mi primera experiencia (o casi)

Good as some will see I write things on this medium to unload, so if you're waiting for me to tell a story about hard sex, fantasies, and something really ten out of ten, it would be better if they leave. With what happened to me today, I could say that I realized many things. The first is that I had this encounter because I felt dumped or something like that, I feel attracted to my best friend, he drives me crazy, once someone asked me if it was just simple heat or if I really wanted him, and with what happened today I know, and I'm in love, even though until now I don't like that word, it sounds too cheesy, we've known each other for a few years, we have many things in common, we're very close friends, and we have a lot of confidence to almost see each other naked, so nothing, he drives me crazy, being with him is very harmful to me and now that I know I'm in love it's even worse because I won't get him out of my head from one day to the next, I think about him all day so it's really hard. Today I decided to meet a much older guy than me to lose my virginity, so we met but couldn't do almost anything, to be honest I'm annoyed, is it because it was my first time? Because I don't get my friend out of my head? To be honest I don't know, but it was an unforgettable experience. We met in a place, started playing around, told him I was a virgin so he went crazy, but we didn't do much, got a ten-minute blow job with my little experience, then tried to put it in but since I was very tight it couldn't be done, which thinking about it now is better. So I'll wait for the right person or someone who can heat me up more, so they can teach me everything I need to know and not make a fool of myself... he was at least polite enough to tell me to take care and not do it just for the sake of doing it, think about what you're doing, even asked for my ID to see if I was old enough, since we decided not to do anything, at least not the easy part. I started touching her for a few minutes until I finished in my hand, we cleaned up, said goodbye and each one went their separate way. I hope to have a better experience something that will truly help me overcome what I'm living through.