To Be Born Again

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VOLVER A NACER



Aunque las cosas aún estaban confusas, el médico sostenía mi mano al costado de la cama del hospital, con una sonrisa en los labios me dijo en voz baja que la vida me estaba dando una segunda oportunidad, al fondo de la habitación Cesar, mi esposo, teniendo por los hombros a Justina y Clara, nuestras hijas, esperaban en silencio, expectantes, esperando su oportunidad de acercarse a mi lado.

Poco a poco, las piezas del rompecabezas se fueron acomodando en mi cabeza, después de haber pasado dos días en coma, al borde de la muerte.

Pero lo que no podemos elegir, es si merecemos una segunda oportunidad, porque para mí, es vivir en el infierno, mis dos intentos de suicidio, mis internaciones recurrentes, mis medicaciones, y mis eternas citas con psiquiatras y psicólogos dan fe de ello.

Mi doctor me animó a escribir estas líneas, el dice que escribiendo y escribiendo se logra pasar los sentimientos a un papel, y leí por ahí que las creencias chinas dicen que escribir grandes pesares es un poco compartir el dolor con quien lee los escritos, que entre todos te ayudan a llevar la carga, y bueno, este es mi intento…

A mis treintaicinco llevaba una vida normal, como mucha gente, era feliz, Cesar mi marido, un buen hombre, trabajador, amoroso, llevábamos muchos años de feliz matrimonio, Justina tenía doce, y Clara apenas un año menos que su hermana, dos chicas amorosas, estudiosas, Justina quería ser cantante, era la bohemia, Clara, en cambio quería ser escribana como su papá.

Yo me dedicaba a mi familia y también trabajaba part time en una empresa de delivery, solo entregábamos todo a todos, y solía tener a varios chicos que hacían la cadetería.

Todo era perfecto en mi mundo perfecto, hasta que el diablo metió la cola…

Alexis era apenas mayor de edad, la empresa estaba a la pesca de jovencitos sin compromisos para ofrecerles empleos temporales y él era uno de muchos.

Me lo asignaron, como a tantos otros, era su jefa directa y recuerdo que en esos días lo veía como a mi posible yerno, si tan solo mis hijas hubieran tenido algunos años más…

Un chico educado y bien parecido, se notaba que trabajaba su cuerpo en el gimnasio, muy armónico, alto y musculoso, de ojos entre grises y verdes, según como le diera la luz, sus cabellos llegaban a sus hombros y siempre los mantenía húmedos, solía usar remara ajustadas al cuerpo y pantalones hasta las rodillas, tipo bermudas, se mostraba siempre alegre y despreocupado y tenía la chispa para ser el payaso del grupo.

Así era el, un tanto loco, y fuera como fuera, hasta en mis peores días el siempre lograba sacarme una sonrisa.

El día a día laboral provocaba inevitables roces, palabras, gestos, charlas, y si bien yo siempre lo veía como una oportunidad para mis pequeñas, lo cierto era que Alexis jugaba conmigo, un juego peligroso de inocente seducción, u admito que me gustaba su forma de ser, me atraía, pero de esa forma en que su compañía siempre era grata, no sé, como amigo, como compañero, como confidente, como cable a tierra, sus locuras me hacían reír, pero que diablos, si era un chico para mí! Lo veía tan inmaduro, tan sin saber que hacer de su vida, si trabajaba solo para tener dinero para sus ropas y para salir cada tanto con sus amigos.

Un día fui al trabajo en taxi, mi coche se había averiado, y obvio Alexis se enteró, así que me propuso llevarme de regreso en su motocicleta de reparto, me dio mucha gracia, su vehículo era poco mas que una bicicleta motorizada que hacía un ruido infernal, y nos veríamos ridículos en ese cachivache, incluso a máxima velocidad iba solo un poco más rápido que andar a pie

Diez veces le dije que no, y diez veces el insistió, a persistente nadie le ganaba, hasta que al final accedí.

Me dio su casco, solo tenía uno, me senté atrás y haciendo equilibrio arrancamos forzando el motorcito de la motocicleta, que parecía pedir perdón a medida que él lo exigía.

Después de un par de cuadras, lo abracé por la cintura y apoyé la cabeza en su espalda, una fresca brisa pegaba en mi rostro y su cuerpo estaba pegado al mío, respiré confundida y esos minutos me di cuenta que me estaba enamorando de ese chico, no era posible, definitivamente no era posible.

Unas gotas me sacaron de mis pensamientos, miré al cielo, empezaba a llover, definitivamente no parecía ser mi día, y las escuetas gotas que caían al azar por aquí y por allá, en unos minutos dieron paso a un aguacero de consideración al punto que Alexis se vio obligado a detener la marcha, nos bajamos del rodado, estábamos todos mojados y nos reímos como tontos bajo la lluvia.

El me tomó de la mano y me dejé tomar, me indicó con la mirada, a mitad de cuadra había un hotel de medio pelo, sabía que debía negarme, solo no pude hacerlo…

Al llegar y pedir un cuarto, sentí morirme de vergüenza, Alexis hablaba con el tipo del hotel con total naturalidad mientras dejaba la moto a un costado, pero el tipo me miraba imaginando quien sabe qué cosa, pero si podría haber sido la madre de ese mocoso.

Al fin fuimos al cuarto, y esta vez yo parecía la joven inexperta, hacía años que solo me desnudaba ante mi esposo, pero el vino y me beso con el beso más dulce que me hubieran dado, me fue llevando como si tuviera años de experiencia, y sin darme cuenta caí rendida a sus pies.

Me tiró dulcemente sobre la cama, me llenó de besos mientras nuestras manos se llenaban con nuestros cuerpos, yo intentaba llegar a sus sexo pero él abusando de su fuerza lo evitaba una y otra vez, tratándome de viciosa, poco a poco me iba invadiendo, una de sus manos se coló bajo mi vestido, bajo mi sostén y mis pechos recibían las caricias de sus manos, empecé a jadear, recorrió mi vientre y bajó lentamente, sus manos ahora se colaron bajo mi falda buscando los elásticos de mi ropa interior, me sentí húmeda en exceso, perdida en deseo, solo cerré mis ojos y me dejé hacer, perdida a su voluntad.

La lengua y los labios de Alexis llegaron a mi intimidad, sentí su aliento en mi conchita, pasando por mi clítoris, por mi esfínter, mies piernas abiertas rodadas por sus fuertes brazos era prueba suficiente de mi rendición, acaricié sus cabellos, mientras moría de placer, el me lamía con cadencia, sentí sus dedos introducirse en mi interior y rasgar mis paredes en una forma muy rica que me hacía desear más y más.

Y hubiera llegado en su boca si el maldito no se detenía unos segundos antes, y por mas que rogué que siguiera el solo se detuvo, hizo que lo odiara en ese momento, pero él solo se reía de mí, diciéndome que ahora era su turno.


My lover stopped beside the bed and in front of my slutty eyes began to undress, but I didn't expect to find such a surprise, his cock was enormous, intimidating, it sprang out from between his clothes like a spring, curved like a saber, with a pinkish-glossy glans. Then he came closer to me and taking me by the hair with force made me suck him off, Alexis became somewhat rough and seemed to want to grab my mouth, inserting his sex deep into me until I cried tears, I tried to protest but he only did what he wanted.

His cock was exquisite, but at that moment I went out of focus, I got distracted, this boy was showing an aggressive side of him that I didn't know and I was scared, besides his cock was intimidating and I feared it would break my pussy, I wouldn't take all that...

When the time came he lay back and told me to sit on him, to manage the rhythm and penetration, that was a relief for me, so I took the enormous mast and sat carefully on him, barely entering until halfway, a mirror on the wall reflected a close-up of what was happening, I was all wet and started moving, I went slack and wanted more and more, and lost control little by little, I gave myself completely and without realizing it when I looked at the mirror again I noticed he had eaten me whole, his enormous cock was all inside me, I didn't imagine my pussy could be so deep but it felt so yummy, it made me scream although I didn't want to, I kept telling him to grab me all, to put all his cock in me, that little guy filled me with orgasms.

We changed positions several times until Alexis surprised me again, he just lay back, took my hands and put them on his neck and asked me to squeeze more and more, the only thing he did was masturbate while I did it, and what was a silly The game transformed into a new problem for me because I really felt like it was choking and cutting off my breathing, but he just kept playing, maybe he was crazy?

At last, a shot of semen jumped out, pouring all over his stomach, and another, and another, I counted six long streams of white liquid that poured everywhere as they went, I released his neck and he took a deep breath of air, like coming back to life...

I was satisfied, but Alexis still had more surprises for me, his cock remained hard, he grabbed my legs by force and put me on all fours, then settled in to ride me and it was when his saliva-covered fingers dug into my bum that I guessed his intentions, I tried to lift myself up immediately, but one of his hands took hold of my neck and held me down with force on the bed, my efforts were futile, and in seconds I felt his terrible cock enter my ass, I clenched the sheets with my fists, you bastard, I loved it, only let him do it, he gave, gave, and gave until he came again, now inside my bum...

I just lay there expelling semen for a good while, we quickly showered, time had passed...

We went down the stairs and while Alexis was getting his motorcycle, the reception guy looked at me in a way that made me blush, of course, it was obvious what he thought and maybe he had been lurking around the room? Maybe listening to my screams...

It wasn't raining anymore, although the sky was still cloudy and threatening, I curled up again on the motorbike and we continued our journey home.

In those silent minutes where all I could hear was the loud exhaust of the motorcycle, I only drew a few conclusions, I had started something that didn't know where it would end, Alexis had driven me crazy, he had taken my ass to his pleasure, even though my husband kept begging me to convince him and besides, I had found out that size does matter...

The next day, I was... To my work with just one idea, the slide of the previous day had been just that, it wouldn't be repeated, I was a married woman, Alexis could have been my son and definitely couldn't afford to stumble again, but when I arrived and saw those eyes on that brat, and cold ran through my body making me know I wasn't in control of my emotions anymore, it was the sun after a storm.

We didn't take long to roll around in a hotel room, once, twice, three times, many times, Cesar my husband gave me very tasty sex, yes, but too traditional, but Alexis... God... I learned new and perverse games, the boy was depraved, he liked those limit games, bindings, punishments, playing on the edge of asphyxia, with adrenaline always at the surface, one day he caught me in the office bathrooms, another day he made me go to work without underwear, and other times he asked for dirty photos, just a few examples...

I had learned from him to do something that fascinated me, something my husband would never have thought of doing, he'd put his long penis in my mouth, all the way to the bottom, making me cry, with practice I had learned to control my gag reflexes, and only let him come deep inside many times the semen came out through my nasal passages, and that pleasure was incomparable for me. I remember enjoying it after being with Alexis, going home and deeply kissing my husband, I got very excited having had a man's sex in my mouth and then kissing another.

But things weren't always easy, at some point Alexis's contract expired, as always happened in these temporary jobs, and I had to convince my superiors that this boy was special and deserved... opportunity, so they reluctantly gave him six more months of contract.

At the six months, I couldn't do much more, Alexis was truly not standing out for anything, and I could no longer retain him by my side. I was confused, was it just good sex or was I falling in love with that boy?. I decided to keep him around for a while, money wasn't a problem in our lives and Cesar never stuck his nose into what I did with my pay, so I offered him a monthly allowance until he found something, as long as he didn't stop screwing me like he screwed me, loved that enormous cock, loved the way it ended, his exquisite semen was my source of youth, I loved that boy...

In a few years I discovered Alexis had a girlfriend, I hated it for that, he never told me and it turned out my money was keeping him and his chick, their outings, kisses, sex. I despaired, started to lose him, I couldn't compete with a twenty-year-old, drew up a plan, I had some relatives in Spain, a new life, just him, just me, leaving everything behind, just getting two one-way tickets and forming a family.

That fateful evening I went to his apartment, talking about 'us' until he suddenly cut me off and said

Gabriela, wait, there's no 'us' here, I'm not part of your plans, sorry but I don't love you...

I started crying like a child, couldn't let him go, couldn't resign myself, couldn't bear receiving a 'no' from him, begged him to make love to me, do whatever he wanted, anything...

In minutes we were rolling around on the bed, floor, table, anywhere, I was at his feet, he handcuffed me, spat on me, did what he wanted, couldn't resist his cock...

At a moment of extreme excitement we started doing a tasty sixty-nine, he was on top of me, licking my sex and head, and my head hanging off the bed received his enormous penis, it was literally sucking my mouth, I felt his sex deep in the throat, like an eel that was entering and suffocating me, saliva dripped from my lips and being inverted ran towards my eyes to mix with my tears, I loved this, feeling so dirty, my vision was blurry and my nasal fossae were trying unsuccessfully to take air, only digging my sharp nails into his buttocks for him to penetrate me more and more, even until my stomach if possible, although I felt his abdomen hitting my face again and again. How many times we had done it, his semen started to flow inside me, but this time things were different, I left without air and his juices went into my lungs, at the moment he couldn't realize it, only when I had already fainted... And that's where we go back to the beginning of the story, as they told me, Alexis saw that I wasn't reacting and got scared, thought I was dead, called emergency services, called the police and also... called my husband Cesar. I was sedated, two days in a coma, I had bronchially aspirated semen and surely visited heaven and hell in my unconsciousness, I'm sure no one wanted me anywhere and that's why I'm here. As soon as my health improved and they gave me the all-clear, I had a long and embarrassing conversation with Cesar, at no moment could I look him in the eye, only to get something off my chest before he started divorce proceedings. The girls hate me, they don't want to see me, Justina says I'm dead for her, and Clara talks to me, but only to remind me that I'm a slut... I also lost my job, they told me my past would damage the company's reputation, and that wasn't possible. There was also a goodbye with Alexis, before and after that afternoon, because of me, he had been left without his girl, according to his words... And I entered an endless slide, imagine what it's like for a woman to carry this story on her shoulders. When other men look at me, I feel perversity in their eyes, when other women look at me, I feel judgment in their eyes... It's hard to be reborn sometimes... If you liked my story, you can write to me with the title 'VOLVER A NACER' at dulces.placeres@live.com