No me animo a hacerme coger por complejo de Sissy gordita

I've been wanting to get someone to screw me in a motel and finally satisfy my repressed desires as a slut, I need to feel the penis and arms of a real man. I don't know if guys will like sissies but I'm not giving up on my desires anymore, yet it's embarrassing to undress in front of someone who isn't my wife. Knowing we'd be two men makes it more bearable.I've been buying girlie clothes for a while now, so I don't lack sexy lingerie besides having the ones my wife shares with me