deodorants that Macarena has? Most of them seem to be dildos. I'm sure Maca must use them for the same purposes.
Pilar accelerated the pace at which she was masturbating me, luckily my cock came out of my pants because having it there, along with my sister's hand, was becoming very uncomfortable. What would she be thinking while touching me? It seemed to take it naturally, but given how little I know about Pilar, I'm sure this must be an important event for her. Maybe she's dying to touch a cock and so she decided to do it, just like I decided to push Tefi against the shower... out of pure heat.
―Macarena's is different ―she assured me―. As far as I know, she had many sexual experiences. If she uses deodorants as comforters it's not because of lack of charm... it's because she's a nymphomaniac. ―I didn't know what to say to her, during those seconds of silence, Pilar lowered her gaze and focused on my erect cock―. Do you know what I've been thinking these days? That if the situation had been different, I wouldn't have minded being finished off in the face.
For example... if we weren't siblings?
No, I'm referring to a realistic situation, considering we're brothers.
I don't understand...
I'm referring to the fact that if you had warned me a few minutes earlier... if we had agreed on doing that, I would have had time to psyche myself up. What affected me was the surprise, it happened suddenly, without prior notice. Not even I had time to... I don't know... imagine that the cum that was going to be thrown in my face wasn't my brother's. If we had talked about that before it happened, I would have even enjoyed it.
―Really?
―Yes... I think yes ―she said, looking at me with her eyes, still teasing me―. It's embarrassing to admit it, but... I've had that fantasy with sperm for a long time. I saw several photos on the internet of girls with their faces full of cum... even Macarena showed me her photos of the ones she got made in her face.
I didn't see those photos...
Oh, geez, I slipped up; but since she's so open about sex, I don't think it'll bother her if you know about those photos. In fact, maybe she'll even show them to you if you ask nicely enough. Seeing her like that really shocked me, Macarena is precious... and it gives me a lot of morbo seeing her with her face full of cum. And well, I'd also like to have some photos like those... even just one. It's not like I'm asking for them, but if... hypothetically, you feel like cumming, I'd let you finish on my face. As long as you warn me first ―my speed increased a lot as I got turned on, her tits were bouncing with the movement and I started admiring them inside that prominent neckline―. But of course, I'm talking hypothetically...
―Em... well, hypothetically speaking... I'm not in the mood to do that right now, because... ―I couldn't tell him I had come inside her pussy―. Because I jerked off while taking a bath, and...
Ah, I see --the speed of masturbation was slowing down gradually--. Let's say you've exhausted your reserves already.
Yes, totally - Pilar released my cock.
I understand... and in this hypothetical scenario... to take that picture, we would need a good amount of sperm... like the one that came out the first time.
If I stopped now, I would come; but not much...
―Okay, no big deal, Nahuel. At the end of the day I was talking about something hypothetical. It's not like we're going to do it. What's important is that I apologized, now you know I'm not angry with you... and I'd like it if, one of these days, we could have another chat like that time... maybe without so much semen around ―she smiled―. It did me a lot of good to talk about those things with a man. Because you're my brother or not, you're a man... and a very good man ―she said, pointing at my erect cock―. More than one woman would go crazy seeing a guy as well-endowed as you. And these chats are helping me a lot to lose my fear of the word: pussy.
That would be great -- I said, with a big smile.
So then we have a deal? We're going to help each other with our fears. We'll talk about everything there is to talk about, after all, both of us are more innocent than Saint Mary, and we're locked up in this house...
Yes, I want to keep having these conversations with you, Pilar.
Maybe someday I'll be your favorite sister.
I don't know, it's going to be hard to snatch that job away from Gisela... she gave me several PlayStation game sets as gifts.
I see now -- said, with a cheerful smile --. I didn't know this was a competition... but it's true, it will be hard to beat Gisela. Well, something will come to me -- he wiggled an eye --. Now, if you don't mind... can I stay alone? I... um... need to do what you did in the bathroom.
―Is it a masturbation?
I still feel too ashamed to admit it in front of my brother; but yes... that's what I need.
It's fine, I'll leave you alone. Have a good time.
Thanks.
Before leaving I could see, fleetingly, how she was taking off her pants and thong, leaving herself naked from the waist down. I would have liked to stay longer, especially considering that I had a hard cock...
And it was my hard cock that got me into trouble again.
I didn't take two steps when I ran into Gisela. Of all the people in the house, the one who least wanted to see me with a hard-on outside my pants was, precisely, Gisela.
―Nahuel! ―He managed to yell at me in a low voice, I don't know how he does it, he has a natural talent. His voice was barely a whisper, but I felt it like a loud shout―. What are you doing walking around like this? ―Pointed out my erect cock. I froze, all possible excuses jumbled in my mind―. Ah, yes, don't say anything... you were touching yourself in the bathroom and still had it hard. ―Luckily, the hallway that leads to Pilar's room also connects with the bathroom, if Gisela had found me a few seconds earlier, I would have seen her leaving like this from Pilar's bedroom―. Apparently, there is now a kind of common agreement for everyone to walk around in bras, thongs... or naked, as I more than once saw Macarena; but it doesn't seem right that you walk around the house with your dick hard outside your pants. You have to have a little respect for your sisters, me.
Sorry, Gise... it's that... I didn't think anyone would cross my path, I was going straight to my room.
―Oh, Nahuel! I'd be annoyed with you, but I can't. You look at me with that wet puppy face and it breaks my heart. ―Putting on a wet puppy face in front of Gisela is one of my talents, sometimes it happens without me realizing it―. Come, let's go to my room, I want to talk to you.
―Now?
―Yes, just then, because what I want to tell you has something to do with that ―pointed my cock. Then he turned halfway around and headed towards his bedroom.
I had no other alternative but to follow her. I felt a lot of shame when entering Gisela's room with my cock hard; it was like entering a church... with my cock hard.
Sit down -- he told me, pointing to his bed.
I did what she asked and she sat beside me. It was in that precise moment when I realized Gisela had on an immense bra. Her large breasts were visible all the way to the area where her areolas begin. I had already seen her breasts, but it still doesn't cease to be an interesting spectacle for me. Besides, having a bra on my brain tries to complete the rest of the image using memories. She was wearing only a black thong underneath; I couldn't see it completely because she rolled onto her side; but her cut-off shirt didn't cover her underwear. Maybe what they say is true that a woman in provocative and sensual clothing can be sexier than a naked woman... all thanks to the damn brain that tries so hard to complete the panorama.
Before you get angry with me again - I spoke making a huge effort to focus on her eyes... and not on her tits-. I want to tell you that it's hard for me to find a place to... do these things -I pointed at my cock and she looked at it fixedly. I noticed how her cheeks turned red.
I know, that's why I'm not angry with you. For me it's still very impactful to see my little brother with... tremendous equipment. I don't know when you grew up so much, Nahuel. But this isn't what I want to talk about with you. It's about Celeste.
What's up with her?
I know they were talking and that the conversations got quite... hot. Knowing Celeste, I'm sure she's sent you photos of the most explicit kind.
Does that bother you?
No, I don't want to be the older sister who gets jealous. The problem is that I know where these conversations with Celeste might lead.
What are you referring to? We haven't talked that much lately, it's been a while since I've heard from you. Maybe they got bored with me.
He doesn't write to you because I asked him to stop doing it.
What? Why?
―Okay... how do I explain this to you? Celeste is a very... peculiar woman. She gives me a little bit of fear that you'll end up in a bad situation if you relate with her. Yes, I know I'm being unclear. No, I didn't have time to prepare the speech... I'm improvising on the go. Let's see it this way: You don't know how to handle.
I never had a car.
―Okay. So imagine you want to learn how to handle... in a Formula 1.
It would be impossible...
―Exactly. Those cars go too fast. Do you understand where I want to get?
I think so...
I'm afraid that one day, when there's not as much isolation anymore, you'll decide to run into Celeste... and you could be very embarrassed. That girl is like a Formula 1 of sex. Being direct: if she grabs you, she destroys you. She's used to sleeping with guys who can keep up with her pace, and I know of several cases of guys who got blown out by her and ended up being embarrassed because they couldn't keep up.
But... I like talking to her.
I imagined it's why I wanted to talk to you. I'm not going to forbid you from talking to Celeste, nor will I forbid her from writing to you... or sending you porn pictures. I just want to be sure you know where you're getting yourself into because Celeste is like a porn star; but anonymous. She has a lot of experience in sex... even got herself into situations you can't even imagine.
What kind of situations?
It's hard for me to talk about this with you, especially since your 'little buddy' is so... attentive.
If you want I'll cover something with something...
―No way, it's not necessary. I'm the crazy one here, I can't be that scared in front of a penis. Besides, your dear Celeste made sure to send me the photos you sent her.
―Hey? You see them too?
―Yes; but stay calm, she won't pass it on to anyone else. She sent them to me for... to drive me crazy. She likes making me suffer a little bit. She sent the photos saying the barbarities she'd do with this... cock, if she ever catches you one day. ―The friend got harder at hearing those words―. And that's what gave me a little fear. She won't have patience for you. She'll go straight to the meat. Answering your question earlier... Celeste is a woman who had sex with several people.
That's what you just told me.
I'm referring to the fact that he had sex with multiple people... at the same time. He was in orgies... and more than once. I mean that level of 'sexual character'.
Ah, I see... you think that if she can handle sex with multiple people at once, I alone, with my lack of experience, won't be able to do anything.
Quarantine Diary:
<I didn't know Celeste was such a slut. She just became an even more interesting woman. PD: Hide from Gisela that you want to ask Celeste about those orgies. Hide, masturbator... hide.>
―Is something wrong with you, Nahuel? ―Gisela asked, making me return to reality.
No, nothing...
―Okay, it's fine ―he looked at me with suspicion―. As I was saying... I'm afraid you can't keep up with Celeste; but that's not my only fear. I also want you to understand that not all women are like this. She has a very direct and outgoing sexual attitude; but...
But a woman like you wouldn't be doing those things.
He looked me straight in the eye for a few seconds and then said:
―Of course I wouldn't do things like that... nor would I tell a man the outrageous things she says. Celeste likes to be treated like a slut; but many women would mind being treated that way. I don't want you to learn to treat women like whores just because Celeste likes it.
Yes, I understand that. Can you tell him to write me again?
Mmm... Are you sure you understand it?
Yes.
How many women did you talk about sex with?
Uh... not many.
―And I've seen how much it costs you to control yourself in front of other women... even if they're your sisters ―I pointed out my erection, which was still not going down. My cock already hurt from being hard for so long.
I'm sorry, it's that...
It's fine, Nahuel. There's no need for you to apologize for that, just that it seems weird to me that it hasn't come down yet... because neither are you touching it. It's like it gets hard just from looking at my tits.
―Uh... I don't... um... ―I realized it would be foolish to deny it, especially after that uncomfortable episode where I was caught staring at your breasts without hiding it―. Well, I admit it's hard for me to look away when you wear low-cut tops... or when you're wearing a bra. The other time I made you feel awkward... so much so that you went and put on a sweater, so I wouldn't keep looking.
Yes, it's true that I got uncomfortable; but it's not your fault, that happens to me always, with everyone. Not just you. Macarena made me very nervous when she grabbed my tits. I know it was a joke for her; but it's hard for me to be so “liberal” about sex. Sorry if I made you feel bad, it wasn't my intention.
Anyway, I was wrong. I shouldn't have looked at you like that.
You looked because you're not used to seeing tits, or booty. Didn't you notice how much I checked out Macarena's ass... Ayelén's, Tefi's...
Uh... no, I never realized that.
I thought it was obvious for everyone. It's more, I even asked Tefi for forgiveness one day when she turned her head to say something and I stayed dazed staring at her ass. And that because I'm not used to seeing naked people.
I think the same thing happens to Pilar.
Yes, I know something similar happens to her. Maybe it wouldn't be so hard for Maca, Tefi or Ayelén, they seem much more open to sex. On the other hand, Pilar, you and I...
We are the virgins of the family.
Gisela started laughing, her laughter became so powerful that she had to cover her mouth to not disturb everyone in the house.
I'm not a virgin, Nahuel.
It's a way of saying... I mean that we had few sexual experiences.
That's not it either. At least not my case. --I was staring at her with my eyes wide open, she noticed my amazement, that's why she added--. Don't think badly of me, nor is it like I'm like Celeste; but from there to saying I'm a virgin, there's a long way.
If my mom had told me last night: 'I had sex with a man', I wouldn't be this jealous now.
I said... I never imagined you with anyone. I never knew any of your boyfriends...
It's not necessary to have a boyfriend to have sex.
I already know it, but... it's just that you... because of your way of being... I never imagined you would be sleeping with guys like that.
―Is it with guys? Em... let me explain this to you, dear brother. I play for the other team. ―My jaw almost drops to the floor―. Please, for your own good, don't tell anyone, I haven't shared this with the rest of the family, in fact, only Pilar and Macarena know.
Are... are you a lesbian?
―Do you mind?
No, for nothing. I swear to you that it doesn't bother me a little bit. It's just... I never imagined it.
I thought the clue of staring at Tefi and Maca's ass would help you understand a little where they were coming from. They'll be my sisters, but... they have beautiful booties, I can't deny that. Well, Ayelén also has a beautiful ass, although I don't get along with her as well.
Who gets along well with Ayelén?
―Very true. That girl is a little devil. But getting back to the topic, seriously, Nahuel... I'll tell you this in confidence. Don't tell anyone... and especially not mom. It's already pretty clear to me that mom has a special rejection towards relationships between women.
―Yes, I also heard her more than once making comments about 'the neighborhood's faggots'. I perfectly understand why you don't want to tell her.
And that's not the only reason. Once, when I was around your age, I was surprised by a girl kissing and touching me... here, in this same bed. She almost killed me. She was about to kick me out of the house.
What's all this for?
Yes, it was a horrible situation. Luckily I managed to convince her that it had been just a curiosity, a game between friends. I swore to her that I liked the cock and that I never had an interest in women. Which is a lie...
Okay, don't you like cock?
I didn't say that ―I noticed a sly smile, something I never thought I'd see on Gisela's face―. The lie was that I don't like women. ―I remained silent for long seconds―. See how my comment left you more confused than before. Let me explain it to you. One of her hands approached my cock and gently placed itself on the glans, then began to caress me all along the shaft, slowly descending to the testicles. It was the third time that day a woman from my family had caressed my cock in that way, and I never thought Gisela could do the same. My whole body vibrated, I almost let out the cum; but I managed to contain myself―. It's true that I like women, although I don't say it openly, I consider myself a lesbian; however, that doesn't mean that from time to time I can't enjoy some cock. Anyway, I don't want you to think I do this often... it really takes me a lot to get to that level of... intimacy. Macarena has a psychological opinion on the matter.
―Oh, okay? And what does she think? ―I asked, with a whiny voice.
He says that my fear of... intimacy may be due to the day when Mom surprised me 'playing' with my friend. He says I was so scared and felt so much shame that it left a very big trauma, and for now, I have so much rejection towards sex.
It's a good theory.
And maybe it's true. Besides, she told me that maybe something similar might have happened to mom, that's why she... is like she is.
―Do they think Mom had a bad sex experience?
It's possible. Or maybe they surprised her doing something she shouldn't have... and that generated a trauma for her.
―Anyway that doesn't give him the right to treat you like he did. What matters if you like men or women? The only thing that matters is that you're happy.
Aww... thanks, Nahuelito - the only human being allowed to call me that is Gisela -. Maybe someday I'll feel like clarifying my situation; but for now, I prefer it remains a secret.
―And does Celeste know about this?
―Em… yes, I already told her about it. Since she has such an open mind, it wasn't difficult to do so. However, she is one of those who love cock so much that she can't understand why I prefer women. Ah... and I also wanted to talk to you about that, I have to ask a very big favor from you; but I need you to promise not to ask me for more information than I want to give. However, you are fully entitled to refuse to help me.
If I can help you with something, anything, tell me. Well, as long as it doesn't require leaving the house... if Mom finds out I left, even to buy bread, she'll leave me sleeping on the street like a dog. And it's not that I mind sleeping on the street, it's just that I can already imagine Ayelén getting happy because my room would be hers.
Gisela burst out laughing again, this caused her hand to close more tightly around my cock.
That's very true, and I'm sure Ayelén wouldn't take more than five minutes to throw all your things out on the street. But don't worry, you don't have to do anything, in fact, you're perfect just like this for what I need, she said, pointing at my erect penis.
―What's up? I'm not understanding anything.
Okay, I'll tell you briefly. When I told Celeste not to send you any more messages, she got angry with me. We have a kind of game, if I make her angry, then I have to accept a punishment from her... and vice versa. It's a way we have of getting along, of staying friends, even though we sometimes end up arguing. I told Celeste I was going to talk to you and maybe let them continue with their dirty talks. And she, because she's angry, said: 'If you want me to start talking to your brother again, you're going to have to do that thing'
What do you have to do?
―That's where you come in. Since Celeste knows I like women, her 'particular grace' consists of seeing me surrounded by cocks. I'm saying it metaphorically, don't think I'm doing those things.
I think I understand... as you're lesbian, it gives you a thrill to see you near a cock.
As it is. If I were heterosexual, I would ask her to do the same thing; but with a girl.
―What do you have to do, exactly?
Something very difficult, considering you're my brother. Celeste wants me to take some pictures next to your cock... while you have it hard. She chose you as the target because she knows you're the only man in the house... and also because the very degenerate one gets a thrill out of me taking a picture next to my brother's cock.
Quarantine Diary:
<The very degenerate one likes me well.>
I don't have any problem with that --I assured--. But I don't want you to do these things just so I'll talk to Celeste again.
No, it's fine... I want you to keep talking to her. See... you're going to think I'm crazy; but after our chat, I think you'll handle the situation better. Plus, I want to add that if someday you need to talk to me about something Celeste tells you, you can do so... even though it would give both of us a lot of shame. Because, for embarrassing moments, we already have this one.
So... are you going to do it?
―If it doesn't bother you...
You yourself said it: I don't have to do anything. The face that's going to be in the photo is yours.
Yes, I already know... I don't want to think about it. Celeste is going to mock me for years... and she's going to make a bunch of off-topic comments about the good size of my brother's cock. - Gisela stretched out the free hand she had and grabbed her cell phone - . Better not give it another thought, this is too hard for me... I still can't get my head around having to be sexy next to my own brother's cock.
―Do you want me to get sexy?
―See... that's the main problem. Celeste's very slutty girlfriend wants me to take a picture as if I were enjoying this cock. Ah... and my tits have to be visible, so... goodbye shirt!
When she took it off, her enormous tits bounced in front of my eyes, leaving me stunned staring at those majestic udders. Next Gisela brought her face to my cock, letting her breasts hang due to gravity's consequence. She then closed one of her hands over my erect penis and smiled with her natural grace.
Come on, take my picture before I regret it... and take several, just in case.
It's fine...
This of taking inappropriate photos with my sisters was already becoming a typical activity during quarantine, and I can only say one thing: I love it.
I took several photos, just as Gisela asked me to, and then she said:
I'm going to do something that I think will increase Celeste's level of morbo... and it makes me a little sick to know that the very degenerate one is going to masturbate looking at these photos; but well, I want you to get along with her, see if it helps you overcome your fear of women.
Gisela brought her face even closer, so much that my cock ended up resting on one of her cheeks. She smiled again and looked fixedly at the camera, as if she were saying: Look at the cock I'm going to eat. My heart accelerated and my hands began to sweat. I had to take the photo several times because it came out blurry. Besides that, I had to make a huge effort not to cum. I'd been with the cock hard for a long time and was afraid it would explode at any moment, bathing my older sister in cum. That would really leave me traumatized... even more than cum on my mom's face.
Okay, I think that's it - said Gisela, after a few seconds. It wasn't as hard as I imagined. Although I think I'll have another trauma after this, especially after putting up with the atrocities Celeste is going to tell me. I can already imagine her saying things like How pretty you look next to your brother's cock. Are you going to eat it? Because yes, she's that kind of person. - My heart was beating wildly as I listened to Gisela speaking like this, I had a crazy urge to give myself a good masturbation. Anyway, if you want you can stay and sleep here, but under one condition: don't even think about masturbating.
It's fine — I said, without thinking.
Quarantine Diary:
<I'm an idiot, it only occurs to me to promise I won't jerk off after spending so much time with the hard cock... and seeing my half-naked sisters... and my aunt... and putting the cock in Tefi's pussy... and... Ahh, I'm a masturbator! A masturbator who can't get off!>
Okay, let's sleep. I have a lot of sleep and tomorrow I have to work.
Come on.
When she turned off the light, I stayed staring at some imaginary point in the infinite darkness. My cock was throbbing, as if to remind me that I had made the stupidest promise of my life. This is going to be a long night.
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Chapter 16.
Pilar's Fantasy
I walked alongside Pilar trying to hide the erection I had inside my pants. Luckily, she didn't ask what I was doing with my cock standing up in my room if supposedly Aunt Cristela was sleeping there. I wouldn't have known how to respond to that. However, my sister seemed worried about something else. I still couldn't let my guard down. Probably I would receive a stern lecture for the last time I ended up in her face (unintentionally).
We entered her room, which was more disordered than usual, even next to the computer there was a dirty plate. Then I realized that since the incident, Pilar left her room less often than before, sometimes not even sitting down to eat with the rest of the family; she spent practically the entire day inside her room.
Come, sit on the bed --said Pilar, that caught my attention because she herself directed towards the bed. I thought since she was angry with me she wouldn't want to be near me. Anyway, I did what she asked, sat down beside her and looked at her with all the world's discomfort. Apparently this was noticed a lot--. Don't be afraid, Nahuel, I didn't bring you here to fight.
―Oh, no?
No, I asked you to come so that I could ask for your forgiveness.
If he had told me that he won a million dollars playing the lottery, I wouldn't have been so surprised.
What? And why do you have to apologize to me?
It appears my question caught her off guard, opened her eyes wide and she stepped back.
Isn't it obvious? By how I treated you during these days.
I thought you were angry with me because of what happened last time.
No... just because of that I wanted to talk. A while ago, when we crossed paths at the bathroom exit, you told me it was an accident... obvious it was an accident, I already knew that. I never had doubts. But if you clarified it for me, it's because you felt guilty. I don't want you to feel that way, especially not because of my fault.
Pilar, you didn't do anything wrong.
Yes, I did it... treated you like trash as if you were garbage―I noticed your eyes were tearing up―. At least I want to explain why.
That would serve me well; but honestly I don't feel like you treated me badly... you were just a bit... distant.
Yes, silence is my way of putting up a wall to separate myself from people. But I didn't do it because I was angry with you. On the contrary, I'm very grateful for what you did for me. Macarena's idea was crazy, but I have to admit that it worked, at least now I know how it feels to really touch a cock. For me, that was very important. ―Her cheeks turned red―. Now, when I read one of those erotic novels I love so much, I know what the girl feels like when she says she touched a big and hard cock, that helps a lot with... stimulation.
I hate that word.
―Why?
It sounds too cold and distant.
―You're right ―she smiled, I was glad she did―. By stimulation I mean it helped me a lot when I was making myself masturbate. I'm a crazy one, telling you that makes me feel so much shame... even after you saw my cock and you saw me with all of my pussy.
To many people shame them to talk about masturbation.
―Don't you?
I don't know, I think I'm already getting used to it.
―Did you have many chats with Macarena?
Too many.
She let out a laugh.
Yes, I also talked to her several times, and it's incredible how she tells me about her orgasms without even getting disheveled... she even sent her fingers in front of me! She's really crazy. But it does me good to talk to her about these topics, to lose a little shame. Although yes, it gives me a little pity, when I see her naked I discovered that she has a precious pussy, and I know she doesn't mind being naked in front of you.
What's that got to do with anything?
What I'd say is that Macarena's pussy is a thousand times more beautiful than mine. I'm sure if you had to choose between taking one like Maca's or one like mine, you'd choose one like hers without hesitation.
I don't want to have to choose between my sisters again.
Okay, you're right, we've put you in a tough situation with the bootie tournament, I don't mean to make you choose...
―But if you think I'd use the word 'pussy' and it's not pretty, it's because you know very little about men... and shells. Yours is precious, any straight man would take you without thinking twice.
You're a retard, he said, smiling and with red cheeks, you tell me that because I'm your sister.
I'm telling you because it's the truth, Pilar. You're really good. Why do you think I ended up at that moment? For me it was very strong to have that pussy so close to my face... I know you're my sister; but it seems like my cock doesn't know it. ―Pilar laughed again out loud―. My poor cock reacted only by instinct, there was a pussy so beautiful... and so close... that... it was dying to get inside her.
―Did you really want to stick it in me? ―He asked looking at me with his big clear eyes.
Uh... no, because you're my sister...
Forget about that, I want you to answer me sincerely. If we weren't siblings, would you have screwed me?
If... we weren't siblings, I probably would have been scared. I would have run away. I think if I lasted that long near your pussy without running away like a coward, it's precisely because you're my sister... and you inspire confidence in me.
That's very nice, Nahuel...
Thanks.
But don't be a jerk, that doesn't answer my question. --He got very close to me, his eyes remained fixed on mine, his mouth was so close to mine that I could feel its warm breath, and his left hand closed tightly around my cock, grasping it above my pants--. If we weren't siblings, would you have put your cock in me?
Eh... I wouldn't have dared... but I would have had a desire to do it. You have very beautiful pussy, Pilar.
―It would have happened to me too ―he said, not letting go of my cock―. No matter how beautiful and big your cock is; if we weren't siblings I wouldn't have had the courage to touch you... or undress myself. Do you realize how pathetic we are?
Yes, it's clear now after our last conversation.
―It costs me horrors to undress in front of people, I still don't know how I managed to do it with you. I think you're right when you say that it becomes easier just because we are siblings, we inspire mutual trust. Macarena told me: If you want to grab a cock, take advantage that you have Nahuel's, he won't bother him.
If you do it, I won't bother me, not a little bit.
I'm glad to know that. He also told me that if I grabbed you a little cock, it would serve for you to get rid of your fear of women... and for me to get rid of my fear of sex in general. Everything was going perfectly that day, until...
Until I ruined everything, when I ended up in your face.
―No, the one who ruined it was me, because of my stupid reaction. That's what I wanted to talk about. When I felt the semen against my face, I got scared… you have to understand that it had never happened to me before on my face... but, being sincere... it's something I always fantasized about. ―He put his hand in my pants, my cock began to throb at feeling direct contact with his soft skin―. And do you know why I got angry? Another thing that shows how pathetic I am. What bothered me wasn't that you filled my face with cum, it was because I'm a romantic piece of crap. I always imagined that the first time a man would come on my face would be after a lovely romantic evening, a dinner... with very intimate sex, full of affectionate gestures. But no, if I ever have a good friend and we start talking about sex, what am I going to tell her? That the first guy who came on my face was my own brother? It sounds ridiculous, and pathetic. But don't misunderstand me, Nahuel, my anger isn't with you, it's with myself, for being so idealistic. When I told this to Macarena, she said: “Honey, the first times are overrated, the ones that are truly enjoyed are the ones that come after”.
I stood there staring at her in silence, I didn't know what to say, her hand was moving against my cock as if she were masturbating me, it was already completely hard and my heart was racing like crazy, as if it were warning me of what could happen if I didn't calm down.
Relax, Nahuel ―I told myself―. If you stop now, this time Pilar will really take it as an offense. She's talking to you about something personal and very important... and you're only thinking about the chick who's giving you head from your balls.
I don't know if Macarena is right or not - I said -, because I never had my first time.
In that instant I thought about how my cock had entered Tefi's pussy, even got inside her. Does that count as a first time? I don't know... I don't think so... Tefi wasn't really getting along with me, she was just trying to get her photos to look their best.
I didn't have my first time... at least not with a real cock.
―What does that mean? ―A second later I felt like an idiot for asking that question. Pilar turned red.
―Emm... it's that... when reading so many erotic novels there are moments when my temperature rises ―she was explaining it to me as if she were giving me a sex education class―. And well, one night wasn't enough for just using my hands... I ended up using a small deodorant, don't think I'm putting big things in there. And well, technically I lost my virginity... but I still feel like a virgin. Yes, I know, I'm pathetic... since I didn't find any cock, I ended up sending myself a deodorant. It's embarrassing, don't tell anyone.
I don't think it's something so rare, Pilar. I'm not an expert in sex but... Have you seen the collection of deodorants that Macarena has? Most of them seem to be dildos. I'm sure Maca must use them for the same purposes.
Pilar accelerated the pace at which she was masturbating me, luckily my cock came out of my pants because having it there, along with my sister's hand, was becoming very uncomfortable. What would she be thinking while touching me? It seemed to take it naturally, but given how little I know about Pilar, I'm sure this must be an important event for her. Maybe she's dying to touch a cock and so she decided to do it, just like I decided to push Tefi against the shower... out of pure heat.
―Macarena's is different ―she assured me―. As far as I know, she had many sexual experiences. If she uses deodorants as comforters it's not because of lack of charm... it's because she's a nymphomaniac. ―I didn't know what to say to her, during those seconds of silence, Pilar lowered her gaze and focused on my erect cock―. Do you know what I've been thinking these days? That if the situation had been different, I wouldn't have minded being finished off in the face.
For example... if we weren't siblings?
No, I'm referring to a realistic situation, considering we're brothers.
I don't understand...
I'm referring to the fact that if you had warned me a few minutes earlier... if we had agreed on doing that, I would have had time to psyche myself up. What affected me was the surprise, it happened suddenly, without prior notice. Not even I had time to... I don't know... imagine that the cum that was going to be thrown in my face wasn't my brother's. If we had talked about that before it happened, I would have even enjoyed it.
―Really?
―Yes... I think yes ―she said, looking at me with her eyes, still teasing me―. It's embarrassing to admit it, but... I've had that fantasy with sperm for a long time. I saw several photos on the internet of girls with their faces full of cum... even Macarena showed me her photos of the ones she got made in her face.
I didn't see those photos...
Oh, geez, I slipped up; but since she's so open about sex, I don't think it'll bother her if you know about those photos. In fact, maybe she'll even show them to you if you ask nicely enough. Seeing her like that really shocked me, Macarena is precious... and it gives me a lot of morbo seeing her with her face full of cum. And well, I'd also like to have some photos like those... even just one. It's not like I'm asking for them, but if... hypothetically, you feel like cumming, I'd let you finish on my face. As long as you warn me first ―my speed increased a lot as I got turned on, her tits were bouncing with the movement and I started admiring them inside that prominent neckline―. But of course, I'm talking hypothetically...
―Em... well, hypothetically speaking... I'm not in the mood to do that right now, because... ―I couldn't tell him I had come inside her pussy―. Because I jerked off while taking a bath, and...
Ah, I see --the speed of masturbation was slowing down gradually--. Let's say you've exhausted your reserves already.
Yes, totally - Pilar released my cock.
I understand... and in this hypothetical scenario... to take that picture, we would need a good amount of sperm... like the one that came out the first time.
If I stopped now, I would come; but not much...
―Okay, no big deal, Nahuel. At the end of the day I was talking about something hypothetical. It's not like we're going to do it. What's important is that I apologized, now you know I'm not angry with you... and I'd like it if, one of these days, we could have another chat like that time... maybe without so much semen around ―she smiled―. It did me a lot of good to talk about those things with a man. Because you're my brother or not, you're a man... and a very good man ―she said, pointing at my erect cock―. More than one woman would go crazy seeing a guy as well-endowed as you. And these chats are helping me a lot to lose my fear of the word: pussy.
That would be great -- I said, with a big smile.
So then we have a deal? We're going to help each other with our fears. We'll talk about everything there is to talk about, after all, both of us are more innocent than Saint Mary, and we're locked up in this house...
Yes, I want to keep having these conversations with you, Pilar.
Maybe someday I'll be your favorite sister.
I don't know, it's going to be hard to snatch that job away from Gisela... she gave me several PlayStation game sets as gifts.
I see now -- said, with a cheerful smile --. I didn't know this was a competition... but it's true, it will be hard to beat Gisela. Well, something will come to me -- he wiggled an eye --. Now, if you don't mind... can I stay alone? I... um... need to do what you did in the bathroom.
―Is it a masturbation?
I still feel too ashamed to admit it in front of my brother; but yes... that's what I need.
It's fine, I'll leave you alone. Have a good time.
Thanks.
Before leaving I could see, fleetingly, how she was taking off her pants and thong, leaving herself naked from the waist down. I would have liked to stay longer, especially considering that I had a hard cock...
And it was my hard cock that got me into trouble again.
I didn't take two steps when I ran into Gisela. Of all the people in the house, the one who least wanted to see me with a hard-on outside my pants was, precisely, Gisela.
―Nahuel! ―He managed to yell at me in a low voice, I don't know how he does it, he has a natural talent. His voice was barely a whisper, but I felt it like a loud shout―. What are you doing walking around like this? ―Pointed out my erect cock. I froze, all possible excuses jumbled in my mind―. Ah, yes, don't say anything... you were touching yourself in the bathroom and still had it hard. ―Luckily, the hallway that leads to Pilar's room also connects with the bathroom, if Gisela had found me a few seconds earlier, I would have seen her leaving like this from Pilar's bedroom―. Apparently, there is now a kind of common agreement for everyone to walk around in bras, thongs... or naked, as I more than once saw Macarena; but it doesn't seem right that you walk around the house with your dick hard outside your pants. You have to have a little respect for your sisters, me.
Sorry, Gise... it's that... I didn't think anyone would cross my path, I was going straight to my room.
―Oh, Nahuel! I'd be annoyed with you, but I can't. You look at me with that wet puppy face and it breaks my heart. ―Putting on a wet puppy face in front of Gisela is one of my talents, sometimes it happens without me realizing it―. Come, let's go to my room, I want to talk to you.
―Now?
―Yes, just then, because what I want to tell you has something to do with that ―pointed my cock. Then he turned halfway around and headed towards his bedroom.
I had no other alternative but to follow her. I felt a lot of shame when entering Gisela's room with my cock hard; it was like entering a church... with my cock hard.
Sit down -- he told me, pointing to his bed.
I did what she asked and she sat beside me. It was in that precise moment when I realized Gisela had on an immense bra. Her large breasts were visible all the way to the area where her areolas begin. I had already seen her breasts, but it still doesn't cease to be an interesting spectacle for me. Besides, having a bra on my brain tries to complete the rest of the image using memories. She was wearing only a black thong underneath; I couldn't see it completely because she rolled onto her side; but her cut-off shirt didn't cover her underwear. Maybe what they say is true that a woman in provocative and sensual clothing can be sexier than a naked woman... all thanks to the damn brain that tries so hard to complete the panorama.
Before you get angry with me again - I spoke making a huge effort to focus on her eyes... and not on her tits-. I want to tell you that it's hard for me to find a place to... do these things -I pointed at my cock and she looked at it fixedly. I noticed how her cheeks turned red.
I know, that's why I'm not angry with you. For me it's still very impactful to see my little brother with... tremendous equipment. I don't know when you grew up so much, Nahuel. But this isn't what I want to talk about with you. It's about Celeste.
What's up with her?
I know they were talking and that the conversations got quite... hot. Knowing Celeste, I'm sure she's sent you photos of the most explicit kind.
Does that bother you?
No, I don't want to be the older sister who gets jealous. The problem is that I know where these conversations with Celeste might lead.
What are you referring to? We haven't talked that much lately, it's been a while since I've heard from you. Maybe they got bored with me.
He doesn't write to you because I asked him to stop doing it.
What? Why?
―Okay... how do I explain this to you? Celeste is a very... peculiar woman. She gives me a little bit of fear that you'll end up in a bad situation if you relate with her. Yes, I know I'm being unclear. No, I didn't have time to prepare the speech... I'm improvising on the go. Let's see it this way: You don't know how to handle.
I never had a car.
―Okay. So imagine you want to learn how to handle... in a Formula 1.
It would be impossible...
―Exactly. Those cars go too fast. Do you understand where I want to get?
I think so...
I'm afraid that one day, when there's not as much isolation anymore, you'll decide to run into Celeste... and you could be very embarrassed. That girl is like a Formula 1 of sex. Being direct: if she grabs you, she destroys you. She's used to sleeping with guys who can keep up with her pace, and I know of several cases of guys who got blown out by her and ended up being embarrassed because they couldn't keep up.
But... I like talking to her.
I imagined it's why I wanted to talk to you. I'm not going to forbid you from talking to Celeste, nor will I forbid her from writing to you... or sending you porn pictures. I just want to be sure you know where you're getting yourself into because Celeste is like a porn star; but anonymous. She has a lot of experience in sex... even got herself into situations you can't even imagine.
What kind of situations?
It's hard for me to talk about this with you, especially since your 'little buddy' is so... attentive.
If you want I'll cover something with something...
―No way, it's not necessary. I'm the crazy one here, I can't be that scared in front of a penis. Besides, your dear Celeste made sure to send me the photos you sent her.
―Hey? You see them too?
―Yes; but stay calm, she won't pass it on to anyone else. She sent them to me for... to drive me crazy. She likes making me suffer a little bit. She sent the photos saying the barbarities she'd do with this... cock, if she ever catches you one day. ―The friend got harder at hearing those words―. And that's what gave me a little fear. She won't have patience for you. She'll go straight to the meat. Answering your question earlier... Celeste is a woman who had sex with several people.
That's what you just told me.
I'm referring to the fact that he had sex with multiple people... at the same time. He was in orgies... and more than once. I mean that level of 'sexual character'.
Ah, I see... you think that if she can handle sex with multiple people at once, I alone, with my lack of experience, won't be able to do anything.
Quarantine Diary:
<I didn't know Celeste was such a slut. She just became an even more interesting woman. PD: Hide from Gisela that you want to ask Celeste about those orgies. Hide, masturbator... hide.>
―Is something wrong with you, Nahuel? ―Gisela asked, making me return to reality.
No, nothing...
―Okay, it's fine ―he looked at me with suspicion―. As I was saying... I'm afraid you can't keep up with Celeste; but that's not my only fear. I also want you to understand that not all women are like this. She has a very direct and outgoing sexual attitude; but...
But a woman like you wouldn't be doing those things.
He looked me straight in the eye for a few seconds and then said:
―Of course I wouldn't do things like that... nor would I tell a man the outrageous things she says. Celeste likes to be treated like a slut; but many women would mind being treated that way. I don't want you to learn to treat women like whores just because Celeste likes it.
Yes, I understand that. Can you tell him to write me again?
Mmm... Are you sure you understand it?
Yes.
How many women did you talk about sex with?
Uh... not many.
―And I've seen how much it costs you to control yourself in front of other women... even if they're your sisters ―I pointed out my erection, which was still not going down. My cock already hurt from being hard for so long.
I'm sorry, it's that...
It's fine, Nahuel. There's no need for you to apologize for that, just that it seems weird to me that it hasn't come down yet... because neither are you touching it. It's like it gets hard just from looking at my tits.
―Uh... I don't... um... ―I realized it would be foolish to deny it, especially after that uncomfortable episode where I was caught staring at your breasts without hiding it―. Well, I admit it's hard for me to look away when you wear low-cut tops... or when you're wearing a bra. The other time I made you feel awkward... so much so that you went and put on a sweater, so I wouldn't keep looking.
Yes, it's true that I got uncomfortable; but it's not your fault, that happens to me always, with everyone. Not just you. Macarena made me very nervous when she grabbed my tits. I know it was a joke for her; but it's hard for me to be so “liberal” about sex. Sorry if I made you feel bad, it wasn't my intention.
Anyway, I was wrong. I shouldn't have looked at you like that.
You looked because you're not used to seeing tits, or booty. Didn't you notice how much I checked out Macarena's ass... Ayelén's, Tefi's...
Uh... no, I never realized that.
I thought it was obvious for everyone. It's more, I even asked Tefi for forgiveness one day when she turned her head to say something and I stayed dazed staring at her ass. And that because I'm not used to seeing naked people.
I think the same thing happens to Pilar.
Yes, I know something similar happens to her. Maybe it wouldn't be so hard for Maca, Tefi or Ayelén, they seem much more open to sex. On the other hand, Pilar, you and I...
We are the virgins of the family.
Gisela started laughing, her laughter became so powerful that she had to cover her mouth to not disturb everyone in the house.
I'm not a virgin, Nahuel.
It's a way of saying... I mean that we had few sexual experiences.
That's not it either. At least not my case. --I was staring at her with my eyes wide open, she noticed my amazement, that's why she added--. Don't think badly of me, nor is it like I'm like Celeste; but from there to saying I'm a virgin, there's a long way.
If my mom had told me last night: 'I had sex with a man', I wouldn't be this jealous now.
I said... I never imagined you with anyone. I never knew any of your boyfriends...
It's not necessary to have a boyfriend to have sex.
I already know it, but... it's just that you... because of your way of being... I never imagined you would be sleeping with guys like that.
―Is it with guys? Em... let me explain this to you, dear brother. I play for the other team. ―My jaw almost drops to the floor―. Please, for your own good, don't tell anyone, I haven't shared this with the rest of the family, in fact, only Pilar and Macarena know.
Are... are you a lesbian?
―Do you mind?
No, for nothing. I swear to you that it doesn't bother me a little bit. It's just... I never imagined it.
I thought the clue of staring at Tefi and Maca's ass would help you understand a little where they were coming from. They'll be my sisters, but... they have beautiful booties, I can't deny that. Well, Ayelén also has a beautiful ass, although I don't get along with her as well.
Who gets along well with Ayelén?
―Very true. That girl is a little devil. But getting back to the topic, seriously, Nahuel... I'll tell you this in confidence. Don't tell anyone... and especially not mom. It's already pretty clear to me that mom has a special rejection towards relationships between women.
―Yes, I also heard her more than once making comments about 'the neighborhood's faggots'. I perfectly understand why you don't want to tell her.
And that's not the only reason. Once, when I was around your age, I was surprised by a girl kissing and touching me... here, in this same bed. She almost killed me. She was about to kick me out of the house.
What's all this for?
Yes, it was a horrible situation. Luckily I managed to convince her that it had been just a curiosity, a game between friends. I swore to her that I liked the cock and that I never had an interest in women. Which is a lie...
Okay, don't you like cock?
I didn't say that ―I noticed a sly smile, something I never thought I'd see on Gisela's face―. The lie was that I don't like women. ―I remained silent for long seconds―. See how my comment left you more confused than before. Let me explain it to you. One of her hands approached my cock and gently placed itself on the glans, then began to caress me all along the shaft, slowly descending to the testicles. It was the third time that day a woman from my family had caressed my cock in that way, and I never thought Gisela could do the same. My whole body vibrated, I almost let out the cum; but I managed to contain myself―. It's true that I like women, although I don't say it openly, I consider myself a lesbian; however, that doesn't mean that from time to time I can't enjoy some cock. Anyway, I don't want you to think I do this often... it really takes me a lot to get to that level of... intimacy. Macarena has a psychological opinion on the matter.
―Oh, okay? And what does she think? ―I asked, with a whiny voice.
He says that my fear of... intimacy may be due to the day when Mom surprised me 'playing' with my friend. He says I was so scared and felt so much shame that it left a very big trauma, and for now, I have so much rejection towards sex.
It's a good theory.
And maybe it's true. Besides, she told me that maybe something similar might have happened to mom, that's why she... is like she is.
―Do they think Mom had a bad sex experience?
It's possible. Or maybe they surprised her doing something she shouldn't have... and that generated a trauma for her.
―Anyway that doesn't give him the right to treat you like he did. What matters if you like men or women? The only thing that matters is that you're happy.
Aww... thanks, Nahuelito - the only human being allowed to call me that is Gisela -. Maybe someday I'll feel like clarifying my situation; but for now, I prefer it remains a secret.
―And does Celeste know about this?
―Em… yes, I already told her about it. Since she has such an open mind, it wasn't difficult to do so. However, she is one of those who love cock so much that she can't understand why I prefer women. Ah... and I also wanted to talk to you about that, I have to ask a very big favor from you; but I need you to promise not to ask me for more information than I want to give. However, you are fully entitled to refuse to help me.
If I can help you with something, anything, tell me. Well, as long as it doesn't require leaving the house... if Mom finds out I left, even to buy bread, she'll leave me sleeping on the street like a dog. And it's not that I mind sleeping on the street, it's just that I can already imagine Ayelén getting happy because my room would be hers.
Gisela burst out laughing again, this caused her hand to close more tightly around my cock.
That's very true, and I'm sure Ayelén wouldn't take more than five minutes to throw all your things out on the street. But don't worry, you don't have to do anything, in fact, you're perfect just like this for what I need, she said, pointing at my erect penis.
―What's up? I'm not understanding anything.
Okay, I'll tell you briefly. When I told Celeste not to send you any more messages, she got angry with me. We have a kind of game, if I make her angry, then I have to accept a punishment from her... and vice versa. It's a way we have of getting along, of staying friends, even though we sometimes end up arguing. I told Celeste I was going to talk to you and maybe let them continue with their dirty talks. And she, because she's angry, said: 'If you want me to start talking to your brother again, you're going to have to do that thing'
What do you have to do?
―That's where you come in. Since Celeste knows I like women, her 'particular grace' consists of seeing me surrounded by cocks. I'm saying it metaphorically, don't think I'm doing those things.
I think I understand... as you're lesbian, it gives you a thrill to see you near a cock.
As it is. If I were heterosexual, I would ask her to do the same thing; but with a girl.
―What do you have to do, exactly?
Something very difficult, considering you're my brother. Celeste wants me to take some pictures next to your cock... while you have it hard. She chose you as the target because she knows you're the only man in the house... and also because the very degenerate one gets a thrill out of me taking a picture next to my brother's cock.
Quarantine Diary:
<The very degenerate one likes me well.>
I don't have any problem with that --I assured--. But I don't want you to do these things just so I'll talk to Celeste again.
No, it's fine... I want you to keep talking to her. See... you're going to think I'm crazy; but after our chat, I think you'll handle the situation better. Plus, I want to add that if someday you need to talk to me about something Celeste tells you, you can do so... even though it would give both of us a lot of shame. Because, for embarrassing moments, we already have this one.
So... are you going to do it?
―If it doesn't bother you...
You yourself said it: I don't have to do anything. The face that's going to be in the photo is yours.
Yes, I already know... I don't want to think about it. Celeste is going to mock me for years... and she's going to make a bunch of off-topic comments about the good size of my brother's cock. - Gisela stretched out the free hand she had and grabbed her cell phone - . Better not give it another thought, this is too hard for me... I still can't get my head around having to be sexy next to my own brother's cock.
―Do you want me to get sexy?
―See... that's the main problem. Celeste's very slutty girlfriend wants me to take a picture as if I were enjoying this cock. Ah... and my tits have to be visible, so... goodbye shirt!
When she took it off, her enormous tits bounced in front of my eyes, leaving me stunned staring at those majestic udders. Next Gisela brought her face to my cock, letting her breasts hang due to gravity's consequence. She then closed one of her hands over my erect penis and smiled with her natural grace.
Come on, take my picture before I regret it... and take several, just in case.
It's fine...
This of taking inappropriate photos with my sisters was already becoming a typical activity during quarantine, and I can only say one thing: I love it.
I took several photos, just as Gisela asked me to, and then she said:
I'm going to do something that I think will increase Celeste's level of morbo... and it makes me a little sick to know that the very degenerate one is going to masturbate looking at these photos; but well, I want you to get along with her, see if it helps you overcome your fear of women.
Gisela brought her face even closer, so much that my cock ended up resting on one of her cheeks. She smiled again and looked fixedly at the camera, as if she were saying: Look at the cock I'm going to eat. My heart accelerated and my hands began to sweat. I had to take the photo several times because it came out blurry. Besides that, I had to make a huge effort not to cum. I'd been with the cock hard for a long time and was afraid it would explode at any moment, bathing my older sister in cum. That would really leave me traumatized... even more than cum on my mom's face.
Okay, I think that's it - said Gisela, after a few seconds. It wasn't as hard as I imagined. Although I think I'll have another trauma after this, especially after putting up with the atrocities Celeste is going to tell me. I can already imagine her saying things like How pretty you look next to your brother's cock. Are you going to eat it? Because yes, she's that kind of person. - My heart was beating wildly as I listened to Gisela speaking like this, I had a crazy urge to give myself a good masturbation. Anyway, if you want you can stay and sleep here, but under one condition: don't even think about masturbating.
It's fine — I said, without thinking.
Quarantine Diary:
<I'm an idiot, it only occurs to me to promise I won't jerk off after spending so much time with the hard cock... and seeing my half-naked sisters... and my aunt... and putting the cock in Tefi's pussy... and... Ahh, I'm a masturbator! A masturbator who can't get off!>
Okay, let's sleep. I have a lot of sleep and tomorrow I have to work.
Come on.
When she turned off the light, I stayed staring at some imaginary point in the infinite darkness. My cock was throbbing, as if to remind me that I had made the stupidest promise of my life. This is going to be a long night.
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