My experience with my rugby boss

Hello my name is Alejandro, I'm 48 years old, married and bisexual in the closet. I live in Mar del Plata and this story started three years ago. I work with José (I'll call him that) for over 10 years. He separated from his wife four years ago, he's my boss and a rugby player. We always got along well but never had a fluid friendship outside of the office. We shared company gatherings but there was no unusual contact. After he separated from his wife, José lost weight and started taking care of himself. Of course, he moved to a new apartment and we would go there occasionally with all our coworkers to share a moment (dinner, beers, anecdotes). José has a rugged look, very masculine, half-brutish, and a raspy voice that nobody could suspect what I'm going to tell you. During his separation period, I took him as my psychologist; we'd walk once a week and every day at the office he'd tell me how bad his separation was and the problems with his teenage daughters. One day three years ago, he called me to his office like every day (therapy hour said I) but that time everything was different. He started telling me he had dreamed of me sucking him off. At first, I laughed and took it as a joke since he's someone who has that sense of humor. Parenthesis: I had some experiences with men, but it had been more than six years since I'd been good. I'm masculine and don't appear to like men. Continuing the story, after that conversation he started sending me WhatsApp messages with jokes and images of guys... I want to say that that awakened my inner monster and I started seeing him in a different way. Even made myself cum imagining him naked. One day he invited me to his apartment to have some beers and I accepted. I arrived, we sat down on the living room couch and started chatting about nonsense while drinking beer. A long time, he looked at me and asked if I wanted to go to the room because it was hot... even though I imagined and dreamed of that moment, I stayed breathless and even with fear of what could come. However, I answered yes. It was a rare experience. We only got close and hugged each other, feeling our bodies.... Of course, José didn't want kisses and suddenly started taking off his clothes, inviting me to do the same. A brunette cock, thick, not too long and super hard, came out of his underwear, which compared to mine was a monster. My cock is normal, almost like a girl (16x3).... We lay down and didn't know how to start... so I initiated the caresses and sucked his cock well while he was moaning.... surprisingly, he asked me to suck his ass (something I don't really like) but the truth is that it has a beautiful round ass (like almost all rugby players) so I did. I can't explain how he moaned and enjoyed it.... after José sucked my cock for a bit, he wanted to take me... I was very hot but knew it would hurt due to the size of his cock.... He took out vaseline, put on a condom and tried to take me in 4... it hurt quite a lot but he was very careful... We stayed for a while, not too long, having sex like that; honestly, I wasn't enjoying it much because I hadn't dilated well and besides, there are those types who take their time to cum so I ended up giving him a good blow job after I came first. We got up, showered separately and kept drinking beer. The only thing he said afterwards, before I left was: Ale, I liked it and would like to do it again. Of course, we did it again... until today (remarried) we still have our encounters.... Everything is different because we already know each other and know that we both like it, and of course, we kiss and make love to death. I hope I haven't bored you... I'll keep telling how it goes on and other previous experiences I had. Best regards from Mar Silver Plate