Indeciso

Good nights, foreign friends. It's my first post and I wanted to talk about a great doubt that has been eating my head and it's my big fantasy of being with a transsexual. I want to ask you how was your first time, how did you decide and clearly you must have had a great time but it happens that I watch videos of trans shemales and I get really excited watching them but then I think I wouldn't dare or wouldn't do it and especially if I have to pay and ends up being frustrating and more so because I'm quite shy and this is something new for me. I hope not to bother and I hope opinions and if anyone has a transsexual girlfriend, let me know jaja at least to chat and get confidence. Bye.