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Chapter 50.
Operation Celeste.
―Is Nahuel... Is Nahuel?
A sweet voice called out to me in the darkness. I followed it, it had to be a nymph. Already I could feel the gentle touch of her soft fingers on my member.
Nahuel... —I repeated my name without ceasing.
I could already see her, beautiful and naked in front of me. The most precious woman that anyone can imagine... just for me, waiting for me with a warm smile and open legs... I went towards her.
―Is Nahuel?
My erect penis was ready to enter a world of pleasure. I stretched out on her and...
Wake up, dude!
Ay, the hen's vulva!
I felt like I was drowning in cold water, jumped and flailed my arms, tried to swim towards the coast... and fell off the bed, face down on the floor. The impact was dry and woke up a witch's cackle, a harpy mocking me.
What a jerk you are! He laughed at me again.
What's up?
No, Mother Teresa was still laughing nonstop. Look how hard you are to wake up... and well, I see you're not the only one who woke up hard -- pointed out my erect member. What were you dreaming of?
With a very beautiful woman - I said while rubbing my head in the area of the blow.
Is she more beautiful than me?
I fixed my gaze on my sister, she was completely naked, her black hair was as soft as silk and her gray eyes flashed when she smiled. I realized that the woman of my dreams looked very much like her; but I preferred not to give her another victory.
Much more beautiful than you.
Then you would have had to realize it was a dream, because there aren't many beautiful women like me that don't exist.
Ugh... how modest.
Hey, each one learns to deal with their mother's traumas in their own way. And speaking of that, we have to talk to Gisela today.
It's true, today Operation Celeste begins.
Call her whatever you want. But before we talk to her, take a shower. We were giving it to her hard last night and a bath wouldn't do you any harm.
Very true.
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I'm already ready - I said to Macarena when I went back to her room.
I didn't get dressed because using clothes inside my house has gone out of fashion. And how I like knowing that no one dresses up anymore. You can see tits and shells all the time, wherever you are. It's beautiful.
Very well, I asked Pilar and Aunt Cristela to keep Brenda entertained.
Ah... and I think they're doing it very well.
From the adjacent room we could hear female moans and the rhythmic banging of the bed against the wall.
―Yes, they must be giving it hard among the three of them. Let's go talk to Gisela now before she can't take it anymore and I really want to get into Pilar's room.
We arrived at my older sister's room and Macarena asked me to knock on the door while she took care of something. I saw her disappear into my mother's bedroom and got very tense. What were her plans? Starting a war?
―Hello, Nahuel ―Gisela greeted when she opened the door. She was so close to me that her enormous tits almost blocked my entire vision―. Do you need something?
I just wanted to talk to you, I said, shrugging my shoulders. My eyes scanned his entire body. Gisela is like an XL version of Macarena. They're very similar, but where Macarena is slender and petite, Gisela is plump and voluptuous. Both types of bodies really appeal to me; but I must admit that Gisela intimidates me much more.
Ah, how lovely. It's been a long time since we had a private conversation last.
Uh... we're not going to be alone...
At that moment, Macarena appeared who was practically dragging our mother by the arm.
I'm telling you I don't want... —protested Alicia.
Don't be so childish, mom. We have to do it. You promised.
But... does it have to be right now?
Yes. Right now. Already. Inside... let's go. Hi Gise, permission... come on. Sit down here... we have something important to talk about.
I don't have anything to talk about with this woman, said Gisela, looking at her mother severely.
They have a lot to talk about -- said Macarena.
It's true, Gise ―I had to intervene to try to calm things down a bit―. You and mom should have a good talk. We don't want to bother them. We do this because we want to live in peace. If we're going to share the same house with so many people, it's best if we don't get along. Otherwise, you can't live.
It bothers me to admit it, but you're right, Nahuel - said Gisela -. But I don't think I'm ready to do this now.
―You'll never be ready if you keep putting it off ―Macarena said to her. And this is for you too, mom. Do you want to make peace with your kids? Well, you've already done it with all of them... except Gisela. And she's the one who deserves it most. She suffered the most.‖
Alicia seemed terrified. I know she feels guilty about everything that happened with Gisela, and I really think she does. That's exactly why she has to be in this conversation. I knew this would happen, but I thought Macarena would prepare us all psychologically before.
Well, okay. Let's talk, said Gisela, with her arms crossed under her large breasts. I want to start by saying that this woman ruined the best years of my life. She made me feel like a sick person, a degenerate... a weirdo. And for a mother to make her own daughter feel that way, there's no forgiveness.
Alicia didn't even blink. She bit her lips and stayed silent. I could notice that her eyes got shiny. It seemed like she was on the verge of crying. I wondered what was going through her head right now.
―And the worst of all ―Gisela continued―, is that if I'm sick because I'm lesbian, her case is much worse. You're more lesbian than me, Alicia. You never could accept it and that's why you made my life impossible. I wish I hated you, really. Because I think you deserve it. But I can't. You're my mom, and in the end I love you, even though it hurts ―my older sister's eyes filled with tears and instantly my mom's did too. I didn't believe this would happen so quickly. Nor did I imagine Gisela could be so direct and forceful with her words―. You made me suffer only because you were never able to accept your own sexuality. You don't have any idea about the nights I spent crying against the pillow because I wanted to be with a girl without feeling weird, I wanted to be happy… and I couldn't, because whenever you noticed even the slightest lesbian hint in my friends, you'd chase them away like dirty dogs.
Don't keep anything back, Gise -- said Macarena --. It's important that you tell her everything you're thinking.
―Thanks, sister... and that's exactly what I want to talk about. My sisters. Because over the years I realized I wasn't the only one suffering. In one way or another you made sure everyone in this house had sexual complexes. The only one who was able to handle them as they pleased was Macarena; but the others weren't so lucky. I'm glad you took Nahuel seriously and helped him overcome his problems, and it makes me happy that you've made up with Pilar and Estefanía. But with me you won't be able to. This isn't something that can be fixed with an apology, nor will it be solved overnight.
And now tell her about Celeste, said Macarena, and Gisela froze in shock. I thought she would shatter into pieces, like a crystal glass falling to the floor.
What does Celeste have to do with all this?
―You know what I'm referring to, Gise.
I don't know.
Alicia looked at all of us as if she were saying 'I don't understand anything either'.
―Sorry I'm going to blow it in your face without prior notice, sister ―said Maca―; but Nahuel and I already know about Celeste. ―Actually we weren't sure―. And I want you to know that we're not going to judge you, even a little bit. I think you found a good way to help yourself... and even used it to help your brother, which makes it even prettier.
―What are they talking about? ―Asked Alicia.
From the truth about Celeste.
―What's Gisela's friend like?
That's the point, mom - continued Maca -. Celeste doesn't exist. Or rather: she only exists for Gisela.
―Hmm? ―Alicia looked at her eldest daughter without understanding anything.
―And I already know what you're thinking, Gise. And the answer is 'No'. I don't think you're crazy.
Until that moment I had doubted whether my presence was necessary during this speech. Macarena seemed perfectly capable of handling the situation without my help. But when I saw Gisela's expression full of doubts, I understood why I was there. Of all the people in the house, I am the one who inspires her most confidence. I know she loves me a lot, she always showed it to me, in many different ways. I'm sure her fear, when confessing about Celeste, comes mainly from me. She must be afraid that I'll reject her or even make fun of her. That's why I decided to approach my older sister ahead of time and give her a strong hug, rested my chin on her shoulder and told her:
―Thanks for everything. Without your help I wouldn't have been able to overcome my insecurities. And if you and Celeste are the same person, it makes me love you even more. You used Celeste to help me, and I'll never forget that.
Gisela hesitated for a few seconds, then she hugged me and cried silently.
Is it the same person? I heard my mother asking me at my back.
―Yes, and I hope you don't judge your daughter for this ―Macarena said to him―. Especially considering you have your own psychological disturbances. That obsession with germs isn't normal, mom. But it's the way you found to deal with reality. Gisela opted for creating an Alter-Ego.
―Is a second personality? ―Asked Alicia.
Not exactly. An alter-ego is more like a character I explained how I saw it after talking about the topic with Sabrina and Macarena. I spoke without letting Gisela go-. It's as if you created a character for a video game, with whom you could perform feats that in real life you wouldn't be able to do.
As it is -- continued Macarena --. Gisela created a character: Celeste. She used her to deal with the traumas of her life. I suspect that Celeste appeared on stage, as if it were a play, so that Gisela could develop her sexual life without being too embarrassed.
But... does she know that Celeste is not real? -- The voice of my mother trembled, obviously all this matter gives her a lot of fear.
Yes, I know it's not real - these words came out of Gisela's mouth, but they seemed distant-. I'm not as crazy as you think, mom. Celeste is just... a game.
―Why don't you sit down and explain everything to us? ―Macarena said, giving two taps on the mattress.
Gisela nodded with her head and sat on her bed, leaving Macarena to her left and Alicia in front of these two, at the foot zone. I approached my sister's chair that she uses for work and sat down beside the bed.
Tell us everything without fear -- said Macarena, stroking her right leg --. We're not going to judge you even a little bit. In fact, I find this whole business of the alter-ego super interesting and it gives me a lot of curiosity to know more about the subject.
―Do you really not think it's wrong? ―Gisela asked.
I said nothing to that. And the whole game with Celeste entertained me a lot, and I liked it more when I started suspecting you could be you. Now that I know you were... um... I like it even more.
I managed to make her smile. That was what I needed to be able to talk about the topic with calmness.
As Macarena well explained, Celeste was born for me to have a sexual life. Due to all the traumas this woman caused - she pointed at Alicia -, I didn't even dare to have sex with men. I had thousands of offers and always said no. I was terrified of everything related to sex. Although a part of me was dying to do it. So one night I went to a nightclub dressed in very suggestive clothing: super short mini skirt and a very wide neckline. To make sure nobody recognized me, I put on a blonde wig that surprisingly suited me well.
I don't imagine you as blonde, sister - said Macarena -. It's that I've gotten used to seeing you as a super sexy brunette. Although I won't deny that you could look good. You look good on everyone.
Look who's talking -- said Gise, her smile grew wider --. You're the most beautiful of all.
For nothing. Here you are the most beautiful one, and I recognize it even though it hurts my ego -- what Maca said was true, her ego must have suffered a lot in recognizing that one of her sisters was more beautiful than her. I don't want to enter into that competition because I think it's a subjective matter. Both are very pretty.
Okay, thanks. That makes me feel very well.
What was it like for you on your first date with the blonde wig? I asked.
I'm fine. I met a charming guy with good manners, but willing to break everything in bed. That pleased me. I don't find men very attractive, but I do like those who are like that. I introduced myself to him as Celeste, it was the first name that came to mind. We ended up at a hotel and spent all night. It was fantastic. I had never had guilt-free sex before.
Then you repeated it again -- said Macarena.
―That's how it is. Since I saw that it worked, I went back to the same nightclub a week later and ended up in bed with another guy, then another... and another... things started going so well, and I got out of control so much that I ended up having sex with two or three guys at once on the same night.
―Are you giving yourself at once?
At first, no, the three of them separately. But one night I did get brave and let two of them have me at once. It was... interesting. Nothing out of this world.
I don't agree with you on that - said Macarena - but I understand that men aren't that interesting to you.
―Exactly. With time I realized that I was sleeping with men only for sex and because I believed it would make me feel less 'abnormal'. However, I realized that Celeste was a pervert who would take on two guys at once without feeling guilty. What if she slept with a woman? So I gathered courage and the next time I went to a gay disco called Afrodita. Very nice. I met a girl who said she was the owner or manager, I don't know... didn't pay much attention to that part. She was a very friendly and beautiful girl. I told her it was my first time in a place like this and she was surprised because she thought all lesbian women in the city would be paying attention to me. Because I was radiant, with a lovely blue dress, super revealing. I had gone out early... and what I least imagined was that I would end up in bed with the first girl I saw.
The supervisor.
―That's how it is. This young lady had no problem getting intimate with me. She did it so securely and naturally that I was left amazed. It motivated me to do the same with her. We sucked each other's shells like we'd been girlfriends for a year. That girl doesn't know, and I don't even remember her name. It was kind of weird, like Leticia or Ludmila. But someday I'd like to see her again to tell her how important she was to me. Being with a woman who wasn't afraid to show her sexuality to the world changed my life. I stopped feeling so much fear. Besides getting intimate, we talked about life as lesbians, she told me some of her anecdotes. She even said she was in love with a nun.
―Is it of a real nun or those that come out in porn pages? ―I asked.
From one real. Poor thing, it seems that had her a bit traumatized. However, she was still showing that there's nothing bad about being lesbian. It's just another way to be happy, and nobody should interfere with someone's happiness if that person isn't hurting anyone.
Totally in agreement with this girl -- assured Macarena --. And it's very curious that the sex of just one night has marked you so much.
Yes, I know. Because after that day I didn't see her again; but... that same night, as she saw I was eager to keep trying female sex, convinced another girl to join us in bed and... ugh... when I entered the disco was dead of fear, and ended up having a super intense lesbian threesome.
And how's the other cutie?
It was a petite brunette with a champion's ass. In fact, what I did most was suck her ass. It's that, since it looked so nice, I couldn't let that opportunity pass.
I imagine they made you come -- said Macarena, as her fingers rested on Gisela's vagina. I understood she was trying to raise her temperature, so she could speak more freely.
Yes, and it was such a liberating orgasm that I understood the purpose of Celeste that day. I needed her to be happy because I myself wasn't brave enough.
But... I don't understand. Who is Celeste exactly? - Asked my mom.
I know you won't understand it - replied Gisela -. I can only say that it's like an imaginary friend in whom I can trust when I feel scared. And I also know it's part of me.
There's something I don't understand - I said -. When you told me the anecdotes about Brenda, you told me that Celeste was there.
It's just that it was like that. To cheer me up with Brenda I had to resort to Celeste. And she knows how this works. I explained it to her after she went through her phase of doubts. I told her that I, in order to face it, used a character that helps me let go. And she started doing the same, only she calls it “The other Brenda”. The one who's not afraid and does get excited. The one who does crazy things like sucking the guard's cock at the office or visiting our mother at night without underwear.
―I understand that you and Brenda have a 'Dominant-Submissive' relationship ―said Macarena―. And that's what surprises me the most. Celeste is your dominant side.
As it is. I also discovered that with time, especially with Brenda. I realized she needed me to order her to do these things... better said: Celeste had to order her. That's how we started a game between us.
When we took photos together, I commented that you said you did it because Celeste asked you to.
Ah yeah. And in part that was it. I know it's hard to understand, but I also used the dominant character of Celeste with myself. When I needed to be the one who would get excited about doing something, without letting Celeste come out.
So I mean that... everything that happened between us... was it really not you who were Celeste, but you yourself?
―Exactly ―Macarena was still caressing her vagina while talking, which clearly helped her feel more relaxed―. I was myself the whole time, only that... um... I let out that part of me that normally doesn't come out. Lately I've been working on that, on not depending so much on Celeste, because in the end Celeste is me. If I can feel this free by adopting a character, I should be able to feel the same being myself. Sorry if I scared you, or if it was confusing for you.
It was a bit confusing, I'll admit; but you don't have to apologize. I had a great time and thank you for sending me pictures of Celeste. Really.
That part was difficult for me. I felt like a degenerate for sending him porn photos of myself to my own brother; but... I thought that otherwise you wouldn't be able to overcome your fear of women.
And that's how it was -- I said with a big smile --. You really helped me a lot.
―And didn't it feel uncomfortable when you started suspecting it could be me? I mean... in the end, you were getting hot with those photos.
Uh... it was uncomfortable; but only a little bit. Because you're not the only one of my sisters with whom this happens to me.
Ah, I see... well, I also have to admit that over time I started to take a liking to those games and the photos we took of each other. That's why I decided to get more daring.
If you managed to let out the most erotic part of yourself - said Macarena - then maybe you won't need Celeste anymore.
That's what Brenda told me, that's why I haven't used Celeste for a while. I leave it as an inner voice that gives me courage when I need it; but nothing more. I try to be myself. I discovered I have a serious problem with sex: when I get very excited, I lose control. I can't stop. I do and say things I normally wouldn't. I enjoy it, yes... but then I feel guilty.
―That's why one day you like it when I touch you, and the next day not ―said Maca.
This is it. Sorry for being so changeable. I can't help it. I swear I'm trying to control it.
―Maybe it's because your sexual part hasn't fully released yet ―suggested Macarena―. If we help her come out, you'll feel better with yourself, you'll be able to say and do all those things you normally wouldn't dare. You'll enjoy a full sexual life. And you'll find your happiness.
I'd love to achieve that, but I don't know how to do it.
I can help you with everything you need -- I offered myself.
―We're all going to help you ―Macarena said ―. Whatever is needed. Because we're a family. However, I think the person who could help you most is Mom.
―Why her? After everything she hurt me, I don't want her to help me with anything.
Excuse me, daughter... I...
Don't ask me for forgiveness mom, because that word won't fix all the problems you caused me.
Alicia bowed her head and started crying again. It tore my soul to see her so sad. She must have been very hard for her to know, without a doubt, that she had ruined the life of her older daughter, and now she hates her. My mom isn't bad, but even I have to admit that she treated Gisela very badly for a long time.
―I understand you're so angry with Mom ―said Macarena―. But I really think she's the best to help her.
―Why?
I had an idea. I hope you like it - Maca showed one of her sensual, mischievous smiles. Since there's a dominant character hiding inside you and you enjoy sexual games... why not turn mom into your 'FuckDoll'?
―What's that? ―Asked Alicia.
A doll to hold - Maca replied. Gisela would become your owner. You'd do everything she asked you to... within the sexual plan, of course. That means if she wants you to suck her pussy, you should do it... without complaining.
That's... I like it, said Gisela, staring intently at her mother's eyes.
You'd have your chance to humble her a little for everything she did to you - continued Maca -. And besides, you could make her live a thousand lesbian experiences so that she accepts that she's just as lesbian as you.
It's fine... I'm willing to do it -- said Alicia --. Even if it's humiliating. I'll do whatever is necessary for my daughter to forgive me.
―Before accepting, mom... you have to understand that this is serious ―Gisela said―. I'm not going halfway with these things. Once I have a doll with whom I want to have fun... I'll have fun. And my orders will be your priority. If you're screwing with your Cristela and I tell you to come do it with me, then you have to obey. Is that clear?
Yes, very clear.
Then you could start right now.
―What's up?
―Yes. Already. ―Gisela spread her legs―. Suck my pussy and do it well, since you've eaten so many clams that I know you should do it well.
―Hmm... yes... okay ―said Alicia―. I'll do it.
She lay on her back on the bed and prepared to pass her tongue over her daughter's vagina.
―Before you start ―said Gisela―. I need to know one thing, and it's more worth it for you that you answer with total sincerity.
Yes, I promise.
You always had lesbian tendencies, and there was a time when you used to look at me weirdly, especially when I was naked. When I found out that you liked women, I started suspecting that maybe I was awakening sexual desires in you. Is that true?
Mm... although I'm ashamed to admit it, yes it's true. I had many lesbian experiences with Cristela and later, throughout my life, I had to repress them. I only had a few experiences that didn't involve my sister... or my niece. And you made me relive those desires I was trying to repress.
Maybe that's why you were tougher on Gisela -- said Macarena --. Unconsciously, you were blaming her for bringing back those lesbian desires again.
Maybe it was like that, and I deeply regret everything I said to you. I know it was wrong... and I know I won't be able to repair the damage I caused you. The only thing left for me is to do what you ask of me.
Very well. Then... to suck.
I never saw Gisela with so much determination. She really seemed like a sergeant. Alicia had no other alternative but to start licking that pussy which had probably awakened so many erotic fantasies in her. I wondered what was going through her head at this precise moment.
Okay, Nahuel, I think it's time we leave them alone -- said Macarena.
But... but...
Nothing about that, it doesn't matter how much you want to look, this moment is for the two of them. They need to be alone and clear up a lot of rules.
This is it -- said Gisela. And don't worry, little brother. I'm sure that one of these days I'll need your help. We're going to have a lot of fun with this slut -- she winked at me.
Now that I know that woman with such a sexual and dominant attitude is not Celeste, but my own sister, I feel much more comfortable.
I smiled at him/her/you.
I'm available for anything you'd like to do with me... or with Mom.
It's good to know that, little brother. And you'll be rewarded for your help, so think about what you want.
I don't want anything, I'm fine with helping you.
Don't be a jerk, Nahuel. Take advantage to ask her something -- said Macarena --. And considering I also helped, I think I'll ask for my reward.
Of course -- said Gisela, with a big smile.
I... okay... it's fine... let me think - I saw my mom very focused sucking on Gise's pussy. Ah, I know now... I want you to teach me how to do oral sex with women.
Oh... that's interesting. Although I imagine you did it.
Yes, sometimes; but I want you to teach me. You're a woman and women like women, I think you could be the best teacher for this.
―Aside from modesty... I am. I promise you that I will teach you how to do it well. As soon as I clear up some things with this woman, we'll have our first lesson in oral sex.
―Okay, I'm already anxious to start.
Macarena and I leave the room.
Everything went well. Much better than we expected. I thought the talk with Gisela would be much more uncomfortable, luckily it wasn't. She understood that we didn't intend to judge her. I'm glad everything was resolved with Celeste, I had been worried because I didn't know how much it was affecting my sister, psychologically. But her problems are far from being resolved, she still has to make amends with Alicia.
I spent the night in Macarena's room, of course we got... and with plenty of enthusiasm. I think we felt like we deserved it, for having helped Gisela. Besides, with the noise those three were making in Pilar's room, it was impossible not to get hot.
Before falling asleep I wondered what Estefanía would be doing. I don't know why, but every time I go to sleep I find myself thinking about her. Probably she's playing with the PlayStation some new game she bought or one of the old ones I already had. I just hope she's okay, it would hurt me a lot if I found out she felt lonely because we all spend the night with someone... except for her.
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The pornographic routine continued throughout the entire next day. There was sex all over the house, as usual, although I must admit that the intensity decreased a bit. Sometimes sexual moments last only a few minutes and then we return to normal life... if one can even call it normal to walk around naked all day with your family. We had no news from Gisela and Alicia. They didn't leave their room except to look for water, something to eat or the bathroom. And in those moments, we didn't dare ask them anything.
I took the afternoon to explain the matter of Celeste to all the others, so they could understand it better. I noticed relief in everyone when they knew that Gisela wasn't crazy and that she only used a strategy to find her own happiness.
We were chatting quietly when the doorbell rang. It's not that unusual in this house, since all our purchases are delivered here. We even have a protocol for these cases. A member of the household should get dressed and answer. This time it was Estefanía's turn.
He put on the clothes as fast as he could and opened the door. From the living room, you can't see the entrance door because there's a small hall that separates it from the rest of the house. We felt a slamming door and suddenly Tefi appeared in the living room breathing heavily and with her eyes wide open like plates.
―What happened? ―I asked, getting up―. Who rang the doorbell?
It's Ayelén... and she came with Grandma.
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Chapter 50.
Operation Celeste.
―Is Nahuel... Is Nahuel?
A sweet voice called out to me in the darkness. I followed it, it had to be a nymph. Already I could feel the gentle touch of her soft fingers on my member.
Nahuel... —I repeated my name without ceasing.
I could already see her, beautiful and naked in front of me. The most precious woman that anyone can imagine... just for me, waiting for me with a warm smile and open legs... I went towards her.
―Is Nahuel?
My erect penis was ready to enter a world of pleasure. I stretched out on her and...
Wake up, dude!
Ay, the hen's vulva!
I felt like I was drowning in cold water, jumped and flailed my arms, tried to swim towards the coast... and fell off the bed, face down on the floor. The impact was dry and woke up a witch's cackle, a harpy mocking me.
What a jerk you are! He laughed at me again.
What's up?
No, Mother Teresa was still laughing nonstop. Look how hard you are to wake up... and well, I see you're not the only one who woke up hard -- pointed out my erect member. What were you dreaming of?
With a very beautiful woman - I said while rubbing my head in the area of the blow.
Is she more beautiful than me?
I fixed my gaze on my sister, she was completely naked, her black hair was as soft as silk and her gray eyes flashed when she smiled. I realized that the woman of my dreams looked very much like her; but I preferred not to give her another victory.
Much more beautiful than you.
Then you would have had to realize it was a dream, because there aren't many beautiful women like me that don't exist.
Ugh... how modest.
Hey, each one learns to deal with their mother's traumas in their own way. And speaking of that, we have to talk to Gisela today.
It's true, today Operation Celeste begins.
Call her whatever you want. But before we talk to her, take a shower. We were giving it to her hard last night and a bath wouldn't do you any harm.
Very true.
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I'm already ready - I said to Macarena when I went back to her room.
I didn't get dressed because using clothes inside my house has gone out of fashion. And how I like knowing that no one dresses up anymore. You can see tits and shells all the time, wherever you are. It's beautiful.
Very well, I asked Pilar and Aunt Cristela to keep Brenda entertained.
Ah... and I think they're doing it very well.
From the adjacent room we could hear female moans and the rhythmic banging of the bed against the wall.
―Yes, they must be giving it hard among the three of them. Let's go talk to Gisela now before she can't take it anymore and I really want to get into Pilar's room.
We arrived at my older sister's room and Macarena asked me to knock on the door while she took care of something. I saw her disappear into my mother's bedroom and got very tense. What were her plans? Starting a war?
―Hello, Nahuel ―Gisela greeted when she opened the door. She was so close to me that her enormous tits almost blocked my entire vision―. Do you need something?
I just wanted to talk to you, I said, shrugging my shoulders. My eyes scanned his entire body. Gisela is like an XL version of Macarena. They're very similar, but where Macarena is slender and petite, Gisela is plump and voluptuous. Both types of bodies really appeal to me; but I must admit that Gisela intimidates me much more.
Ah, how lovely. It's been a long time since we had a private conversation last.
Uh... we're not going to be alone...
At that moment, Macarena appeared who was practically dragging our mother by the arm.
I'm telling you I don't want... —protested Alicia.
Don't be so childish, mom. We have to do it. You promised.
But... does it have to be right now?
Yes. Right now. Already. Inside... let's go. Hi Gise, permission... come on. Sit down here... we have something important to talk about.
I don't have anything to talk about with this woman, said Gisela, looking at her mother severely.
They have a lot to talk about -- said Macarena.
It's true, Gise ―I had to intervene to try to calm things down a bit―. You and mom should have a good talk. We don't want to bother them. We do this because we want to live in peace. If we're going to share the same house with so many people, it's best if we don't get along. Otherwise, you can't live.
It bothers me to admit it, but you're right, Nahuel - said Gisela -. But I don't think I'm ready to do this now.
―You'll never be ready if you keep putting it off ―Macarena said to her. And this is for you too, mom. Do you want to make peace with your kids? Well, you've already done it with all of them... except Gisela. And she's the one who deserves it most. She suffered the most.‖
Alicia seemed terrified. I know she feels guilty about everything that happened with Gisela, and I really think she does. That's exactly why she has to be in this conversation. I knew this would happen, but I thought Macarena would prepare us all psychologically before.
Well, okay. Let's talk, said Gisela, with her arms crossed under her large breasts. I want to start by saying that this woman ruined the best years of my life. She made me feel like a sick person, a degenerate... a weirdo. And for a mother to make her own daughter feel that way, there's no forgiveness.
Alicia didn't even blink. She bit her lips and stayed silent. I could notice that her eyes got shiny. It seemed like she was on the verge of crying. I wondered what was going through her head right now.
―And the worst of all ―Gisela continued―, is that if I'm sick because I'm lesbian, her case is much worse. You're more lesbian than me, Alicia. You never could accept it and that's why you made my life impossible. I wish I hated you, really. Because I think you deserve it. But I can't. You're my mom, and in the end I love you, even though it hurts ―my older sister's eyes filled with tears and instantly my mom's did too. I didn't believe this would happen so quickly. Nor did I imagine Gisela could be so direct and forceful with her words―. You made me suffer only because you were never able to accept your own sexuality. You don't have any idea about the nights I spent crying against the pillow because I wanted to be with a girl without feeling weird, I wanted to be happy… and I couldn't, because whenever you noticed even the slightest lesbian hint in my friends, you'd chase them away like dirty dogs.
Don't keep anything back, Gise -- said Macarena --. It's important that you tell her everything you're thinking.
―Thanks, sister... and that's exactly what I want to talk about. My sisters. Because over the years I realized I wasn't the only one suffering. In one way or another you made sure everyone in this house had sexual complexes. The only one who was able to handle them as they pleased was Macarena; but the others weren't so lucky. I'm glad you took Nahuel seriously and helped him overcome his problems, and it makes me happy that you've made up with Pilar and Estefanía. But with me you won't be able to. This isn't something that can be fixed with an apology, nor will it be solved overnight.
And now tell her about Celeste, said Macarena, and Gisela froze in shock. I thought she would shatter into pieces, like a crystal glass falling to the floor.
What does Celeste have to do with all this?
―You know what I'm referring to, Gise.
I don't know.
Alicia looked at all of us as if she were saying 'I don't understand anything either'.
―Sorry I'm going to blow it in your face without prior notice, sister ―said Maca―; but Nahuel and I already know about Celeste. ―Actually we weren't sure―. And I want you to know that we're not going to judge you, even a little bit. I think you found a good way to help yourself... and even used it to help your brother, which makes it even prettier.
―What are they talking about? ―Asked Alicia.
From the truth about Celeste.
―What's Gisela's friend like?
That's the point, mom - continued Maca -. Celeste doesn't exist. Or rather: she only exists for Gisela.
―Hmm? ―Alicia looked at her eldest daughter without understanding anything.
―And I already know what you're thinking, Gise. And the answer is 'No'. I don't think you're crazy.
Until that moment I had doubted whether my presence was necessary during this speech. Macarena seemed perfectly capable of handling the situation without my help. But when I saw Gisela's expression full of doubts, I understood why I was there. Of all the people in the house, I am the one who inspires her most confidence. I know she loves me a lot, she always showed it to me, in many different ways. I'm sure her fear, when confessing about Celeste, comes mainly from me. She must be afraid that I'll reject her or even make fun of her. That's why I decided to approach my older sister ahead of time and give her a strong hug, rested my chin on her shoulder and told her:
―Thanks for everything. Without your help I wouldn't have been able to overcome my insecurities. And if you and Celeste are the same person, it makes me love you even more. You used Celeste to help me, and I'll never forget that.
Gisela hesitated for a few seconds, then she hugged me and cried silently.
Is it the same person? I heard my mother asking me at my back.
―Yes, and I hope you don't judge your daughter for this ―Macarena said to him―. Especially considering you have your own psychological disturbances. That obsession with germs isn't normal, mom. But it's the way you found to deal with reality. Gisela opted for creating an Alter-Ego.
―Is a second personality? ―Asked Alicia.
Not exactly. An alter-ego is more like a character I explained how I saw it after talking about the topic with Sabrina and Macarena. I spoke without letting Gisela go-. It's as if you created a character for a video game, with whom you could perform feats that in real life you wouldn't be able to do.
As it is -- continued Macarena --. Gisela created a character: Celeste. She used her to deal with the traumas of her life. I suspect that Celeste appeared on stage, as if it were a play, so that Gisela could develop her sexual life without being too embarrassed.
But... does she know that Celeste is not real? -- The voice of my mother trembled, obviously all this matter gives her a lot of fear.
Yes, I know it's not real - these words came out of Gisela's mouth, but they seemed distant-. I'm not as crazy as you think, mom. Celeste is just... a game.
―Why don't you sit down and explain everything to us? ―Macarena said, giving two taps on the mattress.
Gisela nodded with her head and sat on her bed, leaving Macarena to her left and Alicia in front of these two, at the foot zone. I approached my sister's chair that she uses for work and sat down beside the bed.
Tell us everything without fear -- said Macarena, stroking her right leg --. We're not going to judge you even a little bit. In fact, I find this whole business of the alter-ego super interesting and it gives me a lot of curiosity to know more about the subject.
―Do you really not think it's wrong? ―Gisela asked.
I said nothing to that. And the whole game with Celeste entertained me a lot, and I liked it more when I started suspecting you could be you. Now that I know you were... um... I like it even more.
I managed to make her smile. That was what I needed to be able to talk about the topic with calmness.
As Macarena well explained, Celeste was born for me to have a sexual life. Due to all the traumas this woman caused - she pointed at Alicia -, I didn't even dare to have sex with men. I had thousands of offers and always said no. I was terrified of everything related to sex. Although a part of me was dying to do it. So one night I went to a nightclub dressed in very suggestive clothing: super short mini skirt and a very wide neckline. To make sure nobody recognized me, I put on a blonde wig that surprisingly suited me well.
I don't imagine you as blonde, sister - said Macarena -. It's that I've gotten used to seeing you as a super sexy brunette. Although I won't deny that you could look good. You look good on everyone.
Look who's talking -- said Gise, her smile grew wider --. You're the most beautiful of all.
For nothing. Here you are the most beautiful one, and I recognize it even though it hurts my ego -- what Maca said was true, her ego must have suffered a lot in recognizing that one of her sisters was more beautiful than her. I don't want to enter into that competition because I think it's a subjective matter. Both are very pretty.
Okay, thanks. That makes me feel very well.
What was it like for you on your first date with the blonde wig? I asked.
I'm fine. I met a charming guy with good manners, but willing to break everything in bed. That pleased me. I don't find men very attractive, but I do like those who are like that. I introduced myself to him as Celeste, it was the first name that came to mind. We ended up at a hotel and spent all night. It was fantastic. I had never had guilt-free sex before.
Then you repeated it again -- said Macarena.
―That's how it is. Since I saw that it worked, I went back to the same nightclub a week later and ended up in bed with another guy, then another... and another... things started going so well, and I got out of control so much that I ended up having sex with two or three guys at once on the same night.
―Are you giving yourself at once?
At first, no, the three of them separately. But one night I did get brave and let two of them have me at once. It was... interesting. Nothing out of this world.
I don't agree with you on that - said Macarena - but I understand that men aren't that interesting to you.
―Exactly. With time I realized that I was sleeping with men only for sex and because I believed it would make me feel less 'abnormal'. However, I realized that Celeste was a pervert who would take on two guys at once without feeling guilty. What if she slept with a woman? So I gathered courage and the next time I went to a gay disco called Afrodita. Very nice. I met a girl who said she was the owner or manager, I don't know... didn't pay much attention to that part. She was a very friendly and beautiful girl. I told her it was my first time in a place like this and she was surprised because she thought all lesbian women in the city would be paying attention to me. Because I was radiant, with a lovely blue dress, super revealing. I had gone out early... and what I least imagined was that I would end up in bed with the first girl I saw.
The supervisor.
―That's how it is. This young lady had no problem getting intimate with me. She did it so securely and naturally that I was left amazed. It motivated me to do the same with her. We sucked each other's shells like we'd been girlfriends for a year. That girl doesn't know, and I don't even remember her name. It was kind of weird, like Leticia or Ludmila. But someday I'd like to see her again to tell her how important she was to me. Being with a woman who wasn't afraid to show her sexuality to the world changed my life. I stopped feeling so much fear. Besides getting intimate, we talked about life as lesbians, she told me some of her anecdotes. She even said she was in love with a nun.
―Is it of a real nun or those that come out in porn pages? ―I asked.
From one real. Poor thing, it seems that had her a bit traumatized. However, she was still showing that there's nothing bad about being lesbian. It's just another way to be happy, and nobody should interfere with someone's happiness if that person isn't hurting anyone.
Totally in agreement with this girl -- assured Macarena --. And it's very curious that the sex of just one night has marked you so much.
Yes, I know. Because after that day I didn't see her again; but... that same night, as she saw I was eager to keep trying female sex, convinced another girl to join us in bed and... ugh... when I entered the disco was dead of fear, and ended up having a super intense lesbian threesome.
And how's the other cutie?
It was a petite brunette with a champion's ass. In fact, what I did most was suck her ass. It's that, since it looked so nice, I couldn't let that opportunity pass.
I imagine they made you come -- said Macarena, as her fingers rested on Gisela's vagina. I understood she was trying to raise her temperature, so she could speak more freely.
Yes, and it was such a liberating orgasm that I understood the purpose of Celeste that day. I needed her to be happy because I myself wasn't brave enough.
But... I don't understand. Who is Celeste exactly? - Asked my mom.
I know you won't understand it - replied Gisela -. I can only say that it's like an imaginary friend in whom I can trust when I feel scared. And I also know it's part of me.
There's something I don't understand - I said -. When you told me the anecdotes about Brenda, you told me that Celeste was there.
It's just that it was like that. To cheer me up with Brenda I had to resort to Celeste. And she knows how this works. I explained it to her after she went through her phase of doubts. I told her that I, in order to face it, used a character that helps me let go. And she started doing the same, only she calls it “The other Brenda”. The one who's not afraid and does get excited. The one who does crazy things like sucking the guard's cock at the office or visiting our mother at night without underwear.
―I understand that you and Brenda have a 'Dominant-Submissive' relationship ―said Macarena―. And that's what surprises me the most. Celeste is your dominant side.
As it is. I also discovered that with time, especially with Brenda. I realized she needed me to order her to do these things... better said: Celeste had to order her. That's how we started a game between us.
When we took photos together, I commented that you said you did it because Celeste asked you to.
Ah yeah. And in part that was it. I know it's hard to understand, but I also used the dominant character of Celeste with myself. When I needed to be the one who would get excited about doing something, without letting Celeste come out.
So I mean that... everything that happened between us... was it really not you who were Celeste, but you yourself?
―Exactly ―Macarena was still caressing her vagina while talking, which clearly helped her feel more relaxed―. I was myself the whole time, only that... um... I let out that part of me that normally doesn't come out. Lately I've been working on that, on not depending so much on Celeste, because in the end Celeste is me. If I can feel this free by adopting a character, I should be able to feel the same being myself. Sorry if I scared you, or if it was confusing for you.
It was a bit confusing, I'll admit; but you don't have to apologize. I had a great time and thank you for sending me pictures of Celeste. Really.
That part was difficult for me. I felt like a degenerate for sending him porn photos of myself to my own brother; but... I thought that otherwise you wouldn't be able to overcome your fear of women.
And that's how it was -- I said with a big smile --. You really helped me a lot.
―And didn't it feel uncomfortable when you started suspecting it could be me? I mean... in the end, you were getting hot with those photos.
Uh... it was uncomfortable; but only a little bit. Because you're not the only one of my sisters with whom this happens to me.
Ah, I see... well, I also have to admit that over time I started to take a liking to those games and the photos we took of each other. That's why I decided to get more daring.
If you managed to let out the most erotic part of yourself - said Macarena - then maybe you won't need Celeste anymore.
That's what Brenda told me, that's why I haven't used Celeste for a while. I leave it as an inner voice that gives me courage when I need it; but nothing more. I try to be myself. I discovered I have a serious problem with sex: when I get very excited, I lose control. I can't stop. I do and say things I normally wouldn't. I enjoy it, yes... but then I feel guilty.
―That's why one day you like it when I touch you, and the next day not ―said Maca.
This is it. Sorry for being so changeable. I can't help it. I swear I'm trying to control it.
―Maybe it's because your sexual part hasn't fully released yet ―suggested Macarena―. If we help her come out, you'll feel better with yourself, you'll be able to say and do all those things you normally wouldn't dare. You'll enjoy a full sexual life. And you'll find your happiness.
I'd love to achieve that, but I don't know how to do it.
I can help you with everything you need -- I offered myself.
―We're all going to help you ―Macarena said ―. Whatever is needed. Because we're a family. However, I think the person who could help you most is Mom.
―Why her? After everything she hurt me, I don't want her to help me with anything.
Excuse me, daughter... I...
Don't ask me for forgiveness mom, because that word won't fix all the problems you caused me.
Alicia bowed her head and started crying again. It tore my soul to see her so sad. She must have been very hard for her to know, without a doubt, that she had ruined the life of her older daughter, and now she hates her. My mom isn't bad, but even I have to admit that she treated Gisela very badly for a long time.
―I understand you're so angry with Mom ―said Macarena―. But I really think she's the best to help her.
―Why?
I had an idea. I hope you like it - Maca showed one of her sensual, mischievous smiles. Since there's a dominant character hiding inside you and you enjoy sexual games... why not turn mom into your 'FuckDoll'?
―What's that? ―Asked Alicia.
A doll to hold - Maca replied. Gisela would become your owner. You'd do everything she asked you to... within the sexual plan, of course. That means if she wants you to suck her pussy, you should do it... without complaining.
That's... I like it, said Gisela, staring intently at her mother's eyes.
You'd have your chance to humble her a little for everything she did to you - continued Maca -. And besides, you could make her live a thousand lesbian experiences so that she accepts that she's just as lesbian as you.
It's fine... I'm willing to do it -- said Alicia --. Even if it's humiliating. I'll do whatever is necessary for my daughter to forgive me.
―Before accepting, mom... you have to understand that this is serious ―Gisela said―. I'm not going halfway with these things. Once I have a doll with whom I want to have fun... I'll have fun. And my orders will be your priority. If you're screwing with your Cristela and I tell you to come do it with me, then you have to obey. Is that clear?
Yes, very clear.
Then you could start right now.
―What's up?
―Yes. Already. ―Gisela spread her legs―. Suck my pussy and do it well, since you've eaten so many clams that I know you should do it well.
―Hmm... yes... okay ―said Alicia―. I'll do it.
She lay on her back on the bed and prepared to pass her tongue over her daughter's vagina.
―Before you start ―said Gisela―. I need to know one thing, and it's more worth it for you that you answer with total sincerity.
Yes, I promise.
You always had lesbian tendencies, and there was a time when you used to look at me weirdly, especially when I was naked. When I found out that you liked women, I started suspecting that maybe I was awakening sexual desires in you. Is that true?
Mm... although I'm ashamed to admit it, yes it's true. I had many lesbian experiences with Cristela and later, throughout my life, I had to repress them. I only had a few experiences that didn't involve my sister... or my niece. And you made me relive those desires I was trying to repress.
Maybe that's why you were tougher on Gisela -- said Macarena --. Unconsciously, you were blaming her for bringing back those lesbian desires again.
Maybe it was like that, and I deeply regret everything I said to you. I know it was wrong... and I know I won't be able to repair the damage I caused you. The only thing left for me is to do what you ask of me.
Very well. Then... to suck.
I never saw Gisela with so much determination. She really seemed like a sergeant. Alicia had no other alternative but to start licking that pussy which had probably awakened so many erotic fantasies in her. I wondered what was going through her head at this precise moment.
Okay, Nahuel, I think it's time we leave them alone -- said Macarena.
But... but...
Nothing about that, it doesn't matter how much you want to look, this moment is for the two of them. They need to be alone and clear up a lot of rules.
This is it -- said Gisela. And don't worry, little brother. I'm sure that one of these days I'll need your help. We're going to have a lot of fun with this slut -- she winked at me.
Now that I know that woman with such a sexual and dominant attitude is not Celeste, but my own sister, I feel much more comfortable.
I smiled at him/her/you.
I'm available for anything you'd like to do with me... or with Mom.
It's good to know that, little brother. And you'll be rewarded for your help, so think about what you want.
I don't want anything, I'm fine with helping you.
Don't be a jerk, Nahuel. Take advantage to ask her something -- said Macarena --. And considering I also helped, I think I'll ask for my reward.
Of course -- said Gisela, with a big smile.
I... okay... it's fine... let me think - I saw my mom very focused sucking on Gise's pussy. Ah, I know now... I want you to teach me how to do oral sex with women.
Oh... that's interesting. Although I imagine you did it.
Yes, sometimes; but I want you to teach me. You're a woman and women like women, I think you could be the best teacher for this.
―Aside from modesty... I am. I promise you that I will teach you how to do it well. As soon as I clear up some things with this woman, we'll have our first lesson in oral sex.
―Okay, I'm already anxious to start.
Macarena and I leave the room.
Everything went well. Much better than we expected. I thought the talk with Gisela would be much more uncomfortable, luckily it wasn't. She understood that we didn't intend to judge her. I'm glad everything was resolved with Celeste, I had been worried because I didn't know how much it was affecting my sister, psychologically. But her problems are far from being resolved, she still has to make amends with Alicia.
I spent the night in Macarena's room, of course we got... and with plenty of enthusiasm. I think we felt like we deserved it, for having helped Gisela. Besides, with the noise those three were making in Pilar's room, it was impossible not to get hot.
Before falling asleep I wondered what Estefanía would be doing. I don't know why, but every time I go to sleep I find myself thinking about her. Probably she's playing with the PlayStation some new game she bought or one of the old ones I already had. I just hope she's okay, it would hurt me a lot if I found out she felt lonely because we all spend the night with someone... except for her.
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The pornographic routine continued throughout the entire next day. There was sex all over the house, as usual, although I must admit that the intensity decreased a bit. Sometimes sexual moments last only a few minutes and then we return to normal life... if one can even call it normal to walk around naked all day with your family. We had no news from Gisela and Alicia. They didn't leave their room except to look for water, something to eat or the bathroom. And in those moments, we didn't dare ask them anything.
I took the afternoon to explain the matter of Celeste to all the others, so they could understand it better. I noticed relief in everyone when they knew that Gisela wasn't crazy and that she only used a strategy to find her own happiness.
We were chatting quietly when the doorbell rang. It's not that unusual in this house, since all our purchases are delivered here. We even have a protocol for these cases. A member of the household should get dressed and answer. This time it was Estefanía's turn.
He put on the clothes as fast as he could and opened the door. From the living room, you can't see the entrance door because there's a small hall that separates it from the rest of the house. We felt a slamming door and suddenly Tefi appeared in the living room breathing heavily and with her eyes wide open like plates.
―What happened? ―I asked, getting up―. Who rang the doorbell?
It's Ayelén... and she came with Grandma.
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