My first time touching my butt

It's my first post so the writing will be a bit bad, hope you enjoy it This happened two years ago, I'm a white guy, 1.70 meters tall, 19 years old, with big thighs and something robust, I had already seen gay porn and many femboys and sissies masturbating through their anus, it gave me a lot of curiosity One day I prepared myself mentally for what I was going to do Make sure no one was home, grab some moisturizing cream, prepare hot water and went to the bathroom When I undressed, looked at my body in the mirror for a while (Honestly, I started seeing myself with much morbo like an internet fox) I started masturbating and massaging my ass, balls, and sucking my nipples it was a very big heat until I had prepared myself washed my anus, applied cream to my anus and went giving gentle massages around Once I had already come, I put in the first finger, I have to admit that it burned a lot but I had read that it was normal so I kept going putting in the whole finger with a mete y saca after a while of getting used to it I put in the second one, I had a very big erection and kept feeling like my anus would be in and out, kept doing it for an hour until I came from excitement, couldn't help but moan loudly and collect the semen that was left in my cock to suck it Actualy I'm using things like carrot, deodorants or cucumbers and someday a real cock I love being a slut