I'm increasingly cucked and humiliated

I was without writing for a time, not because my state had changed, on the contrary, I'm getting more and more cuck every day, but now my wife also enjoys degrading me and humiliating me, Jorge, her lover she picked up in the street, broke off his relationship with my wife since her husband suspected, for a time he stayed with his ex-boyfriend German, who one day after coming from fucking with him told me he loved me, that he realized he had never forgotten and now understood why he was never happy with me, that she got off on the cock and gave me pleasure I never did. That killed me because one thing is to get cheated on out of passion and another is to fall in love. With Alejandro, I'm at home and many times while I'm there, sometimes he lets me see her and other times I have to stay downstairs cooking or watching a series while listening to her moan. The last time he let me see her and made me suck her pussy while he was fucking her, his cock rubbed against my face and at one point she pulled out her cock from her pussy and put it in front of my face and I backed off, grabbed my head and without saying a word, she shoved it into my mouth, he moaned like crazy and so alternated between her pussy and my mouth until I ended up in her pussy. But that noble thing of having two lovers didn't last and I noticed she started chatting with a colleague from work (she's a teacher and he's a physical education teacher who started at the school this year). I asked her and she answered as always, What do you care about what I do in my life? The dude is 32 years old, very full of himself. Last week they had dinner at the school's end-of-year party at a disco, she dressed super sexy, showed me the thong she was wearing, a black lace apron, put on a mini black dress and loose boots, I don't know what time I'll be back, haha, she said when she left. I asked her if she was leaving the disco to let me know so at least I'd know if everything was okay since despite what she does to me, I love her with all my heart. At 3 am, she sent me a message: Hello, just letting you know. As you asked, Santi (that's his name) invited me to his apartment, so I went and slept there. When the message arrived, I was sleeping, so I woke up. Hello good, take care, what time are you coming back? No idea, I'm already in the car with him and he's already started talking dirty. Don't answer anymore, my cock started to get hard and I masturbated thinking about them. Almost didn't sleep, but I finally woke up at 10 am and obviously wasn't there. I sent a WhatsApp message: Good morning. He replied an hour later: Good morning. How are you? Incredible, I'm going out for lunch now. Fine, I said. I went back to masturbating, half watching porn, reading stories about cuckolds, and half imagining. He came back at 2 pm in a taxi. As soon as he got in, he took off his dress, leaving on just a thong and boots: Hello good afternoon. How are you? Incredible, we had sex, she's a machine. I looked closely and saw a nipple clamp on one of her nipples and her booty cheeks were amorously plump. Call me. I said, No idea, I was in the clouds, it drove me crazy. And now how will you look at this in school? Now I'm going to fuck him every day, not even a wild animal can escape me haha, You're beautiful, I envy you Haha how pathetic are you? She sat down on the couch, opened her legs: Suck my pussy. I got down on my knees and had a strong smell of their juices mixed with Santiago's cum, so I came. Masturbating slowly and finishing inside, that way if I get pregnant it will have something to yours haha. I finished soon and she went to take a bath and sleep until 9 pm when I called her for dinner.