Deseos de trans

Well, I'll tell you about the desire I've had for a long time - basically years - to be with a transsexual. Although I love women and usually date several, I've had this strong desire to have an experience with a transsexual for a very long time. I started watching videos of Fabiana Rubi and dedicating many wanks to her until it became a habit to touch myself while watching transsexual videos and sometimes gay ones too. Although I never had an experience with a boy, except when I was 11 or 12 years old with a friend, typical thing we did together was to masturbate each other sometimes, some penetration occasionally, but never more than that... And although I love touching myself and using dildos, I still don't dare... How could I face my first time with a transsexual? My biggest fear is getting there and regretting it and wanting to leave, or maybe my fear is that I'll like it? And wanting to keep repeating... Currently living in Spain and the offer of transsexuals is very varied, I know I wouldn't be brave enough for the first time to let them penetrate me or maybe if I don't know... I hope opinions, advice, and personal experiences from first times with transsexuals, also invite you to see my photos of my Booty with dildos and thongs and see what they think