Un betamale en el gym: aceptar y explorar (4ta parte)

Elias had left going to Ultra (the gym) again, this time it wasn't shame, it was humiliation, it was a direct hit to the denial he maintained of his inferiority, of being a beta. The place where he had mustered up courage to go showed him that he didn't belong there, not even had progressed since then. Because besides slow progress in his routines, abandonments had halted his advances. He was still the same as on the first day. A week had passed since the shock, he hadn't touched himself again, but slowly, the feeling of having been humiliated transformed into heat. Elias began to feel that it was something that needed to pass, that needed to be seen. The idea of Maxi with his cock well hard no longer hurt, it was hot, it was succulent. Nothing made his little penis harder than this image 🔥🍆🔥 He started to experiment anger, confusion, the internal struggle was already annoying, he decided to take the correct decision, let himself be guided by his emotions and not his reason. He took his computer and started searching for porn again, gay porn, until he found a couple that blew his mind 🤯 Zilv & Rourke (author's note: I recommend them 🤤). It was incredible, he could see himself there! And it wasn't just him in the passive position, but he could also see Maxi in the active one. He spent all weekend watching this couple get off for hours, wore out his little sausage so much that the videos didn't last more than 30 seconds, and those ones were hot enough to make them sweat. 🥵💦 It was Monday and, as if he were another person, he went out into the world, onto the street, without fear of people. He directed himself to a sex shop, entered without hesitation decided on what he wanted, although his heart galloped like never before and sweating started to feel. Just when he entered the store, an employee came in from a previous room, so there was no one to attend him, this gave him calm, time to stabilize. At that moment, a girl came out and attended him: -Hello, good, what do you want? woman stood out, dark, piercings, tattoos, painted black lips, very attractive. There's also the tremendous cleavage that showed a pair of breasts with piercings on their nipples. +Hello, how are you? Ehh.. The words cost to come out, not just because he was struggling to accept his feelings, but also had to expose himself to a woman who, honestly, seemed very attractive and raised her temperature. It was, in some way, building more distance with women, which never left him wanting. +I'd like to buy lingerie. -Okay, what kind? +For... for a woman. The young woman gestured a slight surprise at the unusual request, but it's true that people like her are less affected by prejudices. So it wasn't just a detail of a second that, really, wasn't a negative sign. -Well well, what type of lingerie? -Elías liked it very much that she took the topic normally. +Ehh colaless... pastel color if possible. -Okay -the young woman looked for the order, our beta was already totally confident. -I have these classic ones ... and I have these called frufru or repollito. Elías started to feel around, feeling a growing happiness, he had in his hands the key to his femininity, didn't know the frufru, but liked them even more 😍 +I'd like to see also babydoll and cotton bucaneras. -Mmm wait and see if I have it. Elías kept touching the panties, happy until a question left him frozen. -Of any specific size? He turned towards her. +Eh.. not really -clearly, never said it was for him!! Maybe now the user of those clothes would come out and maybe this girl would react in a hostile way against him 😥, but decided to take the risk- just like my size. -Okay. Answered the second and continued searching with total normality, Elías' heart returned to his body. It's true that the seller only wanted to play a little, knew who those clothes were for Since he said for woman 🤭 He took all the clothes to the counter, our beta also asked for some bucaneras, among which he fell in love with some cotton ones, white with a buttonhole and pom-poms. 😍 It wasn't enough for everything, so he only bought 4 collars, 2 of them frufru, and the stockings. He said goodbye and the dark vendor greeted him affectionately and confidently. He wanted to buy a dildo too, but it was too much for him, also got cream for depilation and put in motion becoming a sissy cross. All that week he dedicated himself to exploring and expressing that submissive passive sexuality. With only a week left until the end of the month, Elías had already bought a dildo from big brest dark. He was hypnotized 🤤🍆 It wasn't as big as Maxi's but still more prominent than his, with veins, testicles, and circumcised head. He fondled it, bit his lips, wanted it to be a real cock. He started sucking it, although it tasted like rubber, the sensation of that full mouth excited him like never before. Then came the moment when he put it in his ass for the first time, and it was the first time something went into his ass 👀🍑 It was a before and after, even though simulating being caught by a cock didn't convince him as much, leaving it quiet and moving over it was too much 🔥 He felt his ass full, there was a cock inside him squeezing from the inside. If small button started leaking, and due to anxiety he masturbated to reach that orgasm in just 4 seconds 😖🍑🔥🍆💦 The spasms in his Booty were a new experience with the dildo. Then, that night, he realized that always, in his experimentation, Maxi entered into play in his imagination, in porn or with the dildo. He thought and realized: he had an erection ... HE HAD AN ERECTION!! 😨 When Maxi humiliated him, he had his member well erect, what does that mean? And he had it like that while looking at him, - will he be interested? - he wondered. All the pieces fell into place. Maxi touched him, then Ignorated but observed him, and then... he bathes in front of him with his erect cock. Elías noticed that the month was not yet over and he had already paid for it on Ultra, smiled and started his return the next day. Elías returned to the gym, and added to that went with an uncut, feeling like a pathetic promiscuous one on the way and in that place full of big and muscular men. Maxi's surprise was instantaneous 😳 finally he had been able to get rid of the faggot who bothered his desires and now he was back, and not just that, Elías looked at him fixedly, with seductive and mischievous eyes. Maxi was greatly disturbed by his return, as for his misfortune his cock was starting to get hard while seeing Elías, he couldn't deny that he felt desire for him. Although it cost him to recognize it, deep down he was glad to see the skinny effeminate again 😔