Sex with my own mother

Everything started 4 years ago when she was 44 and I was 19. My mom has always been very beautiful, physically well-maintained, with lovely legs and a rich bum. I began to lust after her since I was 16, spying on her and masturbating with her underwear. It all started when she discovered my dad was cheating on her, and family problems began. They separated two years later, the same two years I wanted to try something with her. After my dad left home, my mom would often get drunk, and so did I. We'd drink together, and in her drunken state, she'd tell me about her problems and ask if I thought she was ugly or fat. I'd obviously tell her she was very beautiful, still had it going on! Between all those drunken episodes and crying fits, I managed to console her until we started getting intimate after a few months of these close encounters. She'd give me kisses, grab my breasts, and give me spankings, and I wasn't indifferent to that. I took it as a good sign. We spent time discussing intimacy, and she told me my dad no longer had sex with her; she felt alone, needed cock but didn't want to feel like she was cheating on another man because my dad had been her first and last until then. So I started telling her that I could be her man in bed, and eventually, after many kisses and caresses, I managed to get her naked in the living room, accepting that she would let me penetrate her, but only if nobody from our family or friends found out; it was going to be our little secret. We've been having sex ever since, just like this, until today. come inside her