Solo una fantasía o un deseo reprimido?

Good nights beautiful people. In this post, I'll try to summarize what happens in my life, what I feel and what happens to me if someone is interested or has something similar, feel free to comment and express yourself. I was born a man in a middle-class family, everything very normal. Since I was very young, I had curiosities, nocturnal fantasies, and a lot of interest in sex without knowing it yet. No one ever pushed me into anything, but I felt like I liked changing my role as a man to a woman and behaving that way always in the most intimate silence. At some point, I thought I was in the wrong body, not mine. But at the same time, I also liked being a man. Then it was something I didn't fully understand. I arrived at a certain age where I would stay alone at home for hours and use them to try on women's clothes and I liked it. This is how my taste evolved more and more until I managed to get my own and move around the world, getting to know people in chats and things like that. And this is something I still enjoy today, although only occasionally due to work or hetero relationships that also enjoyed it so much that I created a completely feminine alter ego taking pictures and videos and sometimes sharing them with people with my same influences and interests, chats, videocalls, Skype, etc.. Now I'm over 30 and I have a divided closet between women's and men's clothes, this is the biggest secret of mine. And I wanted to share it today. Today one of my fantasies is having an affair with active boys, me being passive, fulfilling the role of woman completely but open to suggestions. TMBs attract me to trans girls or mid-term crossdressers (how I consider myself) in my life I had few experiences with encounters but never reaching a total penetration that's something I would like to fulfill also at least meet more people like me and have some fun. experiment with. As you'll see on my profile My woman's name is Paula Magali and I usually share discreet and respectful private Skype or WhatsApp. I'm from Buenos Aires, Argentina. And I consider myself to have a good body, although I've gained a bit of weight lately (a few extra kilos), but I like dressing up entirely, making-up, using wigs, and showing off in videos by dancing or parading around, displaying everything I've got. Well, I think that's all for now. I'll answer questions or make future posts if you're interested in more depth. Thanks for taking the time to read me. Kisses