Good continue with the story. From that last Saturday of November 2014, we started talking and went out several times with Lu. Although I had already been with other girls and Lu had been with other guys, none of us had ever been in a relationship. The truth is that I always thought it was masturbation to have to get to know someone. For many reasons. First, because I'm too shy (now I handle my shyness differently, but at the time talking to an unknown person made me unbearable, I got nervous, I got anxious, etc). Then, because I had a pretty unusual personality (even the members of my family always told me that I was weird like a green dog, that I was the black sheep, that I was the hunchback, the rebel. They didn't say it badly or anything but it was like that). I never liked going out to dance, I didn't like socializing with people I didn't know, I always wore athletic clothes, I wasn't interested in dressing fashionably or getting a haircut, I wasn't interested in having a car and driving, even though I knew how. In short, I never got worked up about my image, what people could say or think of me or my way of being, dressing, etc. And always said that I wouldn't pretend to be something I'm not just to lift someone's spirits or make a friend or impress someone and if they accepted me like this it was because they really valued me for who I am. But with Lu from the start when we started talking and all that fuss about getting to know someone, I realized that something different had happened. It wasn't like what always happened when I talked to a young lady where we would ask each other about our lives and if by the second or third conversation nothing came of it I got anxious and stopped talking. With Lu we started talking and despite the part of getting to know each other made me completely nervous, I quickly realized that something different was happening. I entered Facebook almost constantly to see if she had sent me a message, I looked forward to them, although we would talk about the same silly things always with people you know. Questions about family, tastes, previous relationships (which in our case had never had a serious relationship with someone, despite having been with other people before). I totally got caught up in those conversations in general and that's why nothing more happened beyond a couple of outings and it all ended there. But with Lu, I wanted to talk about those silly things. We started talking and we clicked really well. We started seeing each other. I started coming to the weekend gatherings we did with the box guys, their friends and crossfit girlfriends, and things were flowing really well. She started coming over to my house (I had never brought a young lady alone to my house before, many girls had come but always in groups of friends, never a solo young lady). She started getting to know my family. I introduced her as a friend from the gym. And that's how it all began.
Lu was weird because she was super fun, outgoing, party-loving, and a bit naughty, and she would go with me wherever I wanted but first my nerves and shyness made me take things slow, and then every time I saw that everything was going well and I could advance, I'd notice she was pulling back. Something told me something bad had happened to her from some girl or bad experience, I didn't sense a violation. But at the same time she was super nice and fun and it made me confused and doubt what was going on.
We were kissing, starting to touch, and suddenly I'd notice she was getting stiff, uncomfortable, not liking it, and I'd stop. And at the same time I didn't want her to think I was a sleepyhead who couldn't get started but every time I advanced I felt like there was a brake from her side.
From that last Saturday in November 2014 until my birthday at the end of May 2015, absolutely nothing happened (we didn't get together). We were kissing, touching each other, I had sucked her, she had sucked my tits, we tried to get it on twice but when I wanted to go down and suck her a little bit she used the word: pussy. Lubricate so I could put it in, I noticed she was getting uncomfortable. Once I got in, I stayed less than two minutes, she came out and it was impossible to put her back in. The same thing happened again, I got in, stayed less than five minutes, and when changing position couldn't get her back in. On my birthday. Not only did she meet the rest of the family I still didn't know, but for the first time she stayed overnight and it was the first time we had all the previous games and a fairly long penetration in various positions. We were also both somewhat drunk. From that day on our relationship began because there was no way to keep telling my family she was just a gym friend who slept over and came home and we kissed and went out for walks, to eat. It was already obvious. Until my birthday it was like that. Many kisses, caresses, teasing, outings, laughter, having a great time, but no sex.
Lu was weird because she was super fun, outgoing, party-loving, and a bit naughty, and she would go with me wherever I wanted but first my nerves and shyness made me take things slow, and then every time I saw that everything was going well and I could advance, I'd notice she was pulling back. Something told me something bad had happened to her from some girl or bad experience, I didn't sense a violation. But at the same time she was super nice and fun and it made me confused and doubt what was going on.
We were kissing, starting to touch, and suddenly I'd notice she was getting stiff, uncomfortable, not liking it, and I'd stop. And at the same time I didn't want her to think I was a sleepyhead who couldn't get started but every time I advanced I felt like there was a brake from her side.
From that last Saturday in November 2014 until my birthday at the end of May 2015, absolutely nothing happened (we didn't get together). We were kissing, touching each other, I had sucked her, she had sucked my tits, we tried to get it on twice but when I wanted to go down and suck her a little bit she used the word: pussy. Lubricate so I could put it in, I noticed she was getting uncomfortable. Once I got in, I stayed less than two minutes, she came out and it was impossible to put her back in. The same thing happened again, I got in, stayed less than five minutes, and when changing position couldn't get her back in. On my birthday. Not only did she meet the rest of the family I still didn't know, but for the first time she stayed overnight and it was the first time we had all the previous games and a fairly long penetration in various positions. We were also both somewhat drunk. From that day on our relationship began because there was no way to keep telling my family she was just a gym friend who slept over and came home and we kissed and went out for walks, to eat. It was already obvious. Until my birthday it was like that. Many kisses, caresses, teasing, outings, laughter, having a great time, but no sex.
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