Amar a una Femboy, Amar a un Imposible.

I know it already, you'll tell me I'm dreaming and can only imagine you like that as if I knew you wereIdiot! They don't exist for you!, stop dreaming...You're just torturing yourself, you're just wasting your time... They are somewhere else with people who aren't you!Stop bothering with your supposed Valkyries...They'll only laugh at you!And you're in love! And you get excited like an animal and they...Smile mischievously and don't care about you at all!Look how you don't have ways to accompany yourself, to help yourself, you don't understand...But I know you still haven't lost, the one they call the man without hope...or hopelessness which seems to be the same. It seems like someone is there and hasn't left!And you're looking at her again!...Oh wow...She's going to be a girl with cancer or AIDS or depression or about to kill herself??? I think she really hasn't woken up yet...Come on! You don't deserve it!!! You'd be doing yourself a favor if you laughed at yourself to tears! This one is gorgeous! Do you think even an ant has seen you?With her you can only dream... While she ignores you.Oh come on, do it already!!!It's not real, you've never been able to do something like this!!! You'd never have someone like HER!Oh how's this other one!Just dreams...Do you want but she is not here with you...She hasn't seen you and...BUT!!! WHAT IS SHE DOING THIS TIME? NO!!! DON'T PAY HER FOR THIS! AND YOU WON'T EVEN LOOK AT HER UNHAPPY!!!...No big deal...You'll never see her anyway... ..................... ................You're even dumber than ever... ........Relax, idiot...anyway... Well, I'm just letting you live another day in lies today! But it's only a fantasy, tomorrow will be mine again...Your abandoned heart!