De vuelta a la rectitud

My name is Ana and I am a mother of two children who, due to the course of life, had to raise my children on my own. Currently, one of them is an adult university student living alone in the capital of my country, Peru, so my maximum priority and love in life is my second son, who is a student with the dream of becoming a wildlife student, which I found curious since he rarely showed interest in animals, but who knows, as adults change their approaches and decide their own destiny regardless of others. As for me, I am a 40-year-old single woman who makes a living as a shoe designer and had my first child at 19 when I was just starting university, but thanks to God, my parents supported me in getting ahead with my children, supporting me in caring for them and providing a home where I could feel safe with my ex, whom I don't want to mention since initially I took responsibility and tried to care for our first child together, but when he found out I was pregnant with my second son, he decided to leave us, citing that he had to go work in another city and then got another woman and cut off all contact with me. *Click* - Smile mom, it's your day and we have to celebrate it - Thanks, son, I feel very happy that you'll take the trouble to make a party for me - Nothing of that if it were a big party, how you mentioned you didn't want a big party more just wanted my grandparents and I to be together, so we decided to do a family reunion although it's a shame that my brother can't be there due to his studies - What if daughter, you should think about going out a bit and meeting people, your children will soon leave the family dinner table, so it's better for you to find someone with whom to spend the rest of your days - As I was already a 40-year-old woman, I never thought about committing again after the incident From my ex-partner which made me fear men -Good, changing the subject mom why don't you blow out the candle? -It's fine... The day passed as usual I celebrated with my father while we ate and talked about my childhood and that of my children. Once my parents left my son and I were left but since we didn't usually do things together he went to his room where he was doing his only hobby which was reading, while the only option left for me was to watch TV series in my room. Everything felt fine until my programming was cut off by a news report announcing a quarantine and recommending that we not leave our homes to avoid catching a virus that had been on everyone's lips for months. Immediately after such an announcement my body froze from surprise and concern While a question entered my mind What would I do with my work I felt like my world was falling apart the image of my son came into my mind and I thought I had to be as firm as possible so with a calm mind I proceeded to go to my son's room to tell him about the announcement but there was something strange. My son wasn't opening his door when I knocked or called out -LUIS!! I yelled several times but no one opened, it was impossible for my son to have left since I clearly saw him enter his room so my anxiety made me break one of my home rules everyone must respect personal space I took the set of keys that had been replaced on each door and carefully opened my son's room -LUIS!! HOW CAN IT BE THAT YOU'RE NOT HEARING ME WHEN I'M KNOCKING ON THE DOOR COULD SOMETHING EMER--- The reason why Luis didn't open the door was that he had fallen asleep with earphones on I went towards him to take off his earphones and talk to him about the TV announcement when I saw his phone and its content left me completely frozen.