Probe of everything in life-my beginnings

Hello community, I decided to take a turn in my life and from now on I want to put into writing something that has been going around in my mind for some time and keep as a secret under 7 keys, my sexual experiences, I consider myself bisexual, since at the beginning I was with men only to later be with women. First, I'll briefly describe myself before starting my story, I'm a 39-year-old man, married, daughters, work, an absolutely normal life, I live in a city in central Argentina and recently returned from vacation, my family stayed at my place of origin, vacationing for some time longer, that's why I took advantage of my solitude to write and tell how I started my sexual life.


To start, I have to go back in time when I was young, I have vague memories of that time but I still remember it, as they will realize it started in a forced way due to the innocence of that age, sometimes I blame myself, sometimes the one who did it to me, who was a very close relative, but then I try to put things on the scale and think why it happened, simply because it happened, because of my own innocence and teenage heat from the other side, just remembering makes a lot of feelings pass through my head, an ambiguity of sensations, but simply because it happened, it's over with me now, one way to heal all that is to tell this story through this medium.

It was a rainy afternoon, my parents had gone out to shop, and I was left alone with my older brother, I remember we were in the living room watching TV, sitting one next to the other on the couch, it was raining buckets, everything normal until then, later he made me sit on his lap and I thought it was a game, I remember starting to feel like my pants were going down, then I started feeling a piece of hot meat in my anus, I didn't know what it was about until that moment, I think it was a cock jajaj, I remember starting to penetrate slowly, it was an in-and-out that started giving me a weird sensation, almost pleasant, later after a few minutes between my cheeks a hot liquid started dripping out, very thick and slippery, (I found out much later it was cum) 😋 then I went to the bathroom and put myself on the bidet to wash my booty, even though it was still feeling slippery, I cleaned up and got dressed again, later after a while my parents arrived and everything went back to normal, but it never happened again.

As a conclusion, I take away that this, although it was a bit traumatic and changed my life forever, but opened the way for me to experience other experiences much later, such as trying cocks through oral sex and that unique head taste, and being penetrated on several occasions, only that this time the protagonists were other stallions 😁even with another family member, I will recount that experience in another story, that's why the title, of trying everything, even incest, is why I'm searching a lot about that topic today.

Good community, I won't bore you anymore, if you want write to me in private and tell me similar experiences. This that I told blew my head off and opened my mind in a brutal way, I think within limits it's possible to try everything in the world of libido.
Forgive the writing and orthographic errors. Until next time

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