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Hello how are you it's a pleasure to greet you I'm a husband who wants to be cuck but it's not official yet since my wife doesn't accept it very well at all Let me tell you when we have sex she is very calm normal I'm on top or later she's on top and not always because when she doesn't feel like it she just leaves me on top and tells me she wants me to come in 5 minutes after we start although I must confess it didn't last long maximum 10 or 15 minutes then retaking but when she wants to come she gets on top of me and takes control even though sometimes I can't take it and I come first and she gets a little frustrated but then she goes to take a bath (I imagine she's masturbating in the shower because she locks the door and doesn't let me in except for those times) On another occasion I found a toy (a vibrator) among her clothes and she didn't know what to do when she saw it in my hand but I told her it was okay that I understood and that she didn't have to hide to use it that she could use it with me even add it to sex and we did so (I highly recommend adding that to sex and pufffss they can come a lot more) until recently when I told her to imagine it was another man and we were going to make love between the two of us that night was incredible I came a lot like her and we did so for a few nights until I asked her who she remembered when we used the helper (vibrator) she said no one that she only enjoyed it I insisted until I played with her saying that some ex had done it to me or one of them had a yummy cock she just smiled and didn't say anything Until one night when we were hot and heavy she told me bring the helper and we started the deed and she told me in truth do you want someone remembered then I'll remember my ex he used to make me scream he had an amazing penis I enjoyed it a lot like me She'd grab and puff me, she'd run away, I'd only look at her and smile saying it's so exciting the next time I'll tell you more... And that was how in our next relationships they were more frequent for her to call me by my ex's name and every orgasm I had would scream his name and she'd come a lot, I couldn't take it and I'd finish faster than normal there was something in that scream mixed between orgasm and memory that I couldn't contain and I'd come... She also liked playing with that later she'd rub my penis and say do you really want me to let your ex fuck me because I love feeling his penis inside of me and coming inside me it fascinates me and puffs me, making me cum just between us, saying siiiii... but she'd say only here between us because it won't happen in real life.. But every time she looks more anxious and distracted and every orgasm now screams her ex's name and comes incredibly each time she wants to come I scream his name and when she doesn't mention him I know there won't be an orgasm even though she says there will but it doesn't feel the same, I've told her to be my official hotwife but she refuses sometimes I think if she has sex with someone else and won't tell me or maybe she will but she looks better and more radiant when we play that I'm her ex... She says only I'm hers and she can't believe it happened what she said.. But I have doubts, but anyway the sex is incredible and blowjobs are too just when we play that I'm her ex. The next time I'll surprise her I'll come with someone to see her reaction and whisper in her ear today you'll be my hotwife, not your ex but maybe it can help us, you'll have sex with both of us at the same time or just with him, you decide... let's see what happens and maybe she'll accept it.