La lucha silenciosa: Deseo y desánimo en la intimidad

I'm leaving these small stories and confessions of mine with my wife. Hello, good morning D.T.N. I hope all the poringa boys and poringa girls have woken up well and pleased today. Personally, I can't say the same for myself. Sometimes I feel bad because I can't share that satisfaction with my wife. We've almost gone two weeks without having sex, and it's all because she doesn't want anything. I feel bad because it seems like I don't attract her when I'm in the mood, only when she wants to. I try not to masturbate so that when we can, I'll have maximum satisfaction from my part. Does this only happen to me or does it happen to many married couples? In short, we only make love when she wants to. Most of the time I spend naked at home trying to get her in the mood and I put on a show for her to let her know I want it. However, I don't feel that same interest from her, which discourages me. Sometimes I watch porn, but if I do masturbate, it's with some image of hers because I like her quite a bit. She has a good body, nice buttocks and a good physique overall. I'd like to have sex every day, if possible, every morning. I wish someone could understand me and talk to me about this.