8 - Embarazada de mi papá o mis hermanos. Es incesto ?

This is story number 8 that I'm going to tell... I hope you read the previous ones so you understand well what happened to me in my life... I'm telling my past life... today I'm 32 years old but I lived in Chaco in the middle of the mountain or field until I was 23 and there in the field it's very normal many things that aren't good... there are cousin couples and they have children with different ones and things that I see very very bad now... I think when I initiated sexually at 19 I really liked having sex... I really liked it and didn't see it as wrong... it was like playing for me... I didn't feel like it mattered who the man was, just playing... then I saw that this was very wrong but from a bigger age... and because of what I read in the messages they write to me... they get hot my stories but know and believe that it's true... everything is true and many things I don't want to tell because I prefer not to remember or decided not to tell for something... and others I remember few... but everything I remember well, I tell and the details I remember like if it had happened recently. Now you already know how I started having sex oral with my uncle... I did it when I was 7 years old... and in the first years there were many... I did it every day and sometimes 2 or 3 times a day... but generally one sure... I was super stupid... my uncle taught me how to do that... and he explained to me that taking semen is very good... that my hair was shiny and my skin changed and I don't know what else... so I always took the semen... not just from him... After that, at 19, I lost my virginity by the river like I already told you in another story, with my cousin and my younger brother. After that, I started having a lot of sex... but a lot, a lot... it started what was a game... sex with my brother every night... sometimes even I think 4 times a day... it was a lot of sex... my uncle made me do it for the first time by the Booty and my brother also started doing it to me there... it were months of very much sex... it was like I had to do it because they wanted... And I only did it... tried to do it well and make them like it... and after two months of so much sex, I got pregnant.... I didn't know if it was from my uncle... my cousin... my brother or four friends of my brother's that I had a night with. I thought it was safer if it was from my brother because we did everything all the time.. my uncle only every three days and those guys just once... with my cousin twice.. so my idea was that the baby was from my brother. I left home out of fear... my brother didn't want to take responsibility and he was already 18... I was 20 years old, so I left with my uncle who had just separated from his wife who had left... my uncle, a guy around 50, but always good to me... since I can remember, he's always wanted me and has every time I've wanted it.. Living with my uncle, by the second day, I told him everything... my mom came looking for me... cried and we cried... and she confessed that she thinks my uncle is actually my father... because there was a deception between them when my dad was working away... and when my dad returned from away... it took 7 months until I was born.. then I talked to my uncle and it almost confirmed that it was the most possible.. then my life changed, my head... my uncle was now my dad and my brother was just a half-brother by mother's side... and my cousin was a blood brother of my dad's... or so I was pregnant and having relationships with my dad and my two brothers. It was and it was crazy for me... worse now that I see how bad I was in my head. I was living with my actual father and sleeping with him every night, having relationships all the time... everything was so wrong.My life started to change... I lived with my dad and every night was going to bed to play... he told me since always that we should sleep without clothes, which was the best... so I did it... I was about 3 months pregnant and hadn't had many symptoms or things... just sometimes vomiting or disgust at some meals... never took anyone to a doctor and there weren't any nearby doctors... Every night after dinner, we would go to bed with my dad to play... always or almost always the same thing... he would lie on his back and open his legs, and I would put myself between them, facing down, at the height of his cock... The problem was that my dad didn't come very quickly and it wouldn't last long after, so I hardly ever had an orgasm... I did what he taught me to do... to caress his balls and give him kisses on his balls... suck and lick them and with the other hand, caress his cock until it got hard and big... and sometimes I would give him blowjobs and it would get even harder... then I would climb on top of him... put his cock inside me and when I was well inside, I would play with my tits... we always played that I would rub my nipples in his mouth... and he had to catch them... and when he caught them, I would pull them out slowly, which I liked... That game was a while and I think both of us enjoyed it because his cock stayed hard inside me... and then I would get really hot and start sucking on my tits and move around so that it could go in and out... and I would take it and feel like he was coming, always or almost always feeling the semen, warm and invading me... and then I would stay there and notice how his cock would shrink... then I would put my head at the height of his cock again and be sucking on it a lot... sometimes I would come again and take it in myself, and other times we would fall asleep together... that was every night... rarely didn't happen... and my dad would get up early to work... I remember it was nighttime... and he would leave... I would stay there naked sleeping without covering myself with anything never... and later already in the day always came my mother's brother... I got used to coming in the morning and it was only for sex... I would wake up when he entered the house and came straight to bed.. I would wait like that without clothes and he would take everything off... and it was different... at 18 years old, he wanted sex and sex... nothing to do with... my brother made me put on fours and first always wanted my Booty.. and didn't give a second thought.. he would put it in making me hurt but quickly wanted to be inside... few times I ended up in my Booty.. afterwards I would turn over and by my use the word: pussy he would make it super strong and that if I liked it... until his semen was inside... I loved that... and then I would suck him for a while and get on top and with my brother yeah.. we could have sex and sex and had up to 2 orgasms with him each time... it was nice that... and always stayed for a bit and played in bed and didn't stop laughing until we did it again and then he left because of doubts.. and I would stay there lying down touching my use the word: pussy.... clitoris and masturbating I liked it... it was like that was needed too.. sometimes I fell asleep from being tired and my dad came after lunchtime and still found me in bed here naked but we only had sex at night...So I was pregnant without knowing who the father of my son was.. I lived with my dad and we had sex every day and every morning my brother also... I was young then.. I handled that rhythm well and besides, I slept a lot... My dad would leave after siesta and come back almost at night.. There were ugly things here.. My dad sometimes came very late... from dawn and came drunk very drunk... it was ugly because he told me nasty things and yelled.. until he fell asleep it was bad.. Sometimes he tried to hit me and made me cry.. it was ugly that. And sometimes he didn't come at all and appeared in the middle of the next day's morning.. I was scared of that because I was afraid something would happen to him... those were the ugly things I had. My only clothes were 2 old and ugly blouses.. one transparent medium... the other torn in several places... I had an old sweater very torn with several holes... I also had an old knickers already worn out... and I had 2 black polleras almost identical that showed my buttocks almost from nothing... they had a very old short and another jeans pollera but the zipper was broken and there wasn't anything to close it with.. I told my dad I needed clothes... but he didn't care.. he said if I needed to use his clothes.. and sometimes I used an old shirt that was missing buttons and since you could see my breasts, I made a knot in front to cover them a little bit.. My dad liked seeing me with that shirt and obviously... my breasts were almost always visible.... and also I used his pants because my knickers were only one and while it was washing and drying, I didn't go around without anything... so I just put on my dad's pants and nothing else below. No one ever came to the house so it didn't matter what I wore... and I had 2 nice sandals. One day something happened that started changing everything. My dad told me that tonight friends were coming to eat a pig... so he said I should dress up... I bathed like every day... and put on the shirt with the knot and one of the short skirts. There were some makeup of my ex-wife and I painted my eyes and lips... I was looking in the mirror and I saw myself very pretty.. I did a hairstyle more or less.. and I looked nice, I think.. My dad was making the fire and it was already night.. he lit the 3 lanterns at night that he had... two outside and one inside.. and he was there for a while making a suckling pig on a stake with fire.. I sat down next to him and gave him some snacks... we almost never talked, my dad wasn't much of a talker and neither was I... so it was like always the same loud noise of the crickets... every night was the same until it got completely dark.. I asked him about his friends.. he said they should already be arriving... I thought they were other families but no... some men arrived on horses and my dad introduced me as his daughter who was visiting... those men kept looking at me all the time.. they didn't hide anything.. they looked at my legs and everything... my breasts and everything... I got up and went to cut the tomato that one brought and I went inside because I was uncomfortable with their stares... more men arrived on horses and motorcycles.. they shouted and brought 2 guitars and like 3 beer crates... when I came back where my dad was, there were about 12 men... oh God!!!... I think they undressed me with their gaze.. they were crazy looking at me.. my dad introduced the rest to me and everyone was looking at me... I felt so much shame,.... there were people of all ages... I think from 50 years old to the youngest who had to be around 25... they were playing guitar already and on top of that they were saying things to my dad and laughing and looking at me.. they kept calling him suegro I think. It was a more uncomfortable moment in my life, I think.. I was supposed to drink beer but not too much.. they asked for a big mug and I know when I walked back to the house they were all looking at me from behind... I looked in the mirror and yeah... I felt shame.. my breasts were visible from all sides, I think... the shirt was loose and the knot didn't cover it up.. and if I bent down a little, they'd see everything. full breasts and my Booty also looked like nothing.. those short skirts were super because I had them for years and I grew up.. Returned and invited beer at the garro. They were with the guitar and we all took from the garro.. everyone was talking to me for a while.. each man asked me something and I saw him looking at my breasts and legs.. We ate the lechon.. I didn't say anything.. it was too embarrassing.. they talked about men's things only.. I was feeling uncomfortable.. and that was passing as I took more beer.. the garro kept going and every now and then they gave me one to me.. everyone wanted to be nice to me... nobody knew I was pregnant and less with my dad we have sex.. but they didn't seem to care that I was there.. they asked me to dance and make them a dance and they made music with the guitar.. I felt embarrassed but had taken so much already that one grabbed me and put me in the middle and I started moving I think but couldn't coordinate anything.. I moved and they looked at me and shouted things... goddess... I love you... these are good... and other things more... After I sat down and I think I couldn't take it anymore... nor could I get to my bed.. my dad came up to me and said I could have sex with one of them and offered a lot of money... that's what he told me and I don't know what I said... and my dad told the man to take me away.. I knew everyone was shouting things it was a big mess and the man carried me in his arms and took me to bed... he put me down and I remember parts... that he untied the knot of my shirt and seemed desperate for my breasts.. and he sucked everything... he licked my neck... my nipples... everything felt but didn't get hot... nothing... just I was with my eyes closed and opened them by moments... he sucked all my breasts and bit me from all sides... after I didn't feel it anymore and looked and he was taking off his clothes.. he was like desperate couldn't take off his shirt... I remember that he opened my legs and wanted to put his cock in hurry and with force but it wouldn't go in and more force towards me and made It hurts and I told him I had my underwear on. Then he realized it... he ripped it because I grabbed and pulled hard, but I didn't realize until the next day that it was torn... and I felt like he was putting his cock inside me and started to grab me hard.. I think I was screaming.. I don't remember much now.. I only felt him going in and out and it was very strong... and if I felt like he came inside me very quickly... the warmth of semen I felt and then he kept grabbing me and I don't remember much anymore... after that, there were pieces that seemed like another man was grabbing me but I didn't remember anything.. only woke up when my brother touched me. My head hurt a lot and my whole body... my brother was naked wanting to have sex with me.. I told him no... that my head hurt.. and he insisted the same way... I asked if there wasn't anyone else... he said no and the time and he said it was 10. Every day, my brother would come at this hour for sex... but I was in terrible pain from my headache and I used the word: pussy too.. I told him no and got on my stomach... but he insisted and climbed on top of me and started to want to put it in... and suddenly entered my use the word: pussy and it burned a lot then like that, lying down, I told him better do it with my Booty... and he asked what was wrong and I told him my head hurt... felt like he was entering my Booty and I went into 4 to make it easier.. without lifting my head from the bed, stopped my Booty and there it was easier... started grabbing me hard and fast through the Booty.. so hard that it made my use the word: pussy burn until he came in my Booty.. he got on his back and told me to get up... first I said no... and then as he insisted, I got up... I was all tired and hurt... I told him slowly that my head hurt.. grabbed his cock and put it at the entrance of my use the word: pussy and started making it go in slowly but it hurt and I pulled it out and so it went on lubricating and the burning wasn't as much until... I managed to get through it all but it hurt and I laughed and didn't want to move... I had such terrible pain and my head was about to explode... I started moving and it still hurt a bit, but it calmed down a little. Then I started f**king him and he wanted to suck my tits. I remembered that an old man used to suck me dry and give me the creeps when my brother did the same thing. Besides, the old man left all my tits full of slobber because I felt my breasts were wet that night when the guy was holding me... so I told him no. I started moving again and couldn't due to the pain, and I was there, unable to... then he told me to get down. I got on my back and here he came like a crazy man, putting his cock in my pussy and what pain it was!!!... I bit the pillow and squeezed the mattress... he held me tight and I screamed from the pain until he came again... I stayed there all night with my legs open... then my brother saw my bra on the floor when he was getting dressed and my torn panties... my only pair of panties... and he told me that surely last night was a real treat with my uncle and showed me the torn panties. I didn't say anything... I think it's my uncle and it's my dad. My brother left and I went back to sleep... I woke up to water and kept sleeping... my dad woke me up when he almost got home at night... I got up and went to take a bath... there was still so much pain in my pussy and I was scared of that pain because of the baby...When I got back, he asked how I was feeling and told him about the headache pain and that something else hurt... then he said some friends paid a lot of money for me... and we could gather to buy clothes for me and the baby and that made me very happy... I wanted to go to the city and more to buy clothes... I was with my torn sweater and my dad's pants only... he told me I had been very beautiful that night, makeup on, and he wanted to see me like that just for him. I said I was tired and my body hurt and down there too... he said he could cure my pains... honestly, I didn't want it but my dad was there and I felt guilty because we hadn't had sex in two days... and he had told me he needed it every day... I felt guilty... so we ate the cold pork that was left outside... when he went to the bathroom, which was 30 meters from the house... he went to take a bath and between times, I re-did my makeup for my dad... I put on the other short skirt without underwear and the blouse he liked because it was transparent and you could see my tits... he always said... wait like that sitting in an armchair outside and was surprised when he saw me... he smiled and said how pretty you are!!! And he said let's go already, grabbed my hand, and we went to bed... my dad put me on my back and kissed me on the mouth... he ate my lips... took off my blouse and sucked my nipples... I liked that... it made me hot... we were very well and quiet... he was sucking my tits and nipples and making me go crazy... he lifted up my skirt and told me I didn't have any underwear left... gave me tender kisses on my use the word: pussy, my belly, and opened my legs and started masturbating me... it felt so good... one finger went in slowly and I was all wet... he asked if my use the word: pussy was still intact... then he asked if I knew how many men had sex with me last night and I told him... I didn't know... I wonder if I didn't count them and told him I fell asleep and only felt like they were holding onto me. I would put my finger in and rub my clitoris and loved it... it made me arch with pleasure... how nice... and he said that 5 men paid him to have sex with me and all I said was 'ah' and I was enjoying myself as they touched me... and he said he was also drunk and thinks that in reality, more than 2 boys who came after them had sex with me too... I didn't say anything... he said he couldn't see but saw them leaving the house and thinks they were all there. So, a total of 14... it wasn't told to him and I was about to have an orgasm in my own way and I got so turned on and every time more and oh God, what a nice orgasm I had while touching myself and kept touching my clitoris in circles and again and again I came and couldn't control myself and how lovely... he had to tell me to stop because I was all sensitive from pleasure... he was touching one leg and I felt sensitive... everything was like that... and he started kissing my mouth so tasty... with love... and I think I felt affection from a man there... it wasn't sex, it was love... it was making love... he got on top of me and I opened my legs wide so it wouldn't hurt... and his cock started entering and I felt little heat but he started fucking me soft like always and stronger until he came inside... I felt warm and loved it... he lay down beside me and I hugged him and kissed him on the mouth... I gave him many kisses, I think never before had I given so many with love... I think I was falling in love for the first time and it was with my dad. His way of making me feel good loved it... we talked for a bit... he asked how I felt about the baby sometimes feeling strange and only rubbed my belly and said if we could save up money, we could go to the city and see a doctor to check if everything is okay... that made me really happy... I was happy in that moment... and inside I thought this is the perfect man... I wonder if I thought of names and didn't. Notar muy poquito la panza... and then I asked him if it was true that they paid so much for me... he said yes, that the 5 friends had paid good money and supposedly they would be with me having sex but they kept taking shots and two or three more arrived and he doesn't remember much but saw someone leaving the house every now and then and even saw one of those who arrived last... he named them all... most were old I said... he said yes, most of them... and I said well, at least I'm pregnant now, otherwise one of them would have gotten me pregnant... and if it seemed like 14 or 15 men had gotten me, I don't know, I didn't feel anything at all he said, just noises and sometimes I saw someone upstairs having sex but that's all he said... and then he said we need to keep a closer eye on things next time... and there he said that with good money like that, but we need more money and the fastest way would be for him to invite other friends or someone who wants to have sex with me and that would give us more money... I was thinking at the time that it was great and easy to get money quickly... and I said yes, go ahead and look for some but not too many in one night... he said no, just one or two a day... I said okay, I'm fine... my father would have gotten upset with me and I was only thinking about easy money... years later I super super regret all this... I told him to hope they don't hurt the baby and he said he would tell the men that I'm pregnant... and well, I was super happy at the time, couldn't believe it, just having sex and getting paid good money... if only I had known before, I'd be a millionaire... and I remembered my aunt who told my mom she did it for money years ago... I remembered and was happy because I had heard they paid well so waiting for my dad to get men.The next day I followed my routine... Dad went to work and my brother came at mid-morning and we had sex as usual... and I told him on the side that soon I would start charging for sex... and he didn't like it at all then I clarified that no... not him... but I told him like something normal that I would start having sex with men for money and I would make a lot of money... and first he didn't believe me but then he said if I wanted there were friends of his who could pay for sex with me.. and I said yes... tell them... I'm dumber but excited... the more men I find, the faster I'll gather money... maybe not 14 because they made me a lot of pain but 5 or 6 a day more my dad and my brother who always want it... could be...