A Dream

I just dreamed about my first time, it didn't happen but made me think about how it could be. For some reason, a girl named Camila (from my school) had to come to my house to do something related to homework or something like that and she had to stay overnight. This girl in reality didn't like me until now when I started to find her interesting. I have no idea why or how I dreamed about her.

Words go, words come, we start talking while doing our homework. At first, they were topics related to our lives to get to know each other better, that is, nothing very important. As the minutes passed, a deep interest or passion for each other started to emerge, as a result of staying together like in a trance after laughing at some funny topic. She was talking to me with her eyes, we understood each other. Suddenly we realized we were two virgin teenagers, deeply interested, anxious to experience something new.

When she left, momentarily, to some place I don't remember, I started thinking; I was surprised how quickly we had established a relationship and how much we had advanced. I wondered if she was thinking what I was thinking, if we really wanted the same thing, if we really understood each other. Of course it was the case when she came back, she went straight to my room to keep talking with me, this time about more related topics to sex, both of us didn't know how the other handled that aspect. We were asking questions and laughing a lot. I remember they were getting deeper and more intimate; we ended up having complete mutual trust, based on the great interest we felt for each other, those were quite racy questions but we never refused to answer, we rebelled, we were totally free and shameless, for example:

-I ask: And... do you see p...?
-She says: Yes, I see jajaja why?
-Because I was interested in knowing... how much.
-yyyy.... Honestly, it's a lot hahaha you? - hahah yeah I also see a lot... -What do you like to see?... [...] It was evident that we both almost suddenly liked each other and wanted to do it to get rid of those desires, that interest. We talked until we didn't have anything else to say and stayed silent looking at each other for a few minutes, and she says unexpectedly: -When do you want to do it? -Why not today? -Later, when everyone is sleeping? -No one will hear us? -I'm sure they won't, where? -In my room, I'll wait for you. Suddenly someone enters the room and says it's time to go eat. We go out to a restaurant, I sit across from her, we tease each other with looks, she touches my legs under the table, etc... we get back in the car and arrive home, I head straight to my room to wait for her. While waiting, I feel a sensation of fear mixed with anxiety, interest and intrigue. Ten minutes later, I wake up and slowly understand that it was all an irrecoverable dream.

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