It's my first report, as a kid I read a lot of Sherlock Holmes, so I'll try to replicate that descriptive narrative by Conan Doyle for what just happened.
A bit of context, I'm a normal guy physically, in my 20s, average we could say. I've always liked women, but I made the mistake of getting addicted to porn from a very young age, which put unrealistic expectations on women that weren't real, no one would give you a blow job like in videos, your mom's friend wouldn't give you ass, nobody handled that level of sexiness. I had my girlfriends but never stopped watching porn, some porn consumers will know how it is, you start seeing a cutie with a guy, years go by and you get bored, you pass to lesbian, gangbangs, bukkakes, trios, until the day I started watching transsexual porn. Before and after, just from getting bored of always seeing the same thing, looking for something new. Watching transsexual porn opened the window to other things over time: gay, sissy, etec, everything was a slightly more exciting step than what I had been seeing. This type of porn planted curiosity in my mind about trying out with some guy, I knew the world of promiscuity among gays, which were as easy as setting up in 5 minutes and getting it on, added to the difficulty of an average dude putting it with beautiful girls, making the other seem more tempting, now any cutie that's a 6 opens an OF fills with dollars and only hangs out with some muscular guy with money, this left me in doubt. But this was unthinkable a few years ago, I'm 100% hetero but I looked more curious, the reports of poring didn't help clear up doubts. More the popular myth that gays are the best peteros, it set the perfect cocktail for a straight boy who saw porn to death, who never in his life attracted a guy, changed his mind and sought something new he was seeing and hadn't experienced.
This led me to take action, I installed the app Grindr and with the intention of seeing what vibe the world was on and how far I would dare to go, I found many femboys that seemed to be taken from my fantasies but never dared to, after exchanging photos and chatting a bit, at the hour of confirming, I ended up deleting the account and then the app, this happened no less than 20 times and during the course of years, until one day I said, enough, I can't take it anymore with this hysterical or I'll go crazy, I deleted the app once more and in minutes I saw a Brazilian flag along with an effeminate face, I said this is mine, that someone foreign lowers my insecurity that someone finds out what I was doing. I proceeded to talk to him, we exchanged photos, like so many other times I had done, but this time it was different.
- What's going on today?, he asked
- I don't know, I said
- Is it blow job?, he threw me very lightly
- Yes, I said dryly
Actually, instead of hurrying to delete the app, I took the time to shave my balls and take a bath, but not without asking him first if you want me to go?
- I was falling asleep, but if you come
I made him re-doubt to the point where I asked him to send me a photo showing 3 fingers, to make sure it wasn't a fake, he sent it
I was already without excuses, shaved, bathed, and effeminate, waiting for him, but my hetero side counterattacked, you have little battery, doubt, thought I, are you going to leave at midnight with only 20% battery power without anyone knowing where you are?
I ran to a drawer where I have a portable charger, took it out of my pocket with a USB cable, and tried it, it was dead, of course, hadn't been used in months, so I put it on charge while getting dressed and opening the Uber app, said years went by and I'm still like a hysterical fool chasing gays, it's time to close the chapter, the battery reached 30%, the Uber arrived, there was no turning back, I got in, chatted with the conductor about the legality of Uber, already made me sit upfront, as I approached my destination, I felt my mouth going dry, it was nerves, Uber peeled off some chicles and he offers me one, I always reject everything they offer because as a only child I don't like sharing anything then I try not to take anything from anyone so they won't ask later, but this time I said yes many thanks, I needed it for anxiety, under the Uber, I start walking until I realize I'm going in the opposite direction, turn back on my steps, he arrives, I greet him with a kiss on the cheek, he says it's very cold and some nonsense, I enter the apartment, he tells me to get comfortable, I manage to put my phone away in my jacket pocket and close the zipper, I was unsure if they were going to freak out or kidnap me, luckily the femininity of this guy calmed me down and when listening to him speak in a poringa mode, I knew what to say and do, I had seen and read it a hundred times here, I sit on a two-seater sofa that was there, he sits next to me and says 'it's my first time', we start and it goes up so easily, he gets down on his knees and takes away my heterosexual virginity, I take off my Adidas pants and boxer shorts together, and with the cock already half-hard, he swallows it in one go, he knew what he was doing, deep throat, changing speeds, a lot of saliva, stopping every 5 minutes to want to eat my mouth, barely did I press my lips against his, didn't want to cut off the blow job, I would have done it for 30 minutes when I saw him getting tired, it was a good blow job but not like one that would make me switch sides, I had many expectations and not all of them were fulfilled, it wasn't the cock-sucking life, I told him I was going to ask for an Uber, took 20 seconds and I left quickly, poetically speaking it was as fast as opening Pornhub, watching a video and cumming on paper, which is how everything started, straight to business in 60 minutes already back home with less cum and a fulfilled fantasy
A bit of context, I'm a normal guy physically, in my 20s, average we could say. I've always liked women, but I made the mistake of getting addicted to porn from a very young age, which put unrealistic expectations on women that weren't real, no one would give you a blow job like in videos, your mom's friend wouldn't give you ass, nobody handled that level of sexiness. I had my girlfriends but never stopped watching porn, some porn consumers will know how it is, you start seeing a cutie with a guy, years go by and you get bored, you pass to lesbian, gangbangs, bukkakes, trios, until the day I started watching transsexual porn. Before and after, just from getting bored of always seeing the same thing, looking for something new. Watching transsexual porn opened the window to other things over time: gay, sissy, etec, everything was a slightly more exciting step than what I had been seeing. This type of porn planted curiosity in my mind about trying out with some guy, I knew the world of promiscuity among gays, which were as easy as setting up in 5 minutes and getting it on, added to the difficulty of an average dude putting it with beautiful girls, making the other seem more tempting, now any cutie that's a 6 opens an OF fills with dollars and only hangs out with some muscular guy with money, this left me in doubt. But this was unthinkable a few years ago, I'm 100% hetero but I looked more curious, the reports of poring didn't help clear up doubts. More the popular myth that gays are the best peteros, it set the perfect cocktail for a straight boy who saw porn to death, who never in his life attracted a guy, changed his mind and sought something new he was seeing and hadn't experienced.
This led me to take action, I installed the app Grindr and with the intention of seeing what vibe the world was on and how far I would dare to go, I found many femboys that seemed to be taken from my fantasies but never dared to, after exchanging photos and chatting a bit, at the hour of confirming, I ended up deleting the account and then the app, this happened no less than 20 times and during the course of years, until one day I said, enough, I can't take it anymore with this hysterical or I'll go crazy, I deleted the app once more and in minutes I saw a Brazilian flag along with an effeminate face, I said this is mine, that someone foreign lowers my insecurity that someone finds out what I was doing. I proceeded to talk to him, we exchanged photos, like so many other times I had done, but this time it was different.
- What's going on today?, he asked
- I don't know, I said
- Is it blow job?, he threw me very lightly
- Yes, I said dryly
Actually, instead of hurrying to delete the app, I took the time to shave my balls and take a bath, but not without asking him first if you want me to go?
- I was falling asleep, but if you come
I made him re-doubt to the point where I asked him to send me a photo showing 3 fingers, to make sure it wasn't a fake, he sent it
I was already without excuses, shaved, bathed, and effeminate, waiting for him, but my hetero side counterattacked, you have little battery, doubt, thought I, are you going to leave at midnight with only 20% battery power without anyone knowing where you are?
I ran to a drawer where I have a portable charger, took it out of my pocket with a USB cable, and tried it, it was dead, of course, hadn't been used in months, so I put it on charge while getting dressed and opening the Uber app, said years went by and I'm still like a hysterical fool chasing gays, it's time to close the chapter, the battery reached 30%, the Uber arrived, there was no turning back, I got in, chatted with the conductor about the legality of Uber, already made me sit upfront, as I approached my destination, I felt my mouth going dry, it was nerves, Uber peeled off some chicles and he offers me one, I always reject everything they offer because as a only child I don't like sharing anything then I try not to take anything from anyone so they won't ask later, but this time I said yes many thanks, I needed it for anxiety, under the Uber, I start walking until I realize I'm going in the opposite direction, turn back on my steps, he arrives, I greet him with a kiss on the cheek, he says it's very cold and some nonsense, I enter the apartment, he tells me to get comfortable, I manage to put my phone away in my jacket pocket and close the zipper, I was unsure if they were going to freak out or kidnap me, luckily the femininity of this guy calmed me down and when listening to him speak in a poringa mode, I knew what to say and do, I had seen and read it a hundred times here, I sit on a two-seater sofa that was there, he sits next to me and says 'it's my first time', we start and it goes up so easily, he gets down on his knees and takes away my heterosexual virginity, I take off my Adidas pants and boxer shorts together, and with the cock already half-hard, he swallows it in one go, he knew what he was doing, deep throat, changing speeds, a lot of saliva, stopping every 5 minutes to want to eat my mouth, barely did I press my lips against his, didn't want to cut off the blow job, I would have done it for 30 minutes when I saw him getting tired, it was a good blow job but not like one that would make me switch sides, I had many expectations and not all of them were fulfilled, it wasn't the cock-sucking life, I told him I was going to ask for an Uber, took 20 seconds and I left quickly, poetically speaking it was as fast as opening Pornhub, watching a video and cumming on paper, which is how everything started, straight to business in 60 minutes already back home with less cum and a fulfilled fantasy
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