deseo por mi madre (primer post)

I am a 24-year-old young man, my mother is around 50 years old, I come from a very conservative family, despite all this, the following is a real story that I would like to share with you esteemed readers, during my puberty I discovered the world of porn and every morning I would jerk off, but little by little it cost me more and more effort to reach excitement and get my member hard again, so little by little I started focusing on my mother as a beautiful woman.

At first, I thought I was sick in the head, but I got excited like never before just thinking about doing forbidden things with my mother, and I refused to jerk off with those immoral thoughts, but little by little the thrill took over me, and I started touching myself discreetly until I came between my sheets, it was a new sensation, maybe because unlike watching porn actresses, my mother was right there, I could see her in the flesh, and only then something real could happen.

With time, I realized I needed to feed my imagination to get my member hard again, so one night I was very excited but needed that something to come, so I snuck into my parents' room and among the drawers I took some of my mother's panties, went back to my room, remember smelling them, licking them, and even wearing them, moved the fabric aside and jerked off with care not to stain the panty.

Little by little, I did the same operation with all her panties, but it was much more satisfying when doing it with her dirty ones, that woman smell drove me crazy, and I could come in them because my mother would throw them away after washing and wouldn't notice the white stains.

But I have to confess that the best jerk-off I ever had was when we rented a country house, my parents spent all day preparing a barbecue, and at night while my father slept, my mother decided to take a bath in the pool, remember The pool was surrounded by small bushes, so I ran to hide behind one of them. I remember my mother entering the pool wearing a white top and underwear, nothing else, and diving in. Meanwhile, I could see that celestial body, watching as her nipples were marked through her shirt as she came down and I pulled down my pants and took out my penis to touch it. At first, my mother looked around suspiciously, afraid of being discovered or caught by my father, and the feeling of being discovered made me even harder. When a few minutes had passed, my mother entered the pool with confidence and decided to take off her top. That moment I could see her beautiful nipples, and I had immense desires to get into the pool and make it mine. But for obvious reasons, I didn't do it. However, I remember that was the best masturbation of my life, and the one that made me ejaculate the most semen, at 16. Since I turned 20, I've lived in a different city from my parents', but memories always remain. I'm sharing some photos of my mother; years have passed, but she still turns me on.