I feel alone...

I don't want to bore anyone, but I'm 18 and just turned it, next year I'll be living alone, never had a girlfriend or boyfriend, have casual sex (1 or 2 times a week sometimes), but I feel lonely, despite having my family and friends I feel lonely, I don't have anyone to share what I feel with, always was bisexual, with my friends I'm straight, and with my gay friends I open up to other things.

I finished secondary school badly, but I finished it, never stayed back a year but the last two years were nothing.

Anyway, I need someone... Someone who will give me kisses while studying or working, accompany me to the gym, love me, watch my boxing matches and when I win feel proud.

I just want that before.