My beginnings

I introduce myself, currently I'm 35 years old and I'll tell some of the experiences from my life. My childhood was lived in a rural area of one of Mexico's states, at 18 years old I migrated to a city for work reasons and at 24 years old I emigrated to USA for the same reason, work, at 32 I returned to my hometown where I'm writing this. My beginnings of 'training' started when I was approximately 11-12 years old, I was interested in everything about sex and the education they gave us in school about sex seemed fascinating, I wanted to experience what it's like to have sexual relationships, what it feels like, etc., but I had fear of performing all these acts because what books said was that you should do it with great responsibility and protect yourself, among many other things. And conquering a girl was something complicated for me since I was quite shy, so on one occasion I thought, maybe I could have relations with her, I could insert something in her butt and see how she feels, and then, a few days later I tried it, I inserted the stick of an Opal, not the Opal itself but what's left of it after eating it, it's a small rolled-up paper stick about 10 cm long and a few millimeters thick, so one night I introduced it into my anus, slowly, managed to get more than half in and was doing it in and out and it didn't seem like a big deal, I felt like burning or something, afterwards I fell asleep and thus for the following days, every time I ate an Opal, I would introduce it at night and started to enjoy it.Some occasions I would come out dirty with what would be feces, it was when I went deeper I suppose, but then I started to look like a thin popsicle stick, later I introduced two and then three. Later I began using a wooden popsicle stick, the kind they sell at stationery stores, it was a bit thicker than the popsicle stick, only it was rougher and much longer, so I would introduce it with quite some care, but the problem is that it would come out dirty and how could I solve this problem.

Around the same age, I found out that someone my age had been given an enema for medical purposes, to cure them of some disease, so I thought; and if I do the same thing, only with water, just to clean my intestines and make everything clean, so I started thinking about how I could do it and managed to get a quite thin and soft hose, adapting it to thicker ones until I got the thickness of the potable water hose.

Once everything was connected, I introduced a part of the thin and soft hose and opened the tap on the potable water little by little and wanted to, it was something extremely tasty for me, I kept going in and out with the water from my ass all afternoon, this is what I did having thirteen years old, and after taking the water out, I would introduce things, gradually increasing the thickness of what I introduced, from introducing wooden popsicle sticks to introducing toothbrushes, small bottles, bananas, lemons, etc., gradually the hole was getting bigger, little by little, year by year a bit bigger.

I was discovering many things, discovering that there are diverse genres. Discovering pornography, anal sex in pornography, and also experimenting with many things regarding sex with myself; I discovered the anal mucosa, which works more or less like lubricant and I loved putting things in using only the anal mucosa as lubricant, also I discovered bleeding during Forced insertion of something quite large, so I used edible oil as a lubricant for a long time. At 15 years old, I could easily introduce things that were 'large' enough, as I practiced it about 5-10 times a month, inserting everything I could. In all this, at 15 years old I had my first girlfriend with a vulva, before 15 I think I had my first ejaculations while masturbating and pre-ejaculations with insertions that massaged my prostate. When I discovered the masturbation of my penis, I loved it, I loved to masturbate and watch pornography, wanted to do it with a woman, so I got myself a girlfriend.

Having a girlfriend, I realized several factors; the attention needed, expenses, jealousy, anger, a lot of diverse feelings and according to me, I didn't feel a winning relationship, since I did have orgasms with her but they weren't as intense as when something was inserted in my ass and it was massaging my prostate. I continued with my girlfriend for a year at that time, left the insertions, sometimes I wanted to do it, but I no longer had the same desires.

As 16 or 17 years old, I ended with my girlfriend, went back to playing around, but discovered my hole had closed, so I had to start with smaller objects, not as many as when I started for the first time, but with small objects; feathers, small deodorants, fingers, broom handle, among many others. And the way to 'protect' or make it smoother is that I would put balls on top so it wouldn't feel too rough.

After going back to my previous size, I wanted to keep experimenting with thicker and deeper objects, but didn't have something comfortable and safe to insert myself, since I realized the colon went further in, gave more room and discovered it when I did enemas, sometimes feeling the water entered more than normal and had a fear of it staying there, so I tried hard to get it out and it would come out dirty. So I researched and discovered There exists the sigmoid colon, so I had only been under it all the time, that would be a new one. At 18, finishing high school, I emigrated to a city to work, so I didn't have enough time for nilos material insertions to make myself an enema, besides there were few sex-shops in the city where I was and I had fear of going because it was not such a big city and I wandered around the city for work, so I decided to come up with homemade forms as I always did. I bought some meters of green hose, burned one side so it wouldn't hurt when I put it in my ass and it worked, it stayed somewhat soft, I connected it to the faucet and that was it, now I could make enemas again, now there was pending another issue, what to insert and once more abuse different objects and this time I went to the big leagues. Obviously started small again and kept going, on vacation I stayed in the city and gave myself over to the task, one day did the insertions, rested for one or two days and then went back to the enema and insertion, finishing my vacation, managed to insert a 600 ml Coca-Booty bottle, obviously halfway, didn't manage to pass the sigmoid colon yet. And so I kept going, inserting different bottles at least on Saturdays and Sundays, being in the city I was with different women also, I loved having relationships with different women, also paid beautiful transsexual prostitutes for sex with them, but I wasn't with any man yet, in a drunk that I had one of the pretty boys made me a blow job and I put it in him more or less, but didn't continue. In another occasion, I got with a boy, we were both drunk and nothing happened. Being in the same city, I started with deeper enemas, managed to introduce the hose 35-40 centimeters and opened everything up at the faucet, it felt delicious, kept the water and took it out, all was lovely, only that I still didn't have something that would go in to the bottom of my. I made some homemade long dildos, but they didn't work well, it hurt during insertion and sometimes mucosa came out with blood and occasionally it was also dirty.

After being in the city for about 6 years doing everything I could; inserting up to a 600ml Coca-Booty bottle, beer cans, sex with different women, transgender prostitutes, ..., I decided to migrate to the United States at 24 years old.

In the United States, I lived in different cities until I settled in one where I didn't know anyone or there wasn't anyone from my hometown or close friends, as I had some ideas in mind and didn't need curious people. In the city where I settled, I worked as a cook, the first year I dedicated myself fully to work and didn't give myself much time for pleasure, only masturbating while watching gay porn, transgender porn, and hiring transgender prostitutes with vaginas.

Little by little, I was learning basic English and getting to know the places, I looked for a discreet sex shop and one day I went in and saw everything they had, I felt like I had crossed a portal and arrived in a new world, but it was all very expensive, so I bought an economic and standard dildo that wasn't too big, since I was going to start introducing things this time the right way, I also bought anal lubricant, but those that come in little bottles, prepared and package for enema, everything seemed quite expensive, considering I had spent so much all this time my lubricant had been edible oil.

I arrived at the apartment and played with what I had bought, prepared the enema, and realized it was very slow, preparing me would take a lot of time, so I went to the hardware store and bought a condom like the one I had in Mexico, burning one side so that it would be soft, and then yes I managed to insert enough water and leave it relatively clean, so I proceeded to color the lubricant on the dildo and I I introduce it and it tantalized me, I had never introduced something like that before, it was beautiful, smooth, the lubricant's aroma was like an aphrodisiac and I loved it so much that I spent a lot of time with the dildo inside that night, then I understood that it was worth its price. I continued with that dildo for quite some time, so I started thinking about what would be next.

Some time later I went on to buy a long double-headed dildo, since I wanted to pass through the sigmoid colon and discover new feelings, and also I bought J-lube, one of the lubricants that would accompany me for a long time. After the purchase, I proceeded to clean myself with an enema and then inserted the long dildo, oh what delight, something never felt before.

Some time later I went on to buy thicker, longer, and more varied consolators and it was a pleasure introducing them with lubricant, but I had some small problems, time; many times I would arrive tired from work and only have one day off; money; dildos and lubricant were expensive; and cleaning didn't always work well with deep dildos. The last problem is that if I stopped doing insertions for long periods of time, my anus would close up and it would hurt to reinsert and I had to start from the thin ones to the thick ones. On some occasions I helped myself with poppers, but if I used them too much, I got a stress headache.

So I started thinking about a plan, finding a job that didn't take up too much time and starting to work as a part-time passive gay escort and improving deep cleaning, everything was new for me, so initially; I changed jobs to become a food delivery driver, the income was lower but it seemed like a good facade for my next step.

I proceeded to experiment with how to do a deep and well-done cleaning, since my idea was to offer an extreme sex service as passive, I had already reviewed the pages of gay escorts in my city and there were few who offered that. extreme sex, such as fisting, large dildo insertion, etc, the majority offered standard sex. I also asked some who offered these extreme services by price and time given for the service and it seemed that yes, it was all worth the sacrifice. So I proceeded to experiment in order to have an excellent cleanliness of my anus and colon, and found that this would be the recommended methods depending on the type of service:· Normal insertion with penis or standard relationship let's call it; preparation time ranges from 30 minutes to 20 minutes, enemas without passing through the sigmoid colon, enemas for evacuating only what is in the rectum, afterwards I would introduce lubricant J-Lube and a code lubricant with aphrodisiacs so everything was moist inside.· Insertion with large penises, or sex with well-endowed men; the preparation time made it from 40 minutes to 1 hour, as the enema's water only had to pass through the sigmoid colon and then at low pressure, afterwards I would introduce long dildos to extract residual water and waste until everything that came out was clean, then I would proceed to insert lubricants, this was the cleaning routine I usually did before encounters.· Insertion for extreme sex and long sessions; this would be the most exclusive service, as it could take a lot of time in service and giving from standard sex to the most extreme insertions, for the preparation of this I took around 24 hours, for example, if the service started at 9-10 am and could end until night, which could be a complete accompaniment day, around 12-15 hours of service, not all the time having sex, so the preparation began from one day before.

First was food, I stopped eating heavy meals, only small salads, and then began the first enema, 24 hours before, a deep enema with water pressure, not too much but just enough to not hurt, inserting long dildos to check the cleanliness and extract the water in the deep, during the rest of the day there were no meals, only supplements, around 8-10 hours later I took laxatives and then another enema, I did it with water, cum or with the water from cooking oatmeal, and the same with inserting dildos to extract the water and check the cleanliness, sleep early that night to wake up early the next morning.

Upon waking up, I usually feel hungry, take supplements, a lot of water and protein in capsule form, perform another enema with water around two hours before the encounter, deep enema and check the cleanliness as deeply as possible, at this point I performed a deep lubricant insertion, enough to not be running, since the colon begins to expel or absorb the liquid from its interior. Until this moment I have not introduced anything thick and my ass is not sore so I take some poppers if I need them.

After this preparation, it guarantees that the colon will be clean in various ways.

Having already more or less knowledge about anal cleaning, I plan to schedule meetings with other human beings for They will penetrate me, since even then I had only been introduced to dildo-like objects and these would be my first encounters...