Mi fantasía con un trio lo harian conmigo ??

I've always had the fantasy of being with 2 men at the same time, I like to think that one of them puts me on four and penetrates me from behind while the other is in front of me with his member in my mouth, giving him a good blow job and enjoying it as they penetrate me at the same time. Since a few days ago this fantasy hasn't left me alone, it's taken hold of my mind and won't let me work, my performance at work has dropped and not just there but I've also been somewhat absent at home, this fantasy won't leave me alone. Would it help to fulfill it ?