I just fulfilled my fantasy of being forced

Fix with a guy on grindr beautiful cock, bigger than mine, and very dominant, didn't stop at the encounter. Between I forced myself to undress as soon as he got down pants I knelt and had him violate my mouth, I couldn't take it anymore it was very nice but very thick. After a while sucking him we tried to get me on top, but the pain was mortal so by more of my complaints, he grabbed me in 4 hard hard hard opened my leg and made me shit. Again I got up on him and this time I entered easily and hurt much less, I felt so weak, I asked him to call me Evelyn, my little girl's name, and well, I stood up with his arms and caught him harder afterwards he put me in 4 again until I ended up in my Booty. I left with a desire for him to force me to suck his ass, but it was too tasty