We said yesterday (not my story...)

How to tell you I abandoned the blog and Poringa... it will be life that took care of keeping me busy or so tired that the last thing I wanted was to sit down at the PC to write a post. I could invent the 48 stories I lacked, but that wouldn't be honest... It's not like I decided to be faithful... nah!!! That would be very boring, but to be completely honest (like it always was on this space's profile) I wouldn't even bother repeating with some of the guys I wrote about and a few more random encounters at bars... those that the truth isn't worth writing. I'm so tired!!!!!!!!!!!! It's like everything at first, the adrenaline of pirateering makes you want to keep looking for more, but over time... it becomes part of the routine and forget about how much my balls got inflated because the guys didn't understand that I wasn't looking for a full-time lover, like what happened with Dr. Sebastian, my office mate (he's always a separate chapter) and Rodrigo. There were too many calls, too many text messages, too many lies to invent, too many complaints, too much drama... it was too much of everything except sex, because everyone kept demanding time and attention but the sex was less and worse quality 😞 , suddenly I felt like a juggler with many balls in the air and that was causing me stress instead of fun. So I had to stop and leave all (well, almost my husband). Now that it seems everyone has understood that it won't happen again, I'm thinking of proposing myself to fulfill a project... but nothing came to mind yet. So if someone is still reading and following me, I accept suggestions...