It's going to heat you up too much, my first gay experience

Hello!!!! I'll tell you the story of my first time having an experience with another gay guy. This chapter in my life happened when I was 17 years old, studying at a high school in Bogotá (Colombia), and it was my second semester in university, studying at night and leaving at 10 PM, usually taking Transmilenio (Bogotá's transportation) at that hour as I didn't have many friends so I would go home early; when I got on the bus, it was rare to find an empty seat, they were always occupied and some people standing, so I opted to sit on the floor in the back of the bus where there weren't seats and usually sat by the emergency exit which in all buses had bars on all sides forming a kind of box; that day I sat on the floor with my legs crossed in yoga position, at the next stop a normal-looking man around 50 years old, slightly tall, thin-skinned, brunette hair, put himself in front of me and leaned against a bar but standing facing me, suddenly I asked him the time and he didn't say anything else; from one moment to another he started stroking his penis over his pants, I was looking out the window but could see what he was doing with the corner of my eye, I was pretending not to notice but felt like he was staring at me, then he told me it was hot and I ignored him and kept looking out the window; immediately I took off my earphones and put them on again, suddenly the man pulled out his penis completely erect and started masturbating in front of me, I didn't dare look at him directly, I was acting crazy but couldn't help it because I was really scared, then I decided to look at him and told him he was doing it in public, got up from my seat, moved away from the spot and went to the front of the bus where I could see him from behind; a little later he got off the bus and I got off earlier as usual. I went home but couldn't stop thinking about that situation, at night I fell asleep and thought a lot about it and his dick or what little I saw passed a couple of days and I was doing the same thing but this time I was waiting for the gentleman but didn't see him again arrived one night at my house and always used to masturbate in the night with images of women or videos or imagining myself in them but this time it was different because I wasn't excited by them but by the gentleman's dick I told myself you're enjoying it and contradicted myself wanted to deny the echo that I wanted to masturbate with the image of a man but very deep down I said idiot because you didn't stay to see his dick it looked very tasty and was hard I felt bad because maybe that situation would never happen again ended up masturbating imagining him giving me oral sex on the bus and ending inside my mouth so I spent some days doing the same thing at home but always sat in the spot where I first saw him but nothing I was completely disillusioned with seeing him again and making him do the same thing and said to myself if he gets on and doesn't make it happen I'll tell him to let me touch it for once a day later he got on when I saw him felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest but I contained myself and acted silly looking like the last time by the window directed himself where I was and greeted me goodnight I responded with goodnight that night didn't have to say anything because the gentleman took out his tasty dick again and started masturbating but I couldn't see him he came over to me -gentleman: hey look at me I wasn't looking back or responding was paralyzed kept insisting and looked back at me locked eyes on his cock it was very erect it was very beautiful that cock but in that moment I was scared just looked at it took off his hand and put it behind him so I could see it well that magnificent thing beauty approximately 20 CM long and very thick his foreskin was going down and leaving it totally visible his head I was stunned by that beauty but very scared he would say to me - sir: this time you're not going to get ahead of the bus - I: I don't like being here - sir: or is it because you like seeing my cock and want to suck it I didn't respond to that just kept looking at her - sir: what are you waiting for suck it baby I couldn't do anything or respond suddenly the sir came and spilled his creamy, hot, and thick semen on the floor and window or emergency door made of glass a block away he got off - sir: see you later baby - I: be very well I wasn't able to do anything or ask if I'd see him again right there I looked at the semen on the floor and it stopped me just looking at it and smelling it in the air gave me a strong desire I leaned down and touched it with my finger then smelled it and cleaned my finger off I wasn't able to suck it afterwards it was a torment that night I masturbated with it and said to myself I should have sucked all that semen when I saw him again two days later he got on again I felt very anxious the same thing happened but this time he had less tension and fear I looked at him a lot - sir: do you like it? I nodded with my head yes but didn't respond - sir: I know you like it come and suck it if you like it so much I wasn't able to be a young man all of it scared me but when someone came out through the door where they could see him I would say - I: be careful they can see you he made himself look away when he came on the emergency door glass I passed him some toilet paper to clean up he said - why don't you do it with your mouth I didn't respond when he finished cleaning up he put his penis back in his pants and threw the paper at me it fell on my legs when he left I said sir when I see you again he said something in those days and left poking my eye when he got off I leaned down and cleaned the whole glass with my tongue even licked the floor Eat all his semen, and store the sanitary paper in my suitcase when I get home, then I'll masturbate licking that paper. 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