Capítulo 13 Mi prima, Mara 3

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CHAPTER XIII

It had been a while.
I was surprised to see her. How couldn't I do anything else, I approached.
She greeted me with the best, but I realized she was insecure about doing so.
Her hair was shorter, like a square cut.
ME: Hi! What are you doing?
What a silly question. What will you be doing in a supermarket?
She was blushing, like nervous.
FER: Here, shopping... jeje
ME: Of course, what a silly thing...
It was an unusual feeling... I was angry, how not? But despite her being a great contributor to everything, she wasn't the only one responsible.
At least I didn't feel any anger. Because no matter how much she contributed (and quite a bit), the decision to do it was ours.
Of course, when I saw her, I remembered everything again.
That was the mess.
ME: How are you?
FER: Fine, fine? And you?.- She asked with a face of know what happened after breaking up with Mara.
ME: Fine, better... And Martin?
We started walking, I had many things to buy and she followed me.
FER: Fine, in the car... Vago jaja
ME: Jaja
FER: Na, poor, feels bad...
I couldn't think of many things to say to her, but I noticed her good mood.
FER: I was going to write you after what happened to you... But I didn't know if you wanted to talk to me...
ME: Why? Know that Martin wrote me several times, apologize to him, but I couldn't answer him...
FER: And... You know... Yes, forget it, he understood that.- She looked at me nervously
ME: Na... Everything's fine. We're great and responsible for what we do.
She looked at me with surprise. She didn't expect that reaction.
FER: Yes, but I feel responsible for what happened...
ME: It happened and that's it... There's nothing to give about it...
I was carrying things to the change.
FER: Maybe if not...- I interrupted her.
ME: At that moment, we all wanted to do the same thing... That ... there were things that went to hell, it's true... But the reality is that it happened because we wanted it...

FER: Well, because I got hurt, although you might not believe me. I'm quite special in certain points, but what happened to me...- She blushed.

YO: What points?

FER: In terms of sex, I have no limits... And what happened with you guys...-

YO: Don't worry...

FER: I even asked Mara about you... To see how you were doing, eh...- Raised an eyebrow.

YO: Gladly, because I didn't lose my appreciation for you yet...

FER: Oh, you're divine... You make me feel worse.- Exclaimed with good humor.

I laughed. I'd lie if I didn't believe her responsible, because in part, she was. But neither should she use it as a scapegoat just for herself.

FER: What's the vibe with Mar?

YO: And... She'll tell you about it... I wouldn't want to talk to you without her telling you first, see...

FER: No, logical... Besides, it doesn't concern me jeje

YO: No, but not because of that... Rather, I prefer you know things from her...

FER: I know it's going to kill me if I tell you, but she's destroyed by what happened. You don't know how much she misses you...

I thought for sure she wouldn't be aware that I had seen her the night before.

Looked aside.

FER: She didn't give me a letter or anything, eh... But knowing them both, I have to tell you, sorry...

YO: No, it's okay... The only thing I'm going to say is that I've been talking to her...

She was surprised.

FER: Ah, yeah?

YO: Yes...

FER: I don't know if you knew but Gabi and Brai broke up...

I had to be an idiot, I knew that.

YO: Ah, look...

FER: Yeah, poor... I knew it too before...

YO: Ah, yeah?

FER: Yeah, it's a long story, but that weekend was the last time we saw them... Every now and then she writes jeje

YO: Post?

FER: Yes, makes me laugh so much... She says that even if she's not with Gabi anymore, if there's a party, she'll still turn on...

YO: Haha what a goofball...

FER: I think she wouldn't have a problem either haha

What a strange thing...

I found it incredible what she was saying.

YO: You're saying...

FER: Naaa... And well, ask everyone...

I wondered if... Martín knew he spoke. But for sure yes. It wouldn't be anything strange with these two.

YO: Is it about us?

FER: See another day I'll tell you...

YO: And them?

FER: What?

YO: Are they still doing crazy things? haha

It started to laugh.

Half a drunk had already loaded.

FER: No, no, not with the girls haha

What a cutie…

FER: But good, you know Martin and me... We never stay in the mold. - And winked at me.

Uff...

Why didn't I surprise? Je.

YO: Ah no?

FER: No, we come full haha better don't tell you...

YO: Haha

FER: Yes, until...- Stopped

YO: What? haha

FER: No, better leave it there...- Expressed all red.

I looked at her like saying what's up?.

YO: You turned red... It must be heavy...

FER: Haha shut up...

YO: I can't imagine what it will be...

FER: Let's say that... Ay, no... I'm a dyke....- Grabbed her head.

YO: That's it, let's go haha

We were going towards the boxes.

FER: A little bug stung me...- Exclaimed violet. I didn't understand anything.

What did she want to tell me?

I looked at her intrigued.

FER: With girls...- Said totally ashamed.

How?

Hell...

YO: You're kidding me...

FER: No... Posta. Not with my friends, eh... No.

I remained incredulous. Totally.

YO: Do you paint the bi?

FER: Yes haha... Let's see, I don't look at women on the street... But I like being with girls lately...

If I said it didn't stop me from listening to her, it would be a lie.

Of course, I wanted to get away from all that. Leave it behind.

But that confession made me flash. In truth, she never stopped that woman.

YO: I can't believe you haha.- I said amazed.

FER: I don't know what got into me, but that weekend... Well... A girl came who you didn't know... She stayed with us for a few days... I spent it sucking her pussy.- She told me quietly.

Ufff.

She made me open my eyes like two fititos. Almost choked on my saliva. What a young lady! No change more, I thought.

FER: Sorry, I'm going to hell haha

YO: No, no haha... It's okay...

I couldn't believe what she had told me.

FER: It's a phase, it will pass... The pi... doesn't compare with anything.- Posta that made me laugh.

It... I was going to hell.
I think he told me that because I had his trust. Otherwise, he wouldn't say it even if I were at the stake.
YO: Hahaha you're having a blast...
FER: Haha what a disaster! I'm so out of place
YO: Haha naa... Everything's fine...
Since Fernanda didn't have many things, she could go to the self-service checkout.
YO: Go ahead, you don't have many products, you won't eat up all this Booty...
FER: Haha good one, if Martin doesn't kill me... You've got a nice lineup, eh haha
YO: See...
FER: Well, I'm glad to see you... Take care! - She said with her eyes.
I took it as something related to Mara. That she wouldn't make her suffer or something like that. She said it with an air of mystery.
YO: Haha greetings to Martin!
FER: Okay, I'll send him... Be careful, kid!
She went off. But then she turned around.
FER: Sorry, post...
I looked at her strangely.
FER: I shouldn't have insisted so much... I thought if I pinched them a little they'd be like us... But I was wrong...
I kept looking at her.
YO: It's over...
FER: No, afterwards I realized the joke... They're not like us... - She expressed with a grimace.
I didn't want to prolong the conversation.
YO: Forget it...
She smiled and walked away.
Beyond what seemed sincere when she said it, I think it was a bit late already, don't you?
Well... Better not think about it...
I didn't look at her like that or anything, but it was clear she had been doing a lot of exercise.
She wore a white jean skirt that showed how each cheek of the Booty moved.
Some people never change I thought.
I didn't dislike finding her. If Fernanda had something good, it was that she was always honest.
You might like or not like her way of being, but she wouldn't sell you something that wasn't hers.
What really caught my attention was how they could live that life with so much normality. For a moment I thought I understood them, but time showed me that wasn't the case.
I didn't know anything about that world...
Well, now I can say yes...
Once I got everything I needed, I went back home.
Just at the door, I ran into my brother Mike, who was just arriving. What a timely arrival! I had several things to download, je. A hand extra wouldn't have come amiss. MIK: You're such a dog! - He said, making himself out to be a pest and alluding to the fact that he lived alone. I burst out laughing. YO: Haha and it was about time... MIK: Now you don't have to smoke walking around the house in your underwear... YO: Hahahaha MIK: You're the son of a slut! He couldn't invite anyone over for fear of me passing by like that - He laughed. YO: Post? haha MIK: Since then, yes. Once I had brought some classmates from school to my place to do a project. They were guys and girls. I used to come out of the bathroom in boxers. If my sister didn't get shocked, who else would be? And that day I forgot there was someone there. As I walked by his room door, all his friends saw me walking around in my underwear. Poor guy, I made him pass through a humiliation... YO: So what are you doing here? Do you miss me? MIK: Yes, but I'm not here for that haha... guy... Lo leí en sus ojos. YO: Do you want the car, no? haha MIK: Are you going to use it? YO: No, take it... MIK: Yeah? YO: See... But how do you call the girl or boy? haha He burst out laughing. MIK: Denise... YO: Don't get my seats dirty... MIK: Haha thanks, dogo... YO: Dogo? Do they talk like that now, King?. - I said in an ironic tone We laughed for a while. I wasn't thinking of leaving. Much less with the car. And since I had already made a big purchase, I wouldn't need it for anything else. Besides, Michael needed it for a good reason. And he always washed it when he could. I couldn't say no. He stayed home until the Bundesliga game ended. Yes. There's no more boring competition than that... But given his fanatism for Marco Reus, I had to smoke him, je. I grabbed my phone to write to Mara. She was coming today and hadn't sent me any messages all afternoon. Hello 🙂 I put. A few minutes later she responded. MAR: Hello 🤗 MAR: What were you doing? YO: Nothing! Mike just left YO: I took the car jaja MAR: Ah yes? Jeje
ME: Yes, I was just coming back from buying food and he was arriving…
ME: Now that you can receive me decently, haha
MAR: Haha good!
MAR: Since you didn't write again, I thought you had forgotten
ME: No, obviously not… How could I forget?
MAR: Good ☺️
MAR: What time am I coming?
ME: At the time you want 😁
ME: I'd go get you but I'm on foot haha
MAR: No haha. If I have our car 😆
I still said our even though I had renounced to half of what belonged to me.
ME: Good, then!
ME: Wait for me while I tidy up a bit 😊
MAR: Ok
MAR: I'll change and go!
ME: Dale!!
I put down the phone and started tidying up a bit. This time, I had things to offer or cook for her. Again, she was coming home...
To be honest, I wanted to see her. And after what happened in the morning, I had been left with a desire for more… It wasn't normal, at least not recently, to have that appetite for her. So I must take advantage of the occasion and not let it slip away.
I did everything against the clock.
I ordered some food and took a bath.
And just as I was getting out of the bathroom, Mara called me on the phone.
Almost in my underwear, I answered.
ME: Hi!
MAR: Hi, gor! I'm two blocks away!
ME: Great, beautiful! Just got out of the bathroom
MAR: Ah, that's why you weren't answering haha
ME: Yes, I'm opening up!
MAR: Great! Kisses
ME: Great!
I always thought that over the phone, I wasn't too expressive.
Many times people had told me how curt it sounded, but it wasn't with bad intentions. Simply, I didn't like talking on that medium, je.
I grabbed a sweatshirt and a football short, just like that, to go open the door for her.
After that, I'd change...
The front of the house lit up as the car lights climbed the sidewalk.
I opened the door to receive her.
There she was again, Mara.
Her hair looked nice with it hanging to one side. It suited her very well like that.
What surprised me a bit was that she didn't look too made-up.
I mean, she didn't need it to look bad, but she always did make an effort and more so when we went out together. I had a black jean skirt with a white buttoned blouse.
Also, it was covered by a black fitted jacket tied at the waist, although I wore it open.
She came down smiling, but not as she did that morning when we breakfasted.
I decided not to give her too much importance.
YO: Hi! - I said smiling
MAR: Hello... You got out of the shower haha
I still had wet hair.
She gave me a peck to greet me.
It wasn't very long, it was something simple, but I loved the way she put her lips.
Like a simple kiss could awaken the traitor below.
YO: Haha no, everything's fine! Come...
We entered.
Everything looked a bit more presentable than the day before.
I had somewhere to sit comfortably without counting on dirty clothes, je.
YO: Can I get you something? - I asked before going to change.
MAR: No, not yet...
She took off her jacket.
The movement she made was such that it left me stunned.
With the forward motion she made, her breasts stood out in such a way that it seemed like they were about to burst out of her shirt.
Uf...
Those two globes were barely contained by those poor blouse buttons.
Through the thin fabric of the garment, you could feel the relief of the bra she wore underneath.
I kept looking at her.
She smiled slightly.
I felt an overwhelming urge to rip off her clothes and eat them.
It was like a volcanic eruption that came over me suddenly.
I don't know why I got so excited...
To make matters worse, Mara looked at me with that shy face that didn't help me much.
It made me lose my inhibitions even more.
The only thing that came out of me was going to her and eating her mouth.
Ummm was heard when our lips collided.
It was involuntary and unexpected.
Like if a gravitational force pulled me towards her. Towards her skin.
MAR: Amm...
I took hold of her face, her cheek, and strongly kissed her on the mouth.
She, flushed and with her eyes closed, let herself go.
I didn't even have time to change. I couldn't contain those urges that I carried around being with her.
And besides, she was delicious. The savor of her mouth, lifted me even higher. From reflex, I raised my hand from her waist to her breasts, which I grabbed with the entire palm. MAR: Haa…- Expressed sighing in my ear. I kissed her cheeks, neck. Then I went back to her mouth. I couldn't stop. MAR: Gor… haaa… YO: You're beautiful... I can't stop kissing you.- I said rather altered. At that point, I already had my cock completely erect and hard, pressed against her belly. Every time she moved, rubbing the clothes, made me sigh. chuiik chuk was heard in the living room of the house. I took her by the waist again and made her sit with me on the couches. I no longer cared about the clothes or anything. I wanted to satisfy that unstoppable desire for her body. I put my hand under her skirt, caressing all her voluptuous and firm Booty. I felt a prick in my member, which begged, implored, to be taken out. She wasn't tired. At least not like me. And it seemed she wanted to resist at times. But she didn't stop doing it and sighed deeply. Even inside my mouth. I brought my hand from her Booty to the front part. I was fascinated by tracing each section of her skin. And when I arrived at her pubis, I stopped. MAR: Aaah… Stop, gor… aaa.- But she didn't stop hugging and kissing me. I don't know what was happening, but I hadn't felt that way for a very long time. So I couldn't do too much to relax either. Her kisses were so rich that my excitement didn't stop rising. She had a particular way of sending her tongue in the kisses. It killed me. Every movement of her tongue was like an air force that lifted me up more and more. From reflex and heat, I took out my cock from the short. Lucia rigid, venous, and headstrong. YO: I can't take it anymore, Mara... Look how I am... She saw my maneuver. She stayed. YO: It's like that because of you...- I had terrible urges for her to put it in her mouth. To lick it all... She had a hand on my face and was looking at me. YO: Do you want it?.- I insisted again. I was so hot.
MAR: How are we...- She just said
She brought her hand towards it.
I closed my eyes.
She grabbed me subtly by the trunk.
I flew...
At this height, my heart was beating very strongly.
My skin rose a little.
Uff...
She made me enjoy it. A lot.
YO: Beautiful...
MAR: What? haa...- She ate his neck.
YO: It seems you want me...- I said to her ear. Clearly, throwing another indirect hint for her to suck me off.
When she heard me, she bit my neck and pulled me against the backrest.
She crossed her leg over me and adjusted her thong, with her skirt on.
I looked at her.
It wasn't what I had asked for, but it wasn't bad either.
She closed her eyes and took my cock by the trunk and started to bury herself in it.
No... That was that.
She put it in one.
I loved feeling it so tight, devouring my member like that.
MAR: Aaaaww...- She expressed with her eyes closed and furrowed brow. I didn't think it was a cry of pleasure...
She leaned her arms on me and started to ride.
YO: Ahhh... god...
I grabbed her Booty, under the skirt.
Plaf plaf plaf could be heard.
It hurt her, indeed. I noticed by her gestures.
She groaned with clear signs of discomfort.
But she kept doing it fast.
Although it was making me delirious, it seemed a little strange to me that she did it like that.
Like without care, rough.
YO: Does it hurt you, beautiful? Let's stop...
MAR: No, no... aaaa...
She lowered and kissed me on the mouth, but with much desire.
I remember how she sucked my lip. Even I generated a little pain.
Ummmm mmmm aaaa she screamed.
I froze.
Was she okay?
I stopped her there, holding onto her waist.
YO: Hey! What's wrong, Mar?.- I said worriedly.
She made a face with no, nothing, but it was clear that something was bothering her.
YO: Tell me... Everything was fine until recently...
MAR: Do you think everything was fine?.- She said with a smile.
Her response left me perplexed.
Clearly, something bothered her.
I kept looking at her. Her face conveyed some sadness.
YO: What happened, beautiful? Did I do something that made you molestó?
MAR: Do you only want to see me for this?
.- Said with a trembling voice.
I opened my eyes like a cunt.
YO: How?
MAR: Do you only want to get me for this?
Slowly got up from on top of me.
Put an expression of annoyance when pulling out my cock from inside.
It was clear that the situation had gone in a completely different direction, totally unlike what it was heading towards.
YO: No... Why do you say that?
Sat down beside me with a great face of disappointment. Didn't even want to look at me.
I kept my member inside my short.
YO: Eii...
Lifted her gaze, visibly upset.
MAR: If this is how it's going to be, I don't want to see us anymore...
YO: Why? What bothered you?
MAR: Today when I left, I expected you to write something after we had been together... I don't know, nothing deep... But at least send me a message.
I looked at her, not knowing what to say.
MAR: Then you write to me to come, when I thought you were already going to ignore me and all that, empty, like it was just a routine... You always used to be affectionate with me, even when we were just cousins. You'd send me nice messages or when we were together... Now I feel like you're cold towards me... You want to get us and nothing more...
Her voice kept getting more emotional.
I had reason in what she said. I hadn't given her any attention all day, despite having been together after a long time.
YO: You're right... I didn't realize it! Sorry!
MAR: It's okay, I did wrong coming here...
Looked at the floor with disdain.
YO: No... I let myself get carried away by my desire to be with you. I swear I didn't realize I was being so superficial.- Touched her cheek with my hand.
MAR: That's the problem... You never would have treated me like that before...
Every word she said left me speechless.
But reality was that I wasn't lying. I wasn't aware of the treatment I was giving her.
YO: Sorry... I'm a jerk. I swear it wasn't my intention. It's more, I bought things to receive you from decent form, so we can eat...- I was trying to make her understand that I never wanted to see her as an object.

MAR: Maybe it's better to leave it for another day...

Ugh...
I messed up. But I messed up badly.

I saw her face, so dull and I wanted to die.
YO: Mara, you're right what you say...
I got a little monkey just now, but the reality is that this is what came out. You provoked me and I'd lie if I said these days didn't think about you...

She looked at me.

I looked at her like saying it's over.
MAR: I don't want you to see me as a piece of meat...
YO: You know it's not like that... But well, after so much time, it's normal for me to get this way, to turn into a little monkey...

MAR: Maybe what you say is true, but also it's true that I haven't been treated with love lately. And I know it's hard, given the circumstances, but I don't like it...
How do I respond to that?
I was a lawyer and couldn't come up with an argument to counter what she thought.
Nor did I deserve to be lied to.

YO: What matters is that I'm here with you...

MAR: You're here and not here...- She expressed, sighing.
Her eyes transmitted immense sincerity.
I wanted to tell her that when I looked at her, I wanted to say those things I always said to her. But after a while, immersed in her world, something didn't let me be full with her.

I relived moments from the previous weeks... I imagined Sabrina saying I love you...
I saw Mara with Franco, with Brian... Simply, I couldn't.
She just looked at me and understood perfectly. She knew I had that torturing me.

We looked at each other for a few seconds, both frustrated.
MAR: Let's see each other another day, better...

YO: I don't want you to go...
Less so...
MAR: You're not to blame. And being like this, with these things between us, doesn't work. It's uncomfortable.

What a mess! What a great mess...

YO: I won't force you to stay... But once again, I ask for forgiveness. I swear to you that I'm giving the best I have, the best that comes out of me. - I said looking at her.

Her eyes got a little shiny. She was looking away.

ME: But if you want to stay, we can talk, I'll cook something tasty. - I made a gesture on her leg.

It seemed like she was about to cry at any moment.

I didn't want to see her like that.

She made a side face.

MAR: Better I go, Johnny... I don't want to be like this either, with this mood...

I looked at her sadly.

For her to want to leave, she must have been feeling very bad. And now yes, I wanted to kill myself. It was my fault.

ME: Well... Another day then...

Immediately, she got up from the armchair.

She looked very upset.

I felt angry about the situation.

ME: How are you? Does it hurt?

- I asked her about the rough sex we had a few moments before.

MAR: No, no... Everything's fine. Don't forget your medication.

I looked at her and she also looked at me.

We said everything with our eyes.

I had something in the depths of my soul that wanted to hug her and tell her to stay.

But I swear on the most sacred thing that I couldn't do it. I truly couldn't.

She grabbed her jacket.

The atmosphere suddenly turned gray.

MAR: Well... I'm leaving...

I thought about it again.

What do I do? Do I hug her? Do I tell her not to go?

She was standing there. I had to do something. What mattered what happened? Now she was here with me. I shouldn't let her leave.

Something inside me wanted to get out.

I could feel like it was trying to dig between the rocks.

She kept looking at me.

But once again, those strange forces came to punish me.

Those images...

One and another time they showed me Mara with Franco, Brian, even Martin...

I couldn't say anything.

MAR: Will you open? - She said finally.

I sighed deeply. Like few times I did.

She perceived it. She knew I had demons to fight.

I went to the door with her.

A crappy situation. Totally cold and dark.

She was leaving...

ME: Let me know when you get there...

MAR: ¡Dale! - She limited herself to saying

ME: Sorry... - I said gasping for air and sad. MAR: It's fine.- Said making a face. Then I greeted him. He gave me a very small kiss on the mouth, like a tiny one. Obviously he wasn't saying everything was okay. I perceived it more as don't worry. But his face indicated the opposite. Probably that would be the last time she tried to find me. She got out and got into the car. I stayed standing at the gate, completely exhausted. Like when you're out of strength. I don't know how long I stood there after she left. I couldn't move. I felt like shit. Lately nothing was working for me. Everything bad. Ten minutes later I went in. I threw myself onto the couch, staring at the ceiling. Fixed. The silence that accompanied me was deafening. To make matters worse, I was totally alone now. Why didn't I say anything? Why couldn't I just forget it and move on? Was Sabrina still occupying that unmovable place in my head? I felt worse now. Every time I remembered how Sabrina had simply expelled me from her life, it broke my heart. But it wasn't just what happened with her. It didn't seem like that was all. What tortured me the most was what happened those weekends. Yes, I missed Sabrina. A lot. But the guilt eating away at my brain was because of letting everything happen. So much with her as well as with Mara. How could I be so weak... Mara sent me a message. MAR: I'm here! Kisses!.- Only that put me off. It was clear. I was hurt. Now I understood what she had felt all that time. It's crap... I replied Sorry... You didn't deserve that. I love you. I didn't want to create conflict in her head either. Maybe time would help us or her. Or not respond to the message. And if I wasn't able to stop her before she left, it made no sense to burden her with messages. I had to leave her alone. What a crappy night... I couldn't imagine it was going to end like this. And reality was that I hadn't finished either. I was far from doing so.
I stayed on the couch.
In a moment, half of me fell asleep, but I was conscious.
I felt like my system was restarting.
Once again, my body began to numb. I couldn't move well.
I had my head resting on the backrest, looking up.
It's happening again I thought.
At least I knew what it was about this time.
I tried to take a deep breath, but my heart rate accelerated once more.
My eyes were closing.
I saw as if the room changed shape.
As if I found myself somewhere else.
It was all in my head, I knew that. But still, I couldn't collect myself.
I felt an impressive fatigue. I wanted to fall asleep there.
Suddenly, everything changed.
I found myself in a bathroom. One I knew very well.
Yes, it was Fernanda's house.