fantasias

I'm a 45-year-old woman. I still take care of myself quite well, despite being a mother and wife. I'm of medium height, with a bust of 110 and hips of 100. After all these years of marriage and going to the gym, taking my kids out, etc. I've realized that I like young guys who could be my sons. When I see those young guys aged 22-25, I get very hot and when I'm alone and I touch my fantasy is to do it with these young men. Just thinking about it gives me a lot of excitement and my masturbation sessions are sensational, but at the same time I feel a lot of shame. As a big and married woman, but my fantasy gets the better of me.

Many times when I'm on the bus going to work, I like to sit in front of some young guy and subtly put my rounded and prominent ass within his reach, many change seats, but others stay and start poking me with their hard cocks between my cheeks, which makes me hot and I move them almost imperceptibly, but they notice and feel like their cocks are growing at the contact and increasing pressure. I feel the moisture of my pussy and I want to take them in my hands and give them a good masturbation, but I have to resist myself.

Of course, when I get home and take off my underwear, the self-masturbation I give myself is extraordinary. But I'm too afraid to go further...

Talking to a friend of mine who's around my age, we share mutual confidences, she encourages me and tells me that they're very rich, with barbaric power, and that they don't compromise because they just want to satisfy themselves sexually without complicating things, leaving you very happy.

The truth is that I've thought about it a lot and followed my habit of feeling supported in the bus. I enjoy it a lot, especially when there are young guys around. There's a locksmith shop near my house where an old friend of my son works who I like. A lot and I don't stop looking at him when I pass by, showing off my big ass with skirts to the knees, fitted to my buttocks, with medium heels and low-cut blouses, revealing my big breast game, because as I said I'm a bit pulpy but well-formed. I've opted for dressing up a little sexier, but always like a great lady and know that I still provoke men's gazes. Every time I pass by, I feel this young man's gaze stuck on my ass, which makes me a bit nervous but happy to awaken those desires. But I know he's my son's friend and it gives me a lot of morbo.

With my husband we have sex, but the truth is that every time I have these fantasies when I can go to the pub where my son works and I feel very observed and bold dressing up sensually, my husband is jealous but doesn't stop me from going since he knows my son is there. The thing is that it's been a while since I got back from the office and I get many urges to touch myself, to feel my breasts with my hands, more so if I notice some man younger than mine looking at me on the street or saying something to me, I like opening up my blouse and playing with my nipples, lifting up my skirt and feeling good as a slut for at least a few hours until my husband gets here and if I'm lucky we'll get it. I hope they don't think badly of me or too much, but it's a very big morbo that I feel, working with young people and sometimes noticing them looking at me when I wear a short skirt or something fitted. My psychologist says it's normal for men to be attracted to younger women and it excites me. For me, it's a relief that she tells me this because there are days when I get back from the office and have more than three orgasms fantasizing about that