Hello. I'm Brisa. I'm 20 years old. I see that here they tell stories and that serves to unload things that happened and you don't know who to tell because of shame. So I'm going to write... things that I actually wrote in an intimate diary but now I'm going to tell them here.
It turns out that I used to live with my mom, stepdad, and two half-brothers who are the sons of my stepdad. One is a year older than me and the other a year younger. And we've lived together since I can remember. Their mother died of cancer and then she met my mom and they got married. So we made a big family.
My brothers would touch me... I don't know since what age it was, but I grew up thinking it wasn't bad. It's more... we'd take off our clothes sometimes and touch each other... just that... and I'd go to sleep and they'd make me spread my legs and touch or put their fingers in... I'd only move when it hurt. But otherwise... it was like a game... nobody ever suspected the adults of what was happening in our room.
What I remember most is that they started doing more of it when we were bigger was giving me blowjobs on my small nipples, which made them do that... and I would just look. They would ask to suck me and I would show them and let them do it. It didn't seem bad to me at all. It was always a game for me.
We three were going to school every morning, my mom worked and so did my stepdad. And each night before sleeping... we played those sexual games... of touching or having them suck my nipples. One day was rare... because while the biggest one sucked my nipples he told me I was very good at it and asked if we could do something more than that... to which I imagined what it could be but I said no, I didn't feel like it, he insisted a bit but I didn't want it. He touched me and if I got hot with his fingers on my pussy but didn't want him to.
From some time ago, I noticed that my stepfather changed or was changing... like he didn't want to notice me before... and since then, he's been treating me differently... he cared more about my things and asked me and talked to me... and always defended me in arguments with my half-brothers or even when I argued with Mom, he would always jump in to defend me... I liked it that way... I felt protected... but ... a lot of time passed... and one day... I was very sick with vomiting and bad pain... he took me to a healer... I couldn't even walk from the stomach pains and how badly I was feeling with fever... That morning, my brothers went to school... my stepfather took them and left me because I was still sick... a little better but not fully... after my mom gave me a nasty herb tea and left for work... it was freezing and raining heavily... I fell asleep and felt the house door open... someone came in... went to the bathroom... and then entered the room... it was my stepfather... he sat on my bed, asked how I was, petted me... I told him I was better... and he said it was cold and that he should make a little spot on the bed for himself... I was surprised by that... and half didn't want to... but okay. I moved over a bit... and I remember he took off his undershirt and pants... he told me it was so he could be more comfortable and smiled...
My stepfather got into bed and if it was cold... he told us to hug each other and that's what happened. We hugged and I felt something because I felt his penis rubbing against my leg when we settled in... for a little while. I remember I had embarrassment because I was wearing a big grey sweater and underwear. And I didn't want him to see me... it gave me embarrassment... at one point he told me he liked being like this with me and that he liked getting along with me and that I was a really pretty young lady... and nice things like that... until he looked straight into my eyes. We stared at each other for 3 seconds and then he started kissing me on the mouth... I couldn't believe it... it was my first kiss on the mouth with someone... and we kept kissing for a while and I actually liked what I felt... until I noticed one hand started searching for me to touch me below... my pussy... and started caressing my pussy above my underwear. It put my heart at a thousand... I think I was hot but also nervous... between kisses and touching me.... he went adjusting himself, moving up towards me... and after a little while he was kissing me and opened my legs and put his legs between mine... and pressed his cock against my pussy... while he kept kissing me. I got scared and didn't know how to stop this... and then so many things happened I couldn't and wanted to pull out but it didn't come out and I let him then... kept kissing... first he gave me something when he put his whole tongue in my mouth and felt like he was putting his tongue all over my mouth, reciting the inside of my mouth with his tongue but after that I started learning and tried to do the same thing back to him... in the middle of this... he seemed to take off his boxers and didn't remove my underwear but pushed it aside and felt his cock against my pussy... felt hot... and wanted to get into me... told him no... but couldn't say anything bad... later between kisses I told him I'm a virgin... so he knows... and he said not. It used to bother me... and little by little I felt like his cock was entering my pussy until it went all the way in with each kiss and us moving more... and it hurt very little in reality but I was still scared... but as if so many kisses and so much tongue made me forget about my pussy and he would push again and keep going in... and the last moment was like something suddenly came undone and it went in hard... I just let out a scream of fright... but it stayed quiet inside me... he was only kissing me and I felt my pussy all stretched out with his cock that was really big and well inside me and still... until he started to pull out and push back in and there I felt everything tight and a little pain and each time my nerves were passing and I think it was getting easier... and he started moving more and more... that's when I knew I was being fucked.... and then I started to like what I felt.... it was good.
I liked feeling that. Every time I was better... then he told me to come up... and there like I didn't know what to do apart because it's my stepfather.. it made me feel so embarrassed.. but he was guiding me.. I think I got annoyed seeing him.. I would have preferred everything in the dark.. not like that with so much clarity from the window.. it was raining heavily... all the glass next to my window fogged up. Excellent for a couple making love. I went upstairs and wanted him to take off my underwear but he didn't... I didn't want to... I would have preferred running around a bit and having his cock go through the side of my underwear...
I left it, letting him go slow and it seemed easier now.. I was on top of him.. she entered quickly all the cock and didn't want to move me either. But I think it was more because of the shame I had.. and he grabbed my waist and there I moved.. apart from being light I was on top of him.. I'm small and petite for him... and he started moving me and it hurt now like it scared me thinking that he would do me wrong... it seemed like he was very inside my pussy and that's what made me feel bad.. ah it hurt more... I couldn't move because it hurt... I wanted to take her out a little bit. But I couldn't...
Ah, I was up there and I was moving slowly... he lifted my shirt to see my tits and I didn't want him to. I felt embarrassed that he would see me... but he insisted and let me lift it a bit... he wanted to suck my nipples but couldn't. I don't know... it's like he's really big and tall for me. It seemed like we weren't fitting well like that... and then he got off of me... he said he couldn't take it anymore... that's what I remember... he put me on my stomach... took off my underwear quickly... opened my legs a bit... and started putting his cock in my pussy... entered and now it feels like an ardor... and there he started moving really fast... every time faster... I was holding onto the backrest so it wouldn't make too much noise... he was going to come in my bed... and then he said we're going to his bed next time... and there he grabbed me really hard... did a lot to me... it hurt... I told him it hurts... told him slower... but nothing... until I felt incredible when he finished... didn't believe it would feel that way... noticed everything when he came like it swelled up and felt good the warm semen that shot out because my belly got hot inside... my stomach was full of semen and we stayed there... made me feel really heavy... after he left, he told me to go back to work... I covered myself and just looked at him scared... Ah, then he said while getting dressed not to tell anyone about this... and obviously I said no way... wouldn't dare say something like that... it would cause a huge mess... and went to the bathroom... came back and told me to take a bath... told me I'm really beautiful... and feels nice things for me... I smiled and we kissed on the mouth and he left... I was still there, all thought out... my head was a mess... after a while... I got on my stomach again... and well... did something I sometimes do... started masturbating... opened my legs and started rubbing my clitoris with my fingers... and also felt like my stepfather's semen was coming out of me... and I got scared because I never really believed that would come out of me... but it was lubricated with mine Fingers and I would pass it through my clitoris... I'm sincere... tried to remember how he was screwing me and at the same time I was rubbing my clitoris with semen and I had a terrible orgasm... what nice... I stayed all trembling... bad bad... what nice it was.... I re fell asleep and woke up when my mom came in with my half-brothers.. they arrived and a mess.. and I who felt like a woman now.. After I could get up and went to lunch with them.. my diet that made my mom and swear I felt like a woman now.. would be... nothing of fun... don't know... was different everything seemed... and I wanted to do it again.. or not... but then I got back in bed and slept all afternoon.. at night I went to bathe just... and again took advantage of the shower to masturbate again... what nice it was... After my stepfather arrived and looked at me differently... and I too but we pretended everything was fine as if nothing... we had dinner together... and it was so different that day after my first time.. I'll tell you more about what happened next in my next story. Kisses...
It turns out that I used to live with my mom, stepdad, and two half-brothers who are the sons of my stepdad. One is a year older than me and the other a year younger. And we've lived together since I can remember. Their mother died of cancer and then she met my mom and they got married. So we made a big family.My brothers would touch me... I don't know since what age it was, but I grew up thinking it wasn't bad. It's more... we'd take off our clothes sometimes and touch each other... just that... and I'd go to sleep and they'd make me spread my legs and touch or put their fingers in... I'd only move when it hurt. But otherwise... it was like a game... nobody ever suspected the adults of what was happening in our room.What I remember most is that they started doing more of it when we were bigger was giving me blowjobs on my small nipples, which made them do that... and I would just look. They would ask to suck me and I would show them and let them do it. It didn't seem bad to me at all. It was always a game for me.We three were going to school every morning, my mom worked and so did my stepdad. And each night before sleeping... we played those sexual games... of touching or having them suck my nipples. One day was rare... because while the biggest one sucked my nipples he told me I was very good at it and asked if we could do something more than that... to which I imagined what it could be but I said no, I didn't feel like it, he insisted a bit but I didn't want it. He touched me and if I got hot with his fingers on my pussy but didn't want him to.From some time ago, I noticed that my stepfather changed or was changing... like he didn't want to notice me before... and since then, he's been treating me differently... he cared more about my things and asked me and talked to me... and always defended me in arguments with my half-brothers or even when I argued with Mom, he would always jump in to defend me... I liked it that way... I felt protected... but ... a lot of time passed... and one day... I was very sick with vomiting and bad pain... he took me to a healer... I couldn't even walk from the stomach pains and how badly I was feeling with fever... That morning, my brothers went to school... my stepfather took them and left me because I was still sick... a little better but not fully... after my mom gave me a nasty herb tea and left for work... it was freezing and raining heavily... I fell asleep and felt the house door open... someone came in... went to the bathroom... and then entered the room... it was my stepfather... he sat on my bed, asked how I was, petted me... I told him I was better... and he said it was cold and that he should make a little spot on the bed for himself... I was surprised by that... and half didn't want to... but okay. I moved over a bit... and I remember he took off his undershirt and pants... he told me it was so he could be more comfortable and smiled...My stepfather got into bed and if it was cold... he told us to hug each other and that's what happened. We hugged and I felt something because I felt his penis rubbing against my leg when we settled in... for a little while. I remember I had embarrassment because I was wearing a big grey sweater and underwear. And I didn't want him to see me... it gave me embarrassment... at one point he told me he liked being like this with me and that he liked getting along with me and that I was a really pretty young lady... and nice things like that... until he looked straight into my eyes. We stared at each other for 3 seconds and then he started kissing me on the mouth... I couldn't believe it... it was my first kiss on the mouth with someone... and we kept kissing for a while and I actually liked what I felt... until I noticed one hand started searching for me to touch me below... my pussy... and started caressing my pussy above my underwear. It put my heart at a thousand... I think I was hot but also nervous... between kisses and touching me.... he went adjusting himself, moving up towards me... and after a little while he was kissing me and opened my legs and put his legs between mine... and pressed his cock against my pussy... while he kept kissing me. I got scared and didn't know how to stop this... and then so many things happened I couldn't and wanted to pull out but it didn't come out and I let him then... kept kissing... first he gave me something when he put his whole tongue in my mouth and felt like he was putting his tongue all over my mouth, reciting the inside of my mouth with his tongue but after that I started learning and tried to do the same thing back to him... in the middle of this... he seemed to take off his boxers and didn't remove my underwear but pushed it aside and felt his cock against my pussy... felt hot... and wanted to get into me... told him no... but couldn't say anything bad... later between kisses I told him I'm a virgin... so he knows... and he said not. It used to bother me... and little by little I felt like his cock was entering my pussy until it went all the way in with each kiss and us moving more... and it hurt very little in reality but I was still scared... but as if so many kisses and so much tongue made me forget about my pussy and he would push again and keep going in... and the last moment was like something suddenly came undone and it went in hard... I just let out a scream of fright... but it stayed quiet inside me... he was only kissing me and I felt my pussy all stretched out with his cock that was really big and well inside me and still... until he started to pull out and push back in and there I felt everything tight and a little pain and each time my nerves were passing and I think it was getting easier... and he started moving more and more... that's when I knew I was being fucked.... and then I started to like what I felt.... it was good.I liked feeling that. Every time I was better... then he told me to come up... and there like I didn't know what to do apart because it's my stepfather.. it made me feel so embarrassed.. but he was guiding me.. I think I got annoyed seeing him.. I would have preferred everything in the dark.. not like that with so much clarity from the window.. it was raining heavily... all the glass next to my window fogged up. Excellent for a couple making love. I went upstairs and wanted him to take off my underwear but he didn't... I didn't want to... I would have preferred running around a bit and having his cock go through the side of my underwear...I left it, letting him go slow and it seemed easier now.. I was on top of him.. she entered quickly all the cock and didn't want to move me either. But I think it was more because of the shame I had.. and he grabbed my waist and there I moved.. apart from being light I was on top of him.. I'm small and petite for him... and he started moving me and it hurt now like it scared me thinking that he would do me wrong... it seemed like he was very inside my pussy and that's what made me feel bad.. ah it hurt more... I couldn't move because it hurt... I wanted to take her out a little bit. But I couldn't...Ah, I was up there and I was moving slowly... he lifted my shirt to see my tits and I didn't want him to. I felt embarrassed that he would see me... but he insisted and let me lift it a bit... he wanted to suck my nipples but couldn't. I don't know... it's like he's really big and tall for me. It seemed like we weren't fitting well like that... and then he got off of me... he said he couldn't take it anymore... that's what I remember... he put me on my stomach... took off my underwear quickly... opened my legs a bit... and started putting his cock in my pussy... entered and now it feels like an ardor... and there he started moving really fast... every time faster... I was holding onto the backrest so it wouldn't make too much noise... he was going to come in my bed... and then he said we're going to his bed next time... and there he grabbed me really hard... did a lot to me... it hurt... I told him it hurts... told him slower... but nothing... until I felt incredible when he finished... didn't believe it would feel that way... noticed everything when he came like it swelled up and felt good the warm semen that shot out because my belly got hot inside... my stomach was full of semen and we stayed there... made me feel really heavy... after he left, he told me to go back to work... I covered myself and just looked at him scared... Ah, then he said while getting dressed not to tell anyone about this... and obviously I said no way... wouldn't dare say something like that... it would cause a huge mess... and went to the bathroom... came back and told me to take a bath... told me I'm really beautiful... and feels nice things for me... I smiled and we kissed on the mouth and he left... I was still there, all thought out... my head was a mess... after a while... I got on my stomach again... and well... did something I sometimes do... started masturbating... opened my legs and started rubbing my clitoris with my fingers... and also felt like my stepfather's semen was coming out of me... and I got scared because I never really believed that would come out of me... but it was lubricated with mine Fingers and I would pass it through my clitoris... I'm sincere... tried to remember how he was screwing me and at the same time I was rubbing my clitoris with semen and I had a terrible orgasm... what nice... I stayed all trembling... bad bad... what nice it was.... I re fell asleep and woke up when my mom came in with my half-brothers.. they arrived and a mess.. and I who felt like a woman now.. After I could get up and went to lunch with them.. my diet that made my mom and swear I felt like a woman now.. would be... nothing of fun... don't know... was different everything seemed... and I wanted to do it again.. or not... but then I got back in bed and slept all afternoon.. at night I went to bathe just... and again took advantage of the shower to masturbate again... what nice it was... After my stepfather arrived and looked at me differently... and I too but we pretended everything was fine as if nothing... we had dinner together... and it was so different that day after my first time.. I'll tell you more about what happened next in my next story. Kisses...
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