Re puta

Really everything that was happening with Lu and what I was doing had me feeling bad. Never in my life had I been jealous of anyone. Not even my brothers, my cousins, my old folks, my grandparents. On the contrary, I loved sharing time with everyone and as many more because it was more fun. But this was getting to me, I'd been checking his phone for a long time, which had led me to see and find out things I'm not sure if I would have wanted to know and even made me follow Lu. When I got home that day, I burst into tears over what I'd done and felt like I couldn't keep going this way. That I had to resolve this. Either leave Lu or if I kept it up, I had to forget all of this because otherwise it would be impossible to maintain a healthy relationship like this. I thought that if I found out something or did something worse, I'd end up hitting her. And I didn't like feeling that way at all. All these behaviors and attitudes I was having were going against what I felt for Lu and my way of being and seeing things. I always said I'd never cry over a young lady and now I was crying and following a young lady to see what she was doing. I cried a lot. I didn't leave my room, not even to eat. How by 1 am (I was already asleep) my phone rang. I got up and when I answered it, it hung up on me. It rang again, I answered and it was a buddy from the neighborhood. Buddy: Hey, what's up? Me: Buddy, I'm sleeping Buddy: Alright, I'll write you on WSP Me: Okay, go ahead WSP chat Buddy: I have to show you something (photo of Lu entering the house of a dude from the neighborhood) Me: When was this, buddy? Buddy: Just now, buddy. I just took it (the photo was very clear) Me: Come on, buddy, really? The pussy is off the chain Buddy: I'm here, what do I do? Me: Wait for me, I'll be there I went to pee in the bathroom, washed my face a bit, made myself a mouthwash with toothpaste and salt and left. I walked to the dude's house at midnight (1 am) and got there and found Buddy waiting on the corner. Greetings and shows me the photos. He says 'friend was walking and we saw them at the corner give each other a kiss and then I realized it was Lu. Took out my phone and took a picture and they walked for a few meters until the house and went in' It all came crashing down on me. Because now an acquaintance was involved too. One thing was knowing that Lu had screwed me, but only I knew it. Now if I kept going with Lu, I'd end up like the cuck who gets his girlfriend cheated on. The dude, a neighbor's friend, lived alone and weren't friends with Lu. So there was no chance of saying 'we're friends', let's talk or something like that. Besides, it was 1 am on a weekday. You don't hang out with a friend at 1 am on a weekday when everyone works the next day. Captain: 'what do we do' Me: 'I don't know, I'm going to hell' Captain: 'you're going to leave her alone there, you're messing with me. Let's go knock on the door and make her come out and tell us what she's doing' Me: 'friend if I go and knock on the door it'll be a huge mess and everyone will find out that HDP is making me cuck. Pass me the photos and I'll talk to her tomorrow. If I knock now we'll have to get into a fight with... And I have to kill her' Captain: 'friend if we don't go, you know what's going on' Me: 'friend if it's here, today, now, I think she must have gotten it from someone else or maybe the other guy got it. Let's say she didn't get it and that today she didn't get it with him. What changes? If she's here at this hour, I don't think she came to take mate. If not with him, then with anyone. If she came all the way here, it's because she already intended to screw me. If we knock, it'll be a mess. I'm going to have to beat her up and they're going to call the police. Whether or not something happened, they're going to say I'm a cuck. If we leave now no one will know. If we go in now, they'll think I'm a cuck even if I'm not' My friend looked at me and said 'I understand you, but I'll kill him if I see him alone' And I told him I say 'forget about that, friend, but if I do it now here, it's like cucking, whether she has or hasn't caught it, and besides in the end. If someone comes to your place who has a boyfriend and you're into her, don't sleep with her? If she has a boyfriend, it's not yours. That's her problem and her boyfriend's, what happens after that, you just get in and done. I'm annoyed at her, not him. My friend tells me obviously, friend, but he knows me from way back... I tell him yes, friend, but we're like that, never friends. If the situation is reversed, if she has a boyfriend and comes to my place, it's their problem, I won't tell her not to go with someone who has a girlfriend. If the cutie accepts, it's already done. So we left. I got home and sent Lu a message with the photos: apart from being a slut, you don't even take care of doing things right. You exposed me all over the neighborhood like the cuck and exposed yourself as the given-away slut... Your friend isn't like that, I don't think you went out to get mates or chat about life at this hour. Thanks for screwing my life I blocked him, tried to sleep but couldn't all night. He started calling me at 8am and I never responded. The next day at night he came over as usual and we talked a lot. I wanted to kill her and she wanted to kill me. Never spoke that badly to someone like that night to Lu.