Uncontrollable Desires

I'm a middle-aged type, and the truth is I've had a fantasy that I'd like to make real for many years. I work in the electronics area and always wear jeans, helmet, and boots under my work clothes, carrying very tight tanguitas that make me feel like the purest desired one. In the last few days, I've been working at a motel near my city and see couples arriving, already inside the room, of course, they let loose their desires and I, working in the adjacent room, can hear the moans and spanks that sound and I'd love to be in the ladies' place. I always visit the transsexual or sissy category on Pornga and honestly feel like one of them. I don't think I'm gay, but I like transsexuals and would love to suck a cock from them. Someone who shares my desires should write me back.