26 - reencuentro con mi mamá y con mi hermano.. es incesto?

Hello how are you ? . I'm going to keep telling my story of everything I lived in this life... today I am 32 years old and it has been more than 3 years since I started therapy for all this. And I've decided to tell to get rid of everything I feel about my horrible sexual past.. I hope they read the previous stories so they can understand everything I lived in Chaco until I was 23, when I left or was taken to Buenos Aires. I had sex with my two brothers... I had relationships with my brother for a long time... with my dad also for many times... I prostituted myself with many men and that's what I think my dad put me up to.. My first pregnancy was almost sure from my brother, and when mom found out she made me abort it... all this I already told with details... and my second pregnancy I lost when I think it was from my dad but my brother would take care of it... it was all chaos. I came with a guy to Buenos Aires.. and I escaped from his house where he paid me for having a pregnancy with his son who had syndrome de daum and I don't know what else.. I had sex with many men of all ages and didn't see anything wrong with it... I was now almost 24, living in the apartment that the lawyer had lent to his friend from Spain... I had sex with the builder for quite some time, almost two months... who came to repair and change the bathroom.. I accepted a trio with the builder and friends of him but were 7 at the end and that's what made me stop after being with the 7, it put me on hold sexually... the lawyer used to come every Wednesday to collect the rent with sex.. and was almost the only thing I came for... almost without wanting to let myself be taken by the lawyer who luckily sometimes came every 15 days... what if... I was running out of money and went out looking for work every morning... in bakeries... businesses... stores... each place I knew where I could do something.. unfortunately it's hard when you don't finish high school... Also, I kept searching for information on how to find my mom who supposedly lived with my sister and my brother who had come a few months before I did. At night, I would write to some people on chat... The neighbor from across the street always looked for me.. I had relationships with him sometimes but I didn't really want him. I was more focused on finding my mom and working more than anything. I chatted with an industrial designer man who worked from home... we told each other a lot about our lives... he lived not too far from me but we hadn't seen each other yet, even though we had been writing to each other for like 2 months. The guy was single and 45 years old... I was almost 24 or 23 and a half, I think. One night the chat got hot with the designer... and it caught my attention because he lived alone and had his own house and car... and never been married or had kids.. at that moment it crossed my mind that I could get to know him... but the guy was very reserved and never said we should meet... until that night when I told myself we should meet... and between several chats, he said okay, come over if you want... so I'll go there the next day to dinner and meet in person... he said he was shy at first... The next day was Wednesday and just then the notary came... so he came at 7 pm... it went quickly because he always came in a hurry because his wife controlled him... we went straight to the room... undressed each other... I kissed him from my mouth to my tits... my body... very soft kisses on my pussy and legs... he got hot and put his cock inside me until I finished... then he left... it was Thursday, I think... because it was a surprise that he came... we stayed an hour until I finished... then he told me I had to leave the apartment... that I could send a friend from Spain or another friend to the apartment... so he said in a week and I should go... which didn't sit well with me because I wouldn't be able to rent it... I took a bath, put on my best clothes... and went out looking for a taxi... around there was where I would meet my future husband... haha that's what I thought at the time momento.. I arrived in taxi.. it was a very nice house... had everything organized... even a dog outside... I knocked on the door and when he opened the door... I couldn't believe.... a man very but very fat was... almost couldn't walk... I greeted him doubting whether to stay or leave... and I stayed... passed and if it was a very organized house... seemed like the guy who brought me more than 20 years was making good money. But for me, age didn't matter... We ate food he ordered... ravioli... wine... we had a lovely time... very pleasant... a dinner to get to know each other and everything went well... I arrived late so we stayed until almost 2 am and I left... he was a very good person... but weighed like 200 kg... really couldn't walk and it gave me pity... He told me that since childhood he had been fat, but that 10 years ago he started to gain weight and more and more... I got a clue where my mom might be but she lived far away... so I'll see when I go... Got a job... a small bakery three blocks from home... but they paid little... only went 3 days a week and 4 hours each day... little salary... Continued chatting with the designer and like friends... Besides, the notary sent me messages urging me to leave and tell him about it... and the guy told me that if I didn't bother him, I could stay at his house as he wasn't bothered... It was all fast and a week after we met, I left my things and went to his house... it was strange but good... had a single room where a big reinforced bed slept him. I would sleep on the couch... waiting to get a rental quickly... remember that the first night just came my period and stained a pillow of the couch... never could remove that stain and turned the pillow leaving the stain down... I kept working and wasn't there with the guy who spent many hours in his office sitting in front of a computer... so I used to go take mates or chat... but tried not to bother him much. Must have been like 20 days since I lived there.

ahí... just told him I'd go see if I could find my mom next weekend... that night, like every night, we had dinner and almost always took a glass of wine... he was happy because they would have given him a contract to design something important... he made me put on music... it was a happy night that... and I don't know what happened... but that thing happened... I think we drank too much wine after so many days... I was sitting next to him at the table and we started saying dirty things like those chat rooms and... he asked for a kiss... and no one says no, I said... and I kissed him... we kissed and stayed there kissing for a good while... then he told me he'd go to the bathroom... took his time and called me from his room... I went and sat next to him with low light from the lamp... we kept kissing and that's when he told me he desired me... said it had been years since he was with a woman... I was ready too... I went to the bathroom and then changed my clothes and put on what I wore to sleep... a long T-shirt and thong... went to his room... he was lying on his back... couldn't move much... and well, I got on top of him and it was all uncomfortable... told me my breasts were always noticeable when I wore Remeras like that... and yes, my nipples are always noticeable... then I took off the T-shirt and started caressing his face with my breasts... and there, taking advantage, he sucked my nipples and it's lovely for me... started looking for his cock to masturbate him... but that was a worse surprise... had a super small cock... almost as big as my little finger... thought it would get hard and bigger but not... re chiquita... and with his huge belly, it was very difficult... took off the thong and got on top again, but his cock didn't reach to enter me... I moved around and only rubbed my labia... very fat man... got down and started sucking it... his balls were big, yes... but the rest wasn't... sucked his balls and started slowly sucking his cock And it didn't get any bigger... suck my mom's best possible... And the guy started to groan and started to release his semen... so I settled for taking his semen... that's right... he had a lot of semen because there were several long shots... and I kept drinking until I couldn't take anymore and his cock got smaller.. it was hard even with or without mouth... Then he fell asleep... I went to the couch like this, naked, and gave myself a terrible wank... and then another one... I had a strong urge to screw that night.. The next night we did it again... I tried again but couldn't... and again I ended up sucking his cock and settling for taking his semen... what a shame.. And so each night began... he would suck my tits and caress me, and then I'd get a blow job. And I didn't wank every day anymore. I didn't say anything about it because the guy is good and besides I was living there... One night the guy chatting asked if I could be his wife?. He left me frozen... I didn't know what to tell him... and I told myself I could be.. everything could be... and he said he was big and wanted a wife like me. And that if I agreed, we could get married and that's how it left me thinking.. I didn't know how to tell him no. What if... also wondered if I wanted to be his mother-in-law and in that we were in agreement both... but I told him it was kind of hard to get pregnant like that. They'll say it's crazy... but he said do it... and so... 3 times we did it the following week.. and it was... I'd give him a wank with my mouth, sucking and with my hand, when he finished I'd warn him and I'd gather the semen in a syringe... quickly everything and I'd get into bed next to him, open my legs and put the syringe inside me... we only did that 3 times.. it seemed like nonsense... Previously on Saturday morning, early, after a long trip, searching and exploring until 5 pm, I found my mom... it was a beautiful encounter... I was super surprised... it was beautiful... and I told him I was renting and needed to leave... my mom was watching in a small cottage with two of her sisters... and three young nephews... all crammed together... and there wasn't any space... since it was late that Saturday I stayed to sleep with her on her couch... but we talked about everything... although there are things we don't talk about. The next day, she told me with timidity that my brother had been there... my mom knows that my brother and I spent a lot of time together in relationships and all that stuff about pregnancy. She said my brother was dating a neighbor from there... and they rented the cottage around the corner because the girl is pregnant... it gave me like something to be jealous... not sure... In the afternoon, on the corner, my mom accompanied me to wait for the bus... we exchanged numbers and suddenly... my brother appeared walking with his girlfriend... we greeted each other... and it was weird... we talked a little bit... the bus came and I left. Those days I used to write with my mom... I wanted to leave with her but there wasn't any space... already didn't want to suck cock every night to that fat guy... here I stopped doing the stupid things with the needle and only sucked cock every night because I felt in debt since she gave me a place to live and eat... My mom told me my brother asked for my number... and four days later, my brother wrote to me... he treated me like a brother... more than we had been together as a couple living and having sex for a long time since we were kids... He said I should come live with them... that in the cottage there was a small room behind with stored materials but it could be arranged... so suddenly and without saying anything... I left another place again... I found myself with my brother and we went to his cottage... I greeted very well with the girlfriend... and it was a small cottage... kind of ugly and behind there was a small shed... here I set up for myself... next to stairs... iron bars... bags of cement and other things... here... only a little space for an old elastic bed and a table... but I would be close to everyone... My mom got happy and me It would help to find a job.. she only made many empanadas and took them to stores for them to sell... I think it was like 2 months... I helped mom every day assembling the empanadas, hoping to find another job... I remember I was asleep.. and felt a noise... saw my brother entering the shed.. asked him what he was doing and he said nothing... came straight to me... told him to stop and he said he couldn't take it anymore without me... told him to stop but he quickly leaned on my bed and started kissing me... first wanted to take off his clothes but then let me keep them on... took off his shirt and got into my breasts to suck and kiss them... told me he couldn't take it anymore without my breasts... the girlfriend had a little belly, of course, didn't have much breast... we undressed completely and he climbed on top of me... started feeling like being penetrated by his big cock again.... felt so good... started coming and coming and oh what a nice feeling... I loved feeling when he started squirting warm semen inside my womb... what a nice feeling to feel that again... we stayed there hugged for a bit... it was around 3 am... then we gave each other kisses... playing with our tongues... couldn't help myself and started sucking his cock from the balls, licking everything until his cock got hard and I climbed on top of him... playing like we did a thousand times with my breasts in his mouth, waiting for him to catch my nipples... he licked me all over and I loved it... had several orgasms... till I was very tired... went down and he came back up and had another good time... what beautiful love making was... stayed for a bit and then left... Every 2 or 3 days he would appear when I was sleeping.... my brother made love to me so beautifully... how happy I was like that...I felt beautiful every morning I woke up after having sex with my brother, and I think it was true love...

My tits were the charm of my brother's... One Saturday, he asked me to accompany him on a motorcycle to pick up some things... The girlfriend was there too, but she said she didn't want to ride in the motorcycle because of her pregnancy... I remember we went to get a small package... I think it was creams for the girlfriend... and by the way... we entered an hotel... on the motorcycle... I told him not to, but he went anyway... And well... we kissed... He ate my tits and nipples. He said that if I didn't wear a bra, he would go crazy because my nipples were always noticeable everywhere... and well... it was tremendous... We stayed for 2 hours... First, he made me get on all fours... He penetrated me through my ass first... slowly, I told him because it had been a long time since anyone had entered me... and he's so loving... It's nice when he takes me and likes me by my Booty... After that, I got on top of him... His cock well inside...And I think we got each other really well... I freed myself being in that place... screamed and moaned every time I felt his cock hitting me inside and making me hurt.... furious sex was... I also wanted to rip off his cock with my pussy...I had several orgasms..... and I'm not sure how many times he finished. But it won't have ended three times capable... I think one in my ass and two through the vagina... we were both dead... hugging on the bed and me lying on his arm while he was giving me kisses, I was caressing his balls calmly and caressing his cock which was already exhausted...I was going crazy at that moment... I wanted to be his girlfriend... his wife... I regretted so much being his sister... I wanted and desired a life together with him... I felt it was the love of my life and I think he felt the same way for me.... And my greatest desire in those days was to get pregnant... if before I already wanted a baby... now even more so if it was from my brother... it didn't matter his girlfriend... as long as he could come every night to give me goodnight kisses and make love to me... One day, at Mom's house, on a Sunday, he was making an asado... there were several of us, some friends of my aunts, the kids, my mom and her sisters... my brother and his girlfriend... and then it happened... I remember I was standing next to the grill chatting with my brother... and he said he felt like it... I had on a blouse and he asked to see my tit... and I showed him without anyone seeing... I was wearing jeans shorts... he told me to go to the bathroom... I told him why and he said to go and wait for him... I went to the bathroom, did my business... I was looking in the mirror when my brother entered and closed the door... I didn't say anything... here we're not going to find out... and I grabbed onto the sink's support against the tub... lifted my jeans... ran my thong off... and he put his cock inside... oh God!!!... I was holding onto the tub's handle... and he was taking me from behind beautifully... everything went into my pussy and I could barely not moan... when I felt him cumming inside it was a relief... that was so nice... I loved that time... he stood up, took off his pants and left... just as an aunt was coming in... and I hid behind the shower curtain... and my aunt came in, did her business and left... and then I slowly got out, pretending... It's like at any hour he started coming to the little shed supposedly to visit his girlfriend, telling her he was coming to talk to me and she would never suspect that my brother was coming to screw me.



My brother would take most of the pictures of me and then pass some to me, telling me to look at how I left myself... Sometimes his girlfriend would go home to her mother who lives a block away, and my brother and I would get it on in her bed... just on the bed... I don't know how he did it with his girlfriend. I think he didn't do it much with her... sex was more with me...



I knew he always took pictures of me from all sides, I don't know where he passed them so his girlfriend wouldn't see them, but he would pass me pictures at any moment and tell me things...

I don't mind being taken pictures of ever... I upload them because I know some people might like seeing me as I was a few years ago.