I'm banging my ex's boyfriend

Hello I'm a divorced man after that I discovered love for panties and lingerie and chastity thanks to a beautiful woman who enjoyed sex with me and hinted at a fetish she had... The one consisted of role domination context for her it excited her to have control over me like when having orgasms and giving orders like washing dishes but with the peculiarity of wearing women's clothing and heels and all that... She liked being the one in control. We started with the simplest things giving orders and having sex as she wanted and sometimes not letting me cum so later my testicles would ache from excitement. Then when I was washing dishes she took off her panties and put them on me had a weird sensation because at the same time they felt yummy but also sad she only gave me spanks and said you're sexy I want you to put it in your face and make me cum... And so you know what happened afterwards... Later came with more lingerie women's clothing already dressed doing household chores and we had lots of sex every time I did except when visitors or gatherings came she'd say just leave the panties no one will notice and that's what I did it was exciting... Then we included toys and started penetration and chastity until the point of leaving chastity for days without being able to have sex and cum she'd say if you behave yourself I'll let you masturbate and I did but when I was about to cum she'd stop me and put me back in chastity the pain of my testicles went away I adapted it didn't hurt like at first even when I was doing my chores around the house she'd pass by and squeeze my balls with her extended hand and I'd feel like I was going to cum but she'd stop me and I'd be left in chastity until... To not make a long story short I started feminizing myself to the point of getting breast implants hips buttocks legs and facial retouching so as not to look too masculine the rest came with The practice of sex. The lady hadn't done it in a while, at least not the oral sex that gave her or the penetrations she made me do until I came counting as sex because if there was one point it's that I discovered I'm a sissy my true self. Well, with this being 100% dressed all the time 24/7 came gatherings and walks and in one of those gatherings I found my ex and we connected but she didn't know it was me although she knew I was a man a sissy and played with that got to know a facet of her I didn't know consequently got to know her boyfriend and well there was some flirting and at the end we ended up having sex in the upstairs rooms she confessed to me what always liked sissies for this my ex doesn't know and we keep getting together and having sex secretly sometimes it excites me when I think I'm better than my ex or that I'm eating the man of my ex and I end up with a disaster on top of my ex's boyfriend also gets me excited when he kisses me and I end in his mouth thinking that after kissing him I would kiss my ex I imagine something must remind her of the taste to me Sorry for boring you, kisses and be careful I love your blog