Como me volvi "adicto" al porno trans y me fascina

Hi, just a warning in this part I'll focus more on how I was surprised about the topic of transgender people, it will only have a little bit of morbidity, but from the third part onwards I'll continue my story with more sexual things haha.After I had a tremendous masturbation with Venus Lux and Eva Lyn actresses where they were having sex, when I released dopamine with my semen that shot out, wow I couldn't describe the guilt I felt towards myself about what I did, the heat could get to me and it happened, I wondered if this was okay?, if I was gay for what I did, or things like that, again I stayed two weeks without seeing anything pornographic and I started reflecting on myself, I told myself I didn't like transsexuals but it was all the opposite, just by seeing a photo of Venus or another transsexual girl, my rifle would stop at everything, it was just a matter of time before I accepted that peculiar taste or fetish if you can call it that. Three days passed, while I was bored and had nothing to do, I started researching what exactly transsexual girls were, and if that made me gay or bisexual, after reading like four internet pages where my doubts about transsexual people were resolved, that's how everything was very confusing for me, that men would have operations and take hormones to look like women and vice versa with women who also went through the procedure but transformed into men, most of them stayed with their respective sexual organs, since apparently having an operation is very expensive and risky at the same time. Reading that information at a young age was very confusing, I came out with more questions and doubts than answers, but the thing is that I understood that they only changed gender and that's how they considered themselves, that a transsexual girl considers herself a woman and a transsexual boy considers himself a man. The thing is then the actresses with whom I got off were men like me sometimes, but at some point they operated and debuted in transgender porn cinema, from there I decided to search for Venus Lux photos on Google and after scrolling down a bit I found what I was looking for, a photo of her before she had an operation, between the website that was in English, but

To summarize I was talking about Venus' transition from man to woman, looking at her photos when she was a man didn't do anything for me, it didn't even get my attention or make me find her attractive, but when she was already fully a woman my penis reacted quickly haha then I drew my conclusion that I wasn't gay because I got excited by her feminine form not masculine one but still had her nepe, but that was secondary (then someone told me on this page it depends on how you see them if they're with tits or women with a dick), I saw them as the second option, so I consider myself heterosexual) After seeing Venus' transition, I saw some more actresses and well there was something in common and it is that since they were men, they had certain behaviors like the poses they made, they defined their eyes, painted their mouth etc, Then my conclusion was that effectively I liked transsexuals and the more feminine she looked the hotter I got, and I left aside what was between her legs, concluded why I was attracted to this category of porn because it was taboo or curious about how despite having a beautiful girl with a dick that was what was attractive and by their submissive attitude when they had sex with men and behaved like girls but with the added bonus of having a dick, After all that, little by little I gave in to temptation, I couldn't deny my taste and attraction towards them, even though some were once men I saw them as women and they also considered themselves that way, I would tell myself I was still heterosexual despite masturbating with women with packages which eventually took a backseat and no longer mattered. After 5 months of enjoying transsexuals, the only ones I saw at that time were Venus Lux and Eva Lyn, even I dare say I watched all their videos from their beginnings to the most recent in 2019 haha, also my theory that I wasn't gay because I watched transsexual porn was I would omit the videos where they were the ones who were like it's called, active, I liked when they were submissive with boys, because when I saw a video of Venus where she was screwing the boy I felt very uncomfortable haha, So I omitted all the videos where they were the ones screwing the man, I only watched where they were screwing a real girl or another transsexual. And honestly it's true that I don't regret dedicating my jacks and all my cum to thinking about them and especially Venus Lux, she was my first love transsexual and the one who got me into this world that I'm still amazed by.



In the third part I'll talk more in detail about how I got to know more trans girls, how I was accepting this taste and more things, this part will focus more on what it means to be a trans girl or trans girls, since I didn't have knowledge about that and also cleared up my doubt about being gay or not while consuming this type of porn genre) anyway if you liked it give points or leave a comment adding ideas about what I could put in part 3 apart from the ones I have planned to put, so I feel supported and would have more enthusiasm to publish the rest. thanks for reading 🙂 Another picture of my queen Venus, who gets me really hard with that pose and dressed like this