Mi novia es libre vez mil!!

Good friends of the community... it's been a while since I wrote due to anger, conflicts, and stuff... this freedom thing brings me a duality that sometimes I don't know how to handle, on one hand sexually I enjoy a lot the freedom of my girlfriend, of her doing what she likes and enjoying it a lot, on the other hand I enter into the darkness of jealousy and don't know how to control all that happens.

It gives me a lot of pleasure when she later tells me things about what they did, I explode my head listening to her, last time was a doctor's visit they saw each other for a couple of hours, usually they see each other at either one's house and stay the whole night and sleep... this time only lasted a couple of hours and didn't waste them.... She just told me that they had very wild sex... and that she ended up very very undone and with a great orgasm.

I didn't want to ask too much more because while it heats me up, at the same time it brings darkness and jealousy.

I feel like I could flow more in their encounters if I participated in them, or at least be there to see, but it's something that doesn't happen, she doesn't want to mix, she doesn't like... and what heats me up is that she feels full and her choices are accepted and respected, I wouldn't like to force her to do something she doesn't want or doesn't feel comfortable with...

I clarify that we have a 5-year bond of much love, intimacy very sexual, and much dialogue, but sometimes my own insecurities about going through this make me isolate myself a bit.

I talk about it in therapy, but I wouldn't be enjoying 100%, we have much dialogue with her and try to disarm it.

3 comentários - Mi novia es libre vez mil!!

wade-x +1
Si ella no quiere mezclar podrían poner cámaras en su casa así al menos cuando tenga encuentros en su casa podrías verlos en vivo y estarías ahí sin incomodarlos o una videollamada en caso de que sea en la casa de la otra persona.
Si lo hablamos. El.tema es que este chico con el que se ve muy seguido, no es del palo digamos, es un single más tradicional. Ya se va a dar algo seguro
quizas esos celos e inseguridad de la que hablas, es algo que te produce placer (algun goce dirian los psicologos)
creo que el juego es un poco ese , sentir que puede estar pasandola muy bien con otro, y te invaden los celos. creo que dependera de que ella te de la suficiente confianza de que es solo sexo.
pero sin dudas, creo que el placer va x ahi
Si, tengo claro que a más celos más placer, el tema es saber gestionar las inseguridades. Lo bueno es que! Tenemos muchísimo diálogo e intimidad y eso me ayuda mucho.
Hay una solucion para eso , es el cinturon , pero no es para cualquiera pero te lo recomiendo para EMPEZAR